posted January 13, 2006 07:25 PM              

For some reason, men find lots of inspiration from me. I have been talking a Pisces these days who is very inspiring to me, though we are both not independent, we work together to become stronger people. Naturally I need a team to work on my goals, so I tend to find partnerships easy.

leyla, don't worry I let men like that, married ones express themselves elsewhere. If I listened too long I would believe, or as the song says "I would look for a reason to believe". So I don't listen.

Aries men when they are not married are usually pretty good for my life, fire people bring inspiration, and never harm me in the long run, like water/air men do. They are always very careful around me, because they see that I am just as honest. The times I have been badly, badly hurt, have been with water and air signs because they overextended themselves to others, who in turn hurt me. The Cancer ex g/f of that gemini you remember, still calls me screams into the phone and hangs up.. from Michigan!

an Aries talked me up the other day and told me straight out he'd date me but he preferred black women. I mean how do you ignore the obstacles there? how can an Aries lie anyway? I wish the Gemini had told me upfront he preferred blonds. I can't help but admire anyone who is radically honest.

Natasha

posted January 14, 2006 12:39 AM              

Another form of the line:"hmmmm......You'll do."

posted January 14, 2006 08:19 PM              

***"financial domination" in which somebody drags him around a mall demanding that he buy her everything she wants.***

.. you got his number ?? ..

the "financial domination" would be of interest ..
that is .. ...once i purrrfect my female impersonation act ..

posted January 15, 2006 10:20 AM              

As for the mall part, this Cancer did like to splurge but only on what he wanted, lately he wanted to buy me a Bikini. I asked him to buy me a few things if he wanted me to wear them, that's fair, but then I stained the pants with lotion, I'm messy. Anyway, having someone buy me things never works unless he sticks around for a while to see what happens to the items, otherwise I have to explain and feel guilty.

An Aquarius bought me many more things when we dated as he was very picky with Venus in Pisces, he loved feminine clothes and perfumes. That seemed normal.

This Cancer always wants to take me on trips so bikinis and thongs are on his mind most of the time. He is generous and likes his son to demand things, he buys him the whole world when we go out. So maybe he is the one he is submissive to?

Explains why I prefer a man without children when we go out, although I don't want to be selfish, it's true.

Anyway I love Cancers because they have a transforming effect on me, and boost my self esteem by believing in their loved ones. It's not about sex and they don't get it.

I have never met a Cancer man who liked himself in a relationship with a woman without sex, it seems he can never be friends and see the effect it has. I like the benefits but I do want the friendship part too. That probably only happens when they are living with someone.

Explains why Cancers love living with another, and why I always picture myself living with a Cancer or Pisces. They love to draw you in slowly.

Unfortunately my non love life stays still.

So this time I told him he must help me in my career, since he knows everyone in town, or else no cruise or experimenting. I am waiting on an answer on that.

It ought to be relatively easy for him and he said he understood my point of wanting at least a part time job I can be proud of before taking off on a cruise. But the proof will be when he calls me back. It's strange because he is very big on careers and wants to be part of it, but he was acting as if he did not trust me again. Complained I nag him about money which I never did.

I made him repeat that back to me and said have I ever asked you for a dime or asked you to buy me anything? He hesitated and said No. But the hesitation part bothers me. I don't know if he is ex is bothering him or not but sometimes he's closer to her than me, and talks about what great sex they had all the time. She is a Scorpio.

Even worse he went to Spain and bought me gifts which he let her have. I feel she dominates him a bit too much and lives down the street which is a bad sign. Will I end up fighting for him? I asked him this being very honest these days. He couldn't answer.

I am sick of the dishonesty, I am not calling him back until he comes forward.