Posts: 355
From: NY
Registered: Oct 2004

posted November 18, 2004 01:12 PM         

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i'm baaack haha I had the flu. I still haven't gotten a reply from Mr. Taurus, but I am more content knowing it sent. I'm now thinking it's his loss if he won't even talk to me anymore. I could probably take a lashing out email at this point hahaha. I really liked writing it in email form because he couldn't sit there and interrupt me or get mad and not listen. I knew what I wanted to say and could say it clearly .

so yeah, no response, i'm still sad because the good things keep popping up in my mind! Like the funny things he has said or the way he feels in my arms. I am actually also grieving the loss of having security in an area I really loved too. Kind of weird! But he lived in a very very pretty area.

*siiiiiigh*

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Posts: 55
From: Bronx, NY USA
Registered: Oct 2004

posted November 18, 2004 03:22 PM         

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I sowwie VTT

It sounds like you two need to be apart for
a lil while. Even though he was your best
friend, it's very inconsiderate to you and
your feelings to be callous, sarcastic, and
abusive and you deserve so much more than that.
I dunno, in my mind I always thought that
one day I'd meet Prince Charming and we'd
move into a castle and live happilly ever
after. He'd always be understanding, giving,
hot, sexy and satisfying with a 7 figure
income and I'd pop out 3 children that will
be carbon copies of us and we'd all be corny
and loving
Then I woke up
I don't know how I got to babbling like this.
The main idea of posting to you was to let
you know that you're in my thoughts and I'll send you some "Pink Light" for love

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