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Topic: Soul mates? NEED HELP!
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artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted March 28, 2003 05:08 PM
 
Well here's an update. I couldn't stand it any longer and I was suffering, missing him so I broke down and called him. I was trying to just stay away but after a week, I just couldn't take it anymore. He was happy to hear from me. I give up and plan to just go with the flow and not expect anything. We'll see where this all goes I guess.IP: Logged |
OldSoul18
Knowflake Posts: 5
From: Dunedin,Florida,USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 01, 2003 03:13 PM
Way to go Artsy.. I was hoping you were going to say that. I as well am a piscean. I understanf the feelings you are experiencing. It seems every time I try to forget this one person.. they call or show up and it begins all over again.
Cherish the fact that you are feeling this. and yes totally just go with the flow. but express your feelings.. voicing love never hurt anyone. He is probably as scared and confused as you are. 
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artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 01, 2003 04:13 PM
THANKS OldSoul18!
I am still kinda going up and down with this. One minute I am relaxed with it all and then the next minute obsessing. It is the craziest thing I have ever been through, but being drastic and totally cutting him out of my life hasn't worked so I'm just going to take it as it comes and see where I end up. I just wonder if others have experienced anything like this and then have it all work out and be together in the end. I hope so, I need hope.
I'll let you know if anything changes.I certainly wish you the best in your relationship too! Take care,
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 16464
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000
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posted April 01, 2003 11:27 PM
Welcome to Lindaland, OS18!  ------------------
"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Mercy
Knowflake Posts: 616
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 03, 2003 06:24 AM
Yo dear Artsy girl!Go, go, go  and find all info you can get about Twinsouls/flames! It sounds much like he is yours.
The altar thing...if he is your twinflame you are spiritually married and can never break or split apart, maybe only for a while it would seem like it!
It will really help when you start reading about this believe me! You are certainly not the only one. This happens a lot lately and will happen more frequently! Be prepared....
Be prepared for a rollercoasteride! But also prepare yourself, balance your yin and your yang, try to be the best person you can be etc.. Forgive me if I am writing this in shortcut. Not much words are needed though.  When you start reading about it you'll know what I mean. You are lucky (although it doesn't seem that way but you are) you have been given the opportunity for personal growth. Grab it with both hands and try to detache and love him (and of course us and everyone else ) unconditionally.
Bless you sweeti and let me know how your search for the info went! I am so curious what you think! There is a messageboard about it too, you can find it on www.astrostar.com it will be very helpful to you! Good luck and lot's of  IP: Logged |
artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 03, 2003 11:35 AM
Wow Mercy!
I am going to try and learn about that! Is that why it's so intense and crazy and no matter how hard I try, I can't stay away? So do you think that the vision I had was from another lifetime? Does he feel the same? All the psychics I've been to say he does but he never says anything to me. (of course I haven't said anything to him about it either because I think I may be crazy). They say he retreats for a while out of fear but then we come back together because this is very karmic. It is very much a roller coaster ride!!!!!! It's driving me nuts and all I want to do is stay away to end the insanity but I can't! You say that I am lucky but I feel that I am trapped and see no peace in sight. I have even spoken to someone (a friend of a friend) who hypnotizes people about helping me forget him.Listen I know that I sound nuts. But I have never been through anything like this before. If a man drove me nuts, I would simply walk away. I have tried over and over to do this and when I think I am there, he calls or something. It's like he won't let me give up either. The universe won't let me give up either! By that I mean, just like in the movie "Serendipity", when I'm ready to give up, there will be all these "signs" or reminders in my face and I mean they are obvious! One day I was in my car at a red light, and on one side of me was a big bus with the name of his work (It covers the whole bus), on the other side of me was a truck with a mototrcycle in it just like his, and in front of me was a truck with a huge superman emblem on the back window (he has a superman tatoo). I just had to laugh. I just couldn't believe it! What are the chances of that? This happens all the time. Well I am sorry for rambling. It's just that this morning I had to decided to try and forget him again and then I read your message. Thank you for your advice. I will read up on twin flames. I hope I gain some understanding. artsy girl IP: Logged |
artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 03, 2003 04:27 PM
Mercy!
I just read a bunch of stories on that message board that were very similar to mine! If I am crazy, I am not the only one! Maybe that is what he is... my Twin flame/soul! Even one woman said she kept getting "signs" too. Wow!artsy girl IP: Logged |
Mercy
Knowflake Posts: 616
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 04, 2003 08:47 AM
Artsy girl  !I am  ing right now! Happy you looked into it because I get the distinct (very much sÓ) feeling you and him are indeed twinflames and being aware of it really helps.
Signs....boy I know what you mean. We all get them but when you start being conscious more they will really amaze you. And yeah....why not laugh about it?!
Superman tatoo? Cool!
Talk to you later, I have no time right now but I am so happy you read my message!
You are blessed girl! Really! IP: Logged |
Mercy
Knowflake Posts: 616
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 04, 2003 08:56 AM
Oh yeah about the altar thing. 'They' say that twinflames were standing infront of it at the very beginning of our incarnations on earth (or some place else). This was happening before they got split apart, a very painful experience. They stood before Father/Mother God and agreed upon splitting to experience duality and becoming whole again by themselves, how it is to go seperate ways, finding each other again. Sometimes your other half was your enemy and you have been killed by him or her....read and you will know what I mean! Do you feel an overwhelming sense of completeness when you are with him? This is what sets soulmates and twinflames apart because the two can be very similar!
It is very beautiful to be with either one and actually any kind of love is beautiful! We ARE love! Peace to you! And yes you are lucky! And thank you for letting me give you this info!
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artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 04, 2003 11:17 AM
Hi Mercy!
YES! I do feel an overwhelming sense of completeness when I am with him. I think that is one reason that I find it almost impossible to stay away. I wish that it wasn't so hard for us to just get together and stay together. I just don't understand why it can't work out. The other srories that I have read, people were already married to someone else etc., but we don't have any of those problems. There is no reason why we can't just come together and stay that way. I guess it's the fear that we both have that stands between us.About the vision... when he said "see?", do you think that he saw the same thing? Thank you so much for all your help! You are truly wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!!! IP: Logged |
Blue M
Knowflake Posts: 166
From: Illinois, USA
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted April 07, 2003 10:18 PM
Artsy Girl,
You are not alone. I read your story and I really felt for you. I am kinda going through the same thing, expect I am the Taurus and the person who I can't get out of my life is a Aquarius......But I am happy you have insight into knowing you are not alone and there may be other factors controlling things.....I guess my advice would be to go with the flo.
I tried to meet other guys thinking this would end my attraction and feeling completeness with this guy and just yesterday I found out it didn't help matters it just made me want him more. No one can replace that which you love. The more I tried to control things the worst they had gotten. I just wish you luck and I wish I could tell you everything worked out happily ever after but the book is still open and a new chapter has begun and the review cannot be completed. Everything is a process.
Blue M
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theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted April 07, 2003 10:52 PM
I would like to meet a twin flame  ------------------
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Mercy
Knowflake Posts: 616
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 09, 2003 11:07 AM
Hiya Artsy Girl,Sorry for replying so late. And you are so welcome! I don't know of course if he saw the same thing as you.
I think that you should give it all some time. Things will fall into place and stuff will happen as they should...always. Relax !
Meanwhile go about and have fun, enjoy yourself and be your best self for you and everybody around you! Love to you! IP: Logged |
artsy girl
Knowflake Posts: 13
From: Las Vegas, Nevada USA
Registered: Mar 2003
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posted April 09, 2003 11:54 AM
Thanks Mercy!
I haven't heard from him for 2 weeks now. I called him 2 Fridays ago while on my lunch hour and he seemed so happy to hear from. He kept telling me thank you for calling. But now it's been over 2 weeks. I ended up going to see my psychic just to see if she thought it was over. She said a bunch of things but basically that it wasn't over and that he adores me. He's just very over worked and tired, still scared and believes that I am too "HOT" for him. She says guys just don't think the way women do about phone calls but I just believe that if he really cared, he'd be calling., making sure that he made time. It seems the other guys I meet that I don't really care about call all the time and that's what I'm use to. It's all so frustrating!!!!!!!Well anyway, that's the latest. I see that you are from the Netherlands! I have always wanted to go there. Take care,
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Mercy
Knowflake Posts: 616
From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted April 09, 2003 04:45 PM
Hiya,I am not such a big believer in guys this and women that. Meaning that there are millions of reasons for a particular problem. He might be scared, unsure or things like that. Overworked is no reason in my view because when one cares he calls even if he hasn't slept one wink. But the human being is a complex thing but hey that's my view. I am always viewing things from countless sides and this might be not the right way for some I don't know but it is something I do automatically. Have you checked out your synastry charts yet? If you feel really close to this man you must know in your heart what's up. And does it really matter? Relax (funny thing for me to say, hihi). Oh and this I find hard to explain, why I just said that; does it really matter.
Do you love this man no matter what? Unconditional? Does it really matter when or what he says or does? You can love him and not being together (yet) and still be your happy self or can't you? But... I know I would also search for reasons why this and why that but I also know it is not necessary and I might have no clue as to how it feels to you. Pff..do I make sense? I just had a real short nap! 
I guess what I am trying to say is that we need to let go our hearts desire before we can own it or something like that. Being able to let go of what you really want most in the world is in my eyes truly important. After a while you'll see the ideal will come your way. I am not saying this is an automatic and what am I saying actually?? I do hope I make sense. Have the feeling I am Skippy on Uranus rambling without end  .
Well, I know that when I let go of something it frees me. And everytime it is hard to do but freedom is such a present and a beautiful reward!
Boy have I still got a long way to go... Talk to you later (it's not really going like I would want it to go) and Vegas is a place I would like to see as well. My sweetheart has been on the Stratosphere
in Las Vegas, I would like to see it too! and again, I hope I made sense and didn't in any way offend you.
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