posted January 02, 2004 01:49 PM              

.gloria

posted January 02, 2004 11:37 PM              

Could you please refer me to the source for these interesting planet aspects?

Also, when you say "Uranus on the Asc", what does that mean?

Thanks

.gloria

posted January 03, 2004 05:41 PM              

I had a reading done by Phillip at Esoteric Astrology and he is very honest, and fair. His books are excellent. his readings are $150, which is high but you get a tape of the reading, and I was told about important transits for the next two years. He was very right about my mother's health, in June she had some major stress.
He would charge $150 per reading, one for couples, one for career and so on.

So far he has been very in depth.

posted January 03, 2004 07:20 PM              

Yeah, that Bob Mark's site is excellent, I've been there and never get enough. Thanks.

Another reason I wanted to be clear was in reference to this topic, you mentioned "lots of planets in the 4th"...

Well, I've been posting several attempts regarding my 4th hs. being jinxed. No one knows enough about the particular dilemma (Lilith in particular), I guess, but I just brought the post back to the top again.

Anyways, I'm determined to break through this mystery, as it probably holds the key to a LOT. This is why I think my 4th hs. is jinxed:

Lilith Dark Moon - Leo in 4th hs.
Lilith Asteroid - Leo in 4th hs.
Uranus - Leo in 4th hs.
North Node - Leo in 4th hs.
Psyche - Leo in 4th hs.

Venus - Virgo in 4th hs.
Pluto - Virgo in 4th hs.

What sign do you think my 4th House Cusp is in?

Yep... LEO! Leo is ruled by the Sun and my Sun is in guess which house? Yep... the 5th hs. which is ruled by Leo!

Take it one more step:
The 7th House Cusp rules love & partnerships.
My 7th House Cusp is in Scorpio, which is ruled by Pluto, which is in the 4th HOUSE!

You also mentioned Cancer Squares for this topic:

Moon in Cancer Squared Mars (not 4th hs)

Now, I did not experience child abuse in the typical physical way. It was extreme emotional abuse, which would continue today which is why I've divorced myself from my family. Just slight connection with my father who from an emotional distance, tries to keep me afloat.

But all this compounds my sense of pure loneliness and isolation in this lifetime. It's all been like a really bad nightmare I cannot wake up from.

BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY:
My home/emotional life has ALWAYS had problems. I've been in many physically abusive relationships, I've never been married, I've never been in a truly loving relationship my entire life, all my relationships end in debillitating heartbreak, I'm almost a hermit, I've moved 36 times in my life, and that's just the minor stuff.

So all this DOES pertain to this topic.

What say my wise-spectrumed Knowflakes?

.gloria