posted March 15, 2008 06:22 PM              

I became curious about kiron since ive looked into Magi.

This time i am asking about transits : i know hard saturn transits are tough ones but what about when Kiron is being aspected?

For instance,my bf lately is feeling very wounded,and he doenst know about what.
He feels like everyone is against him and hurts him by propose and stuff like that.

I went to see this transits and saw that his Natal Kiron is skaured by Transit Mercury/Venus/Saturn/Neptune/NN

And i instantaneously thought about what Mgi says about saturn-kiron :heartbreac transits

posted March 16, 2008 06:08 AM            

My grandfather committed suicide when transiting Chiron was conjunct my chart ruler,Mercury in Scorpio in 3rd house.

Those were definitely painful times. but they both opened up doors for me. I got intensive speech therapy in special education class. My grandfather's suicide got me on spiritual/soul search that led me to believe in God again after 2 years of atheism. His death opened the door for me to get into metaphysical subjects including Astrology.

posted March 16, 2008 12:25 PM              

just a few days ago, I posted a CHIRON-thread myself, dealing with similar questions. Mabye you want to have a look at that:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum1/HTML/016826.html

posted March 16, 2008 06:11 PM              

"I had a feeling that I was going to die very soon, I didn't have any illnes but it felt like something fatal was about to come."
I am having that now. For some months now I have felt like I am about to die, even when I know that I am perfectly healthy.
It`s really exhausting. I thought it was maybe a sign of some sort of depression.

However, I don`t have that many transits with Chiron.
But Transit Chiron is exactly conjunct my Moon and quinkunx my Saturn right now, and this one hurts. And I can`t even say what it is exactly that hurts. I just know I am hurting about someone, when I thought I would never have to experience that feeling again, that I had left it behind, that I grown up and grown out of this. And now it feels like I have learned nothing and that nothing has changed and nothing ever will.

Funnily, my Moon is exactly conjunct his SN, falling onto our composite-Mercury, and all these planets are conjunct Transit Chiron right now.
On top of that Transit Chiron is also conjunct my progressed Mercury, Venus and Antivertex.

Another funny "coincidence": The time when I was going through a very similiar phase regarding him (big black hole, depression, knowing I have to move on without being able to emotionally detach myself; scolding myself for being silly and unreasonable; trying to escape through a gigantic load of work and so on),

Transit Chiron was exactly opposite my Moon (and conjunct his NN).

When I coincidentally bumped into him last year, Transit Chiron was exactly conjunct his name asteroid in my chart (and his own Saturn) and trine my Pluto.
And well maybe, that was the last thing that reactivated this old wound.

BTW when the thoughts of him crept back into my mind, Transit Chiron was conjunct my Moon and his SN, too (in june last year).

So, yeah, I think Chiron-transits can hurt awfully much.

DD

posted March 16, 2008 07:26 PM              

yes, I know that I will gain from this experience. And actually the last year has been a very exciting one, spiritually-wise.
It`s been exhausting and sometimes painful and too much of everything, but it`s also been full of miracles, amazement, realizations about myself and faith. A feeling, no, a knowledge that everything happens for a reason.

Just now, it seems like it`s all gone again. And where has been sense in the last year, there seems to be only chaos now. And I don`t even know what has gone wrong. Where I have been going wrong.

But since last year, it has become unbearable for me to be on my own. It`s ridiculous, I have been on my own the last year, too. LIving alone, I mean. But I felt surrounded by someone, like someone was there, somehow. Even though noone was.
And now this feeling is gone again, and now I really do feel alone, and it feels like I am learning "life" again, just as I did, when I was a child.
This is strange, isn`t it?

But the worst thing is that "being alone" - I always loved being on my own, I still do. But somehow it`s not enough anymore.

AS I said, strange.

posted March 16, 2008 07:52 PM              

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it feels like I am learning "life" again, just as I did, when I was a child

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