posted July 17, 2005 04:00 PM         

I now believe that if you have spent many lives with this person (which you probably have) then you will need to work on releasing the ties in those lives. I did this recently, I had a session with a soul recall therapist and realised the person who I had a pull to in this life actually cursed me in a former life. As soon as I said it out aloud to the therapist, I felt a huge shift in the energy around the what was once a friendship, I dont intend to involve this person in my life any longer, and it has brought such huge relief to me.

Doesnt it make sense to go back and then work forward, well anyway it worked for me, thank God - good luck with this, be strong and pray.

Love

posted August 07, 2005 05:17 AM         

I am going thro this at the moment with someone, gently does it girl, gently does it............

posted August 07, 2005 09:04 AM         

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I was beyond numb, I prayed everyday that God would just let me die. My whole world was black. He was everything to me and I felt like there was nothing to live for anymore. I never left the house. I couldnt even cry. I just felt dead inside. He consumed my every waking thought and every dream. I didnt care about anything, I felt like I was a robot. I can't describe really how painful it was.
I am not the type of person that reacts this way to a break up. I never have. It was really dysfunctional. It took me years to get over him. I'm not really sure if I even am fully over it yet, if I take a hard honest look at it.

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This thread brought tears to my eyes… I have gone through similar experiences too. Oh, God, you tend to feel so desperately alone and torn, so special in your disgrace… but there are so many suffering the same story all around us… It’s comforting thinking that these things happen as a trial, that many souls go through it every day, that you are not specially deserving of such a devastating fate.

26T is so right… We have many soulmates and only one twin… I didn’t understand that, I didn’t even know of Linda and Sun Signs when my first and second trials came along.

I only recently realised that the man I thought was my Twin wasn’t. And I feel very much relieved. I have dreamed with my real Twin and it’s not him. He will come to meet me, I know now…

Have faith, dear… Endure because you have a lesson to learn and one day you will understand. Because if you don’t learn you’ll have to repeat the test. Pray for peace and forgive. And what have to be will be. Be responsible to accept your pending karma and always wish for his happiness because what goes around comes around. Keep the positive of every lesson and at least your pain will be worth something. You are growing a wise soul and everytime, every lifetime, it will feel easier and more fulfilling… Life is much more beautiful when you have suffered, it gets a new dimension…

Good luck, sister…

posted August 07, 2005 12:54 PM         

Creation takes your whole soul, rips it into a two, and then throws you into the dark of a blinded mortals life on Earht,,, we walk this plannet and frequency of existence with a constant heart ache to find "that one" and when we do all seems to go wrong in our blindness...Then to top it off and fuel the hearts fire more you have your "soul mates" from the same spririt mold that we keep runing into, and being only human these souls keep hurting oneanother as well.

posted August 07, 2005 02:21 PM         

Hi Streelrose,how are you girl - nice to see you posting such good stuff, keep it up

Love to all

posted August 07, 2005 09:25 PM         

steelrose...yes, wise words...there is some comfort knowing you're not alone, but it's still no fun while you're there, mucking around in it!!!

posted August 08, 2005 03:56 PM         

Once I understood that, I started to go forward in the right direction and grow.

Thanks Sue!!! I’m not doing great these days… Ugly transits going on… How are you doing sweetie?

posted August 09, 2005 08:43 AM         

Love, light and peace

posted August 09, 2005 08:48 AM         

I was with a friend last night - three of us, all witches, all into healing and magic. I talked of my Dad and said I didnt know how to help him, she said all you can do is to help him to find his God.......I personally think that is the difference between people in pain who are miserable and people in pain who can be joyful............faith...........

Love to you (wont say God bless LOL)!!

Sue xx

posted August 09, 2005 02:46 PM         

Well, I don’t believe in the traditional judeo-christian God… Or the Muslim God… Or any other of those… I do have faith… I believe in Karma and Nature, in Equilibrium of energy, in reincarnation… I’m not spiritually starving at all… I was when I believed in a traditional God. And I found my path when I started questioning its existence… I’m closer to the belief of a divine presence, a Godess spirit: Nature.

posted August 09, 2005 05:00 PM         

I just read your posts regarding your soulmate. All I can say to you is to stay strong, keep praying and meditating everyday and night for you and him to keep closer. Believe me, praying and meditating as done alot for me and my soulmate(you know who I am talking about :-)) as we are both getting closer each and everyday.

My advice to you(as my friend keeps telling me), just keep on fighting that negative energy around you as you keep on praying. It goes away once you are able to succeed whatever negativity tries to get in your way.

Have you ever consulted a psychic??Maybe she can provide you information on whatever the reasons on why things are going the way they are for you and him. Please, don't give up.

Peace, Strength, Love, and Harmony

posted August 10, 2005 09:38 AM         

I FELT what you wrote girl

Love to you

posted August 10, 2005 04:25 PM         

Charmed, how are things going on your side? Any progress?

No, I have never consulted a psychic… The closest I was was Fayte in this forum… I really would like to explore that side… However I’m a bit anxious about being ripped off by a trickster… I’d only go to one who had been recommended by a friend or something… And people I know are not that much into this stuff.

posted August 11, 2005 08:56 AM         

I hope you are feeling better as I keep praying for you to stay strong and positive. As for me and my soulmate, we are conversing more at work and the phone more and more each day. At the same time, its quite hectic at work since people are watching so we try to keep things as low profiled as possible.

Therefore, me and my soulmate started to talk and find the truth about each other during the beginning of June as I learned then that his father was hospitalized from a heart-attack. That time was was quite tramatic for my soulmate that he did not go into work for a couple of days. So then I contacted him after work to see if anything was okay and he responded. Moreover, I even encouraged him to stay strong as all my prayers for him and his dad have been answered.

Weeks later once his father was well and out of the hospital, I finally let my soulmate know how much I felt for him by leaving a chocolate bar on his desk. Since then those doors have been finally opening slowly and wider for the two of us.

As I resign from the company, things will get better as we both reunite together under God's shining white light with our hearts beating together as one at last

I would very much appreciate it for all of you to keep me and my soulmate in your prayers for the both of us to be together forever. Thank you.

Steelrose, I'm sorry for what has happened to you and your soulmate but may you find peace and happiness within yourself for now.
May all my love and light shine upon you as things come to pass Take care of yourself.

Peace, Love, Light and Strength