posted March 24, 2008 09:39 PM            

However, when we did lock eyes, it was amazing. When we did speak to each other with eye contact, it was amazing. Its like we saw each other's souls (please forgive the sappy moment lol!).

But here is the thing, I felt bad though. We are BOTH married and she was sitting right next to her husband. (I so badly wanted to start a convo about zodiac signs to find out her sign and possibly her b-day too, but I decided against it because I thought her husband almost picked up on our chemistry. {He glanced over at her and caught her looking at me during one of our looking moments and had this slight look on his face of suspicion} Disclaimer, I am NOT a cheater, womanizer, nor homewrecker. I would have never taken it past innocent staring and I didn't.)

Sounds messed up but I didn't ask for it, it just happened. I felt guilty feeling this way but I can't deny it was there and that it happened.

I also picked up on some energy between her and her husband. Everything didn't seem to be on solid ground. I could be wrong, but that is what I sensed.

It was one of those rare moments. Wow, I still feel the energy.

posted March 25, 2008 02:51 AM            

I know this sounds corny, but I knew I knew him from before and there was an instant recognition... and I KNEW something was going to happen between us the very moment I laid eyes on him.

posted March 25, 2008 09:46 PM              

Its vary typical geminish of you to say that,

for every thread you start am I going to have to confirm with you that the same thing has at least happen to me once, LoL.

anway, I find that it always happens to me with both female Libra and Aquas.

I think its more of a strong air sign connection it appends to me all the time.

posted March 26, 2008 02:21 AM            

For me, it felt like a huge rush of all the adrenaline in my body shot straight to my heart. Which I guess would be a heart attack. But it was that feeling, like being paralyzed by this rush of fire, and I felt the feeling before I even comprehended what was making me feel that way. I've experienced it 4 times.

The first time it happened I was 14. Saw the guy, felt the feeling, then said the most rambly, stupid things to him. I mean, REALLY embarrassing stuff. I said, "It's so nice to meet a guy who looks like a real man instead of these other preppy guys at this school." WTF? Just thinking about it again makes me want to shoot myself in the head. But I had no control over my mouth, I was overpowered by that hypnotic attraction. On the plus side, 6 months later when we started going out we spoke about that and he said my comments had turned him on. They still make me cringe though.

Anyway, next time it happened I was 17. I was leaving a restaurant as a man was entering. He was probably in his mid-thirties. I got that same feeling, we had brief eye contact, and that was that. Never saw that guy again.

Experienced it again when I was 19. I was at a club meeting at my college and shook hands with this guy. It wasn't the first time I'd seen him. We'd had a class together a year before, made eye contact a lot but never spoke to one another. I got a milder version of that feeling during those eye contact moments, but when we actually finally met and shook hands...I wondered if he was Zeus and shooting lightning bolts from his hand. We went out for a couple years.

posted March 26, 2008 02:36 AM            

My ex-husband's name was Vince and I was still married to him at the time, but I was miserable. But I should mention, I didn't have a wandering eye and married or single, this doesn't happen to me that often at all and I rarely meet men I am totally gaga over by physical appearance alone.

So I start this new job and this manager guy walks in and i'm just like "WHOOOOSH"... completely, heartstoppingly paralyzed. I feel so self-conscious in his presence, I feel like I'm going to pass out. The attraction is wild. I think everyone in the room must know how I feel. I'm so embarrased.

So we start mingling and this guy is standing near me, and someone else asks me about my husband. I start babbling, trying to be casual and friend and I keep mentioning my husband's name. I notice this weird vibe from the guy. Come to find out HIS NAME is also Vince!

I am mortified. I'm blushing even more.

We do not talk to each other at all, for like... 2 months. But in this two months we can never take our eyes off each other and we just AVOID AVOID AVOID. He's married too. I can always tell he's completely unsettled in my presence, as I am in his. I just feel like my heart is in my throat whenever he's around.

Somehow we finally start talking. There is a lot of blushing and wistfully shy glances and looking down and awkward smiling. It turns out we have EEEEVVVERYTHING in common too. He ends up sitting on my desk, talking to me for like an hour a day. Other people start noticing his crush on me. He runs meetings and calls on me for all the examples and reading and questions, lol.

i thought he was absolutely adorable and I definitely wonder what could have been if things were different. The chemistry was absolutely electric and we really had everything in common.

That eye contact I used to get when he'd sit on my desk and talk to me, wow. If I could bottle it and sell it, I'd be a millionaire. It was amazing.

posted March 26, 2008 09:11 AM              

However, many years ago (6 years to be precise) I went to see a certain musical singer in a show. And that feeling even started during that show, I was feeling I was intoxicated and had an infusion of energy. Well, I kind of felt a little bit drugged by all these energy flowing from stage to audience. That is probably the only explanation for my behaviour afterwards.

Cause I acted rather uncharacteristically and went to the stage-door. I didn`t really plan on talking to him, because I am a really shy person, I donīt even know what I wanted there, just having a look at him? I don`t know.
I stayed in the background, relatively far in the background, and when he came outside and talked to some kids, I pressed even deeper into the shadow.
But the way he treated these kids, the sincere attention he payed them, it filled me with a deep affection for him. I knew that for him it was just a minor act of kindness, but for those girls it meant the world. It surely would have meant the world to me, when I was in their age.
But that was it, I wanted to turn and go away, not bother him. But something prevented me from moving. I just couldn`t move my feet.
And then he looked up at me, he took a step towards me, and something else took control over my actions, but not my clear reason.
I stepped towards him, actually I felt like I was physically drawn to him - not like in being sexually attracted, but like being at the other hand of a real existing string. lol- and I looked at him, knowing now I had to speak up, with no idea what to say.
And when I opened my mouth, this "entity" at the control-panel of my soul said: "I donīt want an autograph of you. I just want to shake your hand."
What the hell had driven into me?
Hey Jane, let`s talk about stupid sentences here, now, shall we?

I don`t know, why I wanted to shake his hand, but somehow I felt like i had to, like I had to convince myself, that he was real.
However, he smiled, took my hand and kept it. lol
Seriously, that handshake seemed to last an eternity (and yet too short). And when I had felt some strange sort of vibration before, the moment I touched his hand (or he touched mine), I felt a boost of energy shooting through me, a gigantic wave of warmth and overwhelming joy. I can`t describe it otherwise. It was a feeling of bliss, that leaves you dizzy, disoriented with a distorted, or at least changed, perception of the world.
Now, remembering this, it`s like that was a moment in slowmotion, somehow otherworldly.
I stared at him, he stared at me, without saying a word; we were just shaking hands and that took all my concentration. lol
And then suddenly we both let very abruptly go of each other`s hand and simultaneously took a long step backwards.
After that I mumbled some incoherent words about how great he was in that role and that I was wishing him a nice evening (what was I thinkin to wish him a nice evening?? At least I didn`t wish him a good night. LOL). He smiled at me, slightly puzzled, and said: Thank you.

Then I turned to leave, which cost me a forceful effort; but when I had gone (well, I rather felt like I was floating) a few metres, I felt the urge to turn back just once more, and just the same moment, he - in the midst of a crowd of fans- turned around, too, and looked at me.
And after that I left.

Fast forward to october last year.
I am sitting in the audience for a concert to begin (with another singer, not him), and during my waiting I was reading a book "AStrology of relationships" by Paul Blashke. lol
And suddenly, while reading, I felt like the air was crackling with electricity, and i could feel sparks running down my spine, a real physical sensation, and I felt like the air had become so thick, that I couldn`t breathe anymore.
And when I look up, I see this singer sitting on the other end of the isle, looking at me.
I smiled at him and kept on reading!
Talk about being stupid. But I was so shellshocked I didn`t know what else to do. And reading promised some kind of security. lol

During the concert, while he was sitting some rows before me, he turned round once or twice, which of course I noticed, since I had a hard time on focusing on anything else but him. lol

And then last december, I saw him in a musical again. And accidentally I ended up front row in a half empty theatre, and he actually greeted me from stage, and sent me in shock again. lol

But I haven`t spoken to him since the first time 6 years ago. I wouldn`t know what to say actually.
Even though that didn`t keep me from speaking last time. lol

WEll, maybe next time.

But what I want to say, is the electricity, the attraction (drawing attention) certainly is there, at least on my side.

EDIT:

I am posting our synastry with the Transits of that first "meeting". Maybe someone can see the reason for this strange behaviour on my side.

posted March 26, 2008 11:21 AM              

I'm a bit confused. In another thread a few days ago you wrote about some woman who you are "not romantically interested yet", but who "picked your interest", and asked about your synastry. You also said "This one is throwing me for a loop because I pretty much given up on trying to find someone.".
However in your first post in this thread you say that you're married, or did I misread something?
How can you be both married and giving up hope on finding someone to love? In yet another thread you said that you're "extremely loyal for a gemini", so I must have misunderstood something? Or are you making things up as you go along?

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But here is the thing, I felt bad though. We are BOTH married and she was sitting right next to her husband.

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