posted December 21, 2005 12:23 PM              

I'm in a good mood. It's Christmas.

posted December 21, 2005 08:07 PM              

Ranjani:
I am not sure if your Scorpio tendancies make you a better match for a Cancer, but it may make you more inclined towards understanding one than if say you went by your Sag sun sign only. (I am only an amatuer, so someone else may have a better answer)

Gert:
People also tell me to lighten up, and some say I am constantly bubbly (prob b/c of my Gem Rising)
I think I come off as intense, but the thing is, I LOVE to laugh! I find stupid things silly, yet I can be sarcastic. I think only people who fail to look deeper (aka have no insight) see the artificial side of ones personality.
But no mistake, 8th house placements can make people seem more intense..it's the focus, all about the focus! lol.

posted December 22, 2005 01:42 PM              

I rarely don't tell you this, but I had such bad luck in my past life. In my younger years, I was abused and neglected in my younger years (mainly foster parents -> I was in foster care at the age of 10). Possibly because I was the difficult child and I was the problem. As I got older, my main goal was to become independent, but it wasn't possible because of my lack of independent skills. It's because I can't share a room with someone who has a tendency to use and abuse me from time to time. I kept going outside, day after day and night after night, I just couldn't stand any home throughout my years. But unfortuantely, something inside me (metaphorically speaking) wants to take revenge on the people who hurt me. I know violence isn't the answer, but the back of my inner brain wants to end the pain and suffering. And it's usually my psychic vision doing all the talking.

This is my emotions talking from start to finish. I figure if I pour my soul to here, then maybe I can get some positive (or semi-positive) feedback. I'm now 26yo and I live in an Adult Home for the past 5 years. It almost feel like home. But I'll try to live through it.

posted August 07, 2006 12:14 AM              

I have a Sun in the 8th...

But I have a personal phobia of death/dying. People kept telling me I should embrace it. How can you embrace something so disturbing and so traumatic to watch? I've been having this fear from day one. My father passed away when I was 10. My mother figure also passed away when I was 23. I can't handle death. It's too scary...

posted August 07, 2006 01:42 AM            

Our feelings for each other very intense,powerful,passionate but we care about each other a great deal. She and I profoundly affect each other. That's definitely not lust. My Scorpio Sun conjuncts her Scorpio Moon-Saturn conjunction,and my Pisces Moon trines that. In our composite chart, we have Sun,Mercury, and Venus in 8th which is trine Pluto in 5th which sextiles Neptune-Descendant conjunction and trine Ascendant. Another thing to is that her Sun conjuncts my Chiron in 8th and she did help bring my 8th wounds to light and helped me.
Her 8th house ruler Mars in Aries sextiles my 8th house ruler Mars in Aquarius. My Sun oppose her Venus/Mars,her Sun square my Venus/Mars,my Mars conjunct her Venus/Uranus,and my Mars oppose her Venus/Pluto are midpoint configurations that indicate sexual attraction too. Her Pisces Ascendant oppose my Virgo Ascendant with only 16 minutes of arc and her Venus in Taurus trine my Ascendant with 3 minutes of arc are indicators of strong attraction.

She and I have very strong psychic house synastry overall, and that indicate very profound,intense,emotional emotional tie. My Moon and Mars are in her 12th house, and her stationary Jupiter is in my 3rd 19 minutes conjunct my IC and my IC ruler,Jupiter and her stationary Neptune is in my 4th house.

This is from Stephen Arroyo's book, RELATIONSHIP AND LIFE CYCLES

8TH HOUSE:

Planets fallin my eighth house stimulate deep,often sexual and erotic,powerful feelings in me. If the planets are stressfully aspected, there may be a power struggle; and I may find my efforts to exert power and control over the other person disrupted or thwarted. This house in part represents my emotional search for values,which effort on my part can be helped or hindered by the other person. The eighth house also represent a test of my responsibility in the use of my power. Planets falling in this house can also have the effect of producing some type of spiritual awakening in me, as well as a powerful yearning for emotional peace and healing at a deep level.

PSYCHIC HOUSES

These houses are associated with the water signs and this can have an effect on me in those areas where I am most most psychic,sensitive,and vulnerable. Planets falling in these houses reveal those aspects or qualities of the other person that influence me emotionally, that can penetrate deeply into me. Thus, I will often be somewhat threatened by such a person because I am so vulnerable to him. There, I can react to the other person by fearing or disliking him; or I can open up to him in the hope that we can develop a relationship at a deep,soul level. People who planets or ascendant fall in my water houses are able to penetrate into the depths of my being, and to reveal my limitations,weaknesses,and deepest desires. Such deep contact between people can result in profound,intense,emotional ties; but there is often a tendency toward explosions,upheavals,instability,and constant irritation on my part. The future of the relationship will depend a great deal not only upon how I react to this threat(which is also a possibility for closeness), but also upon the other person's attitude toward the power that he has over me. A relationship with many ties in these houses will prosper mainly if the two people are emotionally at peace with themselves.