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Topic: Haunting Love
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MysticScorpio Knowflake Posts: 258 From: Registered: Nov 2004
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posted November 29, 2004 12:17 PM
Hey Scorpbaby, cool abt having ur moon in taurus too, double the emotion huh!? I love it most of the time tho so you won't hear me complaining  K, take care!IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 1525 From: ireland Registered: Sep 2004
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posted December 05, 2004 05:47 AM
Hi Scorpbaby, I have Scorp sun and moon in taurus too and...........yes I have this bond with a male also, I totally relate to what you were saying about the haunting thing, surreal almost, do you think it is a scorp thing, I just feel it is recall from another life and if possible it needs to be worked through, the karma thing, how bloody awesome is that. I was told by a past life therapist that I may take this one to the grave, but like you I cannot at times talk to him and just do the chit chat thing, I am a bit scared of the implications of telling him how it feels and yet I know he feels it too. I am overwhelmed by this as its been in my life for nearly 5 years and I am marrie d with a child and want to move on from, but no matter how I try.................I CANT. Any comments or advice appreciated xxxxxxxIP: Logged |
scorpbaby Knowflake Posts: 498 From: Ny, USA Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 21, 2005 11:09 AM
I just wanted to share that something finally happened between the Pisces and I. Very powerful indeed, and now I have proof that it wasn't just in my head...  IP: Logged |
sunshine9 Knowflake Posts: 149 From: NC, USA Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 21, 2005 05:27 PM
Wow... this is a fascinating thread!! I've had similar experiences with people, but none with anyone who continued to be in my life; it was with strangers who happened by, and i never saw them again. Sounds like you might have a karmic connection on your hands! Ok, so DO share what happened, scorpbaby! Inquiring minds wanna know!  IP: Logged |
scorpbaby Knowflake Posts: 498 From: Ny, USA Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 21, 2005 10:23 PM
Hi everyone and Welcome Sunshine9  Well we made a connection this saturday. This was the same day that we connected last year, and it is also his birthday. I knew we had some unfinished business. I had dreamt about him quite often ever since last year when we first met. I didn't think the connection would last because I hardly ever see him on campus, but when I saw him this weekend I knew it was still strong. The psychic rapport was amazing, and everything seemed to flow. We would just connect eyes and thats all it took. This is all very scary to me because he is currently in a relationship, but it's long distance. The connection I feel with him is very passionate and I know that could be dangerous for me. I really don't know if it will be safe to fall for him. Just 2 weeks before all this happened I saw digital triggers almost everyday, 11:11, 11:22, 3:33. I think my psychic awareness was raised specifically for me to meet up with him again. This could be a twin soul, or just a peculiar infatuation... Here's the synastry. Sun trine Sun (Scorp/ Pisces) Sun sextile moon (double) His Moon (Cap) conjunct my IC His Moon and Venus conjunct my Neptune my Venus conjunct his Mars (Libra) my Venus conjunct his Saturn (Libra) my Venus conjunct his Pluto (Libra) my Ascendant conjunct his Pluto (Libra) my Psyche conjunct his Eros (Gemini) my Sun conjunct his Jupiter His Chiron conjuncts my Moon and North Node (Taurus) But this is also in oppsition to my Sun, Saturn,Merc,Pluto. Then there are tons of Squares... His Venus and Moon (Cappi) square my Venus, Mars and Ascendant. I don't know how this works because he has squares in his natal chart between his Moon/Venus squaring Pluto, Mars and Saturn.
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pixelpixie Moderator Posts: 997 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 22, 2005 02:14 AM
wow indeed! Your synastry explains alot, actually!!!!I don't want to be 'this kind' of a person.. but it isn't as if you've asked to break people up.. what's meant to be will be... if you two have a connection this intense, that relationship can be broken off.. it isn't as if it wouldn't be worth it.. eternal happiness and all...  IP: Logged |
qudsielf Knowflake Posts: 26 From: Adelaide South Australia Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 22, 2005 07:21 AM
wow i have been reading the replies and just *wish* i could have that purity of connection again - i had it once with a libran that was the one guy i admit to ever being absolutely in love with - the chemistry was insane - but nothing ever happend as he was with someone and as i realised later would have been all wrong for me in terms of sincerity and honesty.i then spent 4 yrs with a gemini who i also had an instant affinity with, but had to pull myself out of the emotional wreckage of trying to help him 'get better' (he's clinically depressed).. and lost my sense of connection to the divine (he was openly cynical of it all). and now i am with a pisces - didnt want to be in a relationship but he has been persistent and has seemed to be the ideal guy for me and my future... and he wants to marry me... and yet i am either not feeling this soul connection or am too scared to open up to him again... how can i get that sense again? *feels sad* ------------------ "faith manages" IP: Logged |
qudsielf Knowflake Posts: 26 From: Adelaide South Australia Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 22, 2005 08:25 AM
oh boy did anyone see my reply to this post? they are getting lost in cyberspace on a regular basis  IP: Logged |
scorpbaby Knowflake Posts: 498 From: Ny, USA Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 22, 2005 08:45 AM
Hi Pixie I didn't want to be 'that kind' of person either. I hate men that cheat on their girlfriends, but the truth is this is not the first time he's cheated on her. It's just the first time he's cheated on her with me, and I feel bad, but not that bad. The only trouble is that he may never break up with her...I mean he's a young guy and young guys are prone to cheat. ALso maybe this was only just a very sexual connection, that I have found spiritual. I don't know if he feels the same. I've dreamt about him every night since this weekend, and my dreams tend to be psychic. A lot of them have felt completely spiritual and fulfilling, but this could be one sided. I'm not a fearless Scorpio woman, like most, but a chronic worrier and have picking this whole thing apart since it happened. IP: Logged |
qudsielf Knowflake Posts: 26 From: Adelaide South Australia Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 22, 2005 09:33 AM
mmHHmm scorpbaby i hear you re the chronic worrying and picking apart of everything - i am constantly getting told "DON'T THINK SO MUCH!!" but no-one can tell me *how*.*hugs for luck* ------------------ "faith manages" IP: Logged |
scorpbaby Knowflake Posts: 498 From: Ny, USA Registered: Jun 2004
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posted February 28, 2005 12:43 AM
Unrequited love is the name of this song...Pisces and I talked a little bit last night and he told me he was sorry about what happened between us and that he feels bad because he has a girlfriend. He didn't want me to think bad of him. It was strange because I know he did this out of respect for me. I felt like his intentions were kind, and that he didn't want to carry something out between us because it wouldn't be a relationship, because he is already in a serious one. Also due to circumstance beyond control(graduation), if a relationship did pursue it would only be short lived. It would be over soon after it began. For some reason I felt completely fine and just looked at him and said "it's ok" then we hugged. And that was it...I still feel like this image of him is stuck in my head, an Ideal image of love. I don't know if it is real or imagined, but it's there forever. And I'm happy it's contained safely seated in my soul, untouched and pure. IP: Logged |