posted August 07, 2007 06:20 PM              

*stands up*

Hi everyone…ummm… my name’s Alex and I have Anger issues *feels liberated*

“Well personally I would prefer Sexy Warrior Goddesses club but I alright, alrught; I guess "Anger Anonymous" would work too. I know with an afflicted mars, I could probably use it.”

lol I love it! Hmmm lets meet in the middle Sexy Warrior Goddesses With Anger Issues club

posted August 08, 2007 06:09 AM            

that's a sign of repressed energy (you, yourself denie, refuse, reject it)

posted August 08, 2007 07:00 AM              

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I have "moon in 12th House"... and I have a Serious problem in expressing my emotions...

.... cant say "emotional stuff" even if my life depends on it... too secretive and private in "emotions".... and I have this constant feeling that No one will ever understand it.so why bother trying..

I hate it... hope there are others with the same placements and can tell how they Overcame it, if ever???

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I have a moon-mercury-neptune stellium in the 12th, and that's part of what I have to go through. The only advice that might work for you is to only share your feelings where it feels safe - and watch in amazement as they do understand them, no matter how bizarre Take it one step at a time and remember other people don't see in you what you see in yourself - which can sometimes work out in a good way.

A friend of mine has the venus in the 12th house. It's been a while since I've talked to her but for a long time she had a rough time with relationships, usually ending up in the wrong place somehow and suffering or being confused or dissatisfied. I certainly hope that's changed for her now and wish the same to everyone mentioning those venus in 12th placements.

posted August 12, 2007 04:53 PM            

"fear, shame, a lack of self esteem" are bc of low self-awareness. those are defences. smoke-screens.

posted August 13, 2007 08:26 AM              

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having a planet in the 12th, it'd make that energy 'seem non-existent' TO YOURSELF.
that's a sign of repressed energy (you, yourself denie, refuse, reject it)

12th mars - repressed sexuality/anger/masculinity etc;
12th venus - repressed femininity/artistic sense/relashionship needs etc;
12th moon - repressed emotions/emotional needs/ emotional dissatisfaction/emotional intimacy, etc
12th sun - no self-awareness.

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posted August 13, 2007 08:58 AM              

I have my Merc in 12house - i do feel identified with what youve said about it:

mos of the times im not understood by others,even the ones who were supposed to know me better:my family for example.

its complex:having merc there makes me very aware of myself thoughts and expressions but when it comes to make it readable for others,it seems there´s a big veil between it.
others say many times i communicate very less then normal people:i agree cause verbally,i do not talk when i feel theres no need for it;simply the silence makes the best of conversations when in the others lack interest from my part.

i do think i communicate much better on writting cause no one judges and i keep it secretly to myself.

i have the tendency to only say what i feel when my inner vulcano erupts-its very sudden and all thats its inside comes out with high velocity. others might think im a completely diferent person that moment - but im the same - just showing what my thoughts are - but in the wrong timming of course.

its a vicious circle:when i talk and express myself verbally, others seem not to understand what im feeling and why;and so, it does not matter if i talk,so i wont..and then,again,the lack of communication.

this is specially true with my bf - its dificult for him knowing whats goin on inside me. i understand him completelly in that aspect.