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Topic: HELP WANTED FROM BRAZIL
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soleil
Knowflake Posts: 2
From: curitiba, paraná, brazil
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted March 22, 2005 12:29 PM
 
It´s the first time i´m writing here. I was was googling for Linda and I´ve found this site. I´ve been a big fan of hers since I was 15. ever since this situation I´m about to tell started.
I´ve met a guy, and since the first moment I knew he would be important in my life. The fact is at that time I was too young, and nothing really happened to us. Nothing objective, I mean, ´cause we´ve had a connection since the begginig. He was always jealous of me, I was always jealous of him. He would´t admit he liked me, but wouldn´t let me go either. The years passed, we´ve seen each other now and then, until 97. I had some boyfriends, he was married. But I could´t really commit to anyone seriously. I always had dreams about him asking me to came back, and I´ve never stopped missing him! By 97 his marriage ended, it only lasted 1 year… and by coincidence anyone I met that time was in touch with him, so he became a part of my life again. For 2 years we´ve tried to be together, but there was always something in the way, jealously, pride, people getting in the way and telling lies, gossip, my bad temper only when I was around him, his bad temper relating to me. It almost seemed that we resented something about each other. He´s not easy to talk to: Taurus-ascendant scorpio. And sometimes I talk too much: Taurus- ascendant Gemini. There were women trying to b with him, lots of them! Things were really tense, but we´ve always tried to forgive each other. We were very possessive towards each other and we weren´t even dating! By the and of last year we´ve had a fight, a very ugly one. I said things I didn´t mean and so did him. We´ve been apart for almost 3 years but always found a way to be in touch. He told me things in dreams and later I found them to be true. He used to call me just to hear me say hello. The truth is I could never get over him. 2003 we´ve tried again, but I was too hurt…when we were beginning to understand each other again, ´cause hw was living with someone else and I told him I wouldn´t be with him ´till he ended with her. In this part, my life began to be crazy. My grandmother died, my half sister became really sick, my whole family and life turned upside down for months! He has traveled I didn´t talk to him, he became mad with me…the woman he´s living with open a business for him at the time. ever since we hadn´t talked, it´s been a year already. Last week I saw him. We he saw me, he tried to go after me…I could see all the feeling still there in his eyes…and I still feel the same. But I just don´t know what to do! Why all these disasters? Are we really not meant to be? I always felt we were soul mates, since the first day. And we were always able to talk to each other without saying a word (our best way of communication!). this is a really short version of the story, really really short, believe me! I also know we´ve been together through numerous lifes, cause when I was 17. I´ve enter a process of remembering without even wanting to 3 of our past live. Ever since it´s been really easy to remember more details or other lives, but it´s not something I enjoy doing. Those 3 lives didn´t end very well. Like now, there is always people trying to break us apart. And in the last one I was killed during the 2nd world war, and he decided, instead of saving his life, to die with me. I have never told him detail of these memories…by the way I almost don´t talk about this…but now I´m really getting deperate…I miss him everyday and I feel he misses me but things were so bad until now…scan anyone give me a clue?
Here´s our charts:Woman
born on may 15 1974
7:25 am
Planetary Positions Degrees
Sun Taurus -24.12.
Moon Piscies- 05.44
Mercury Gemini- 6.38
Venus Aries -11.51
Mars Cancer -15.03
Jupiter Piscies -13.38
Saturn Cancer -2.36
Uranus Libra-24.34
Neptune Sagittarius - 8.38
Pluto Libra 4.18
North Node Sagittarius 19.42
House Positions(Placidus)
Ascendant Gemini -1.37.28
2nd House Cancer -1.40
3rd House Leo -4.14
Imum Coeli Virgo- 8.05
5th House Libra- 9.55
6th House Scorpio- 7.33
Descendant Sagittarius- 1.37
8th House Capricorn- 1.40
9th House Aquarius -4.14
Medium Coeli Piscies- 8.05
11th House Aries-9.55
12th House Taurus -7.33 Here is his:
Man
Born May 1969
At 5:00 Pm
Planetary Positions Degrees
Sun- Taurus 24.47
Moon -Taurus 18.55
Mercury -Gemini 11.51
Venus -Aries 14.57
Mars- Taurus 14.39
Jupiter- Virgo 26.11
Saturn -Taurus 1.58
Uranus L-Ibra 0.05
Neptune- Scorpio 27.24
Pluto -Virgo 22.29
North Node Piscies- 28.53
House Positions(Placidus)
Ascendant Scorpio 14.29
2nd House Sagittarius 13.02
3rd House Capricorn 07.21
Imum Coeli Aquarius 1.50
5th House Piscies0.10
6th House Aries 5.10
Descendant Taurus 14.29
8th House Gemini 13.02
9th House Cancer7.21
Medium Coeli Leo 1.50
11th House Virgo 0.10
12th House Libra 5.10
Composite Chart
Sun Taurus 24.30
Moon Aries 12.19
Mercury Gemini 9.15
Venus Aries 13.24
Mars Virgo 29.51
Jupiter Sagittarius 19.54
Saturn Gemini 2.17
Uranus Libra 12.19
Neptune Sagittarius 3.01
Pluto Virgo 28.23
North Node Aquarius 9.17
House Positions(Placidus)
Ascendant Leo 23.03
2nd House Virgo 22.21
3rd House Libra 20.48
Imum Coeli Scorpio 19.57
5th House Sagittarius 20.03
6th House Capricorn 21.21
Descendant Aquarius 23.03
8th House Piscies 22.21
9th House Aries 20.48
Medium Coeli Taurus 19.57
11th House Gemini 20.03
12th House Cancer 21.21
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GemStar
Knowflake Posts: 368
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2004
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posted March 22, 2005 04:17 PM
Hi-Welcome!What is his DATE of birth in May...it is missing in your information. IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 20881
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000
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posted March 22, 2005 05:32 PM
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Gooberzlostlovefound
Knowflake Posts: 487
From: and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted March 23, 2005 12:57 AM
Hi Soleil!  Sounds like you have a VERY karmic bond with this guy. I'm not a great astrologer, but hopefully someone will be able to take a look at the info. you posted and tell you something that'll be helpful. Hope you decide to stick around here at LL!  GLLF ------------------
"When you are in touch with the suffering in the world, it is so easy for despair to overwhelm you. But we do not need to be drowned by despair...How can we stop ourselves from collapsing in despair? It is because Buddhas and Bodhisattvas are present in the world. They are not somewhere else in a faraway paradise. Whether we are living or dying, they are here, with us. ~ Thich Nhat Hanh IP: Logged |
Gooberzlostlovefound
Knowflake Posts: 487
From: and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
Registered: Jan 2002
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posted March 23, 2005 12:57 AM
Hi Soleil! Sounds like you have a VERY karmic bond with this guy. I'm not a great astrologer, but hopefully someone will be able to take a look at the info. you posted and tell you something that'll be helpful. Hope you decide to stick around here at LL! GLLF ------------------
"When you are in touch with the suffering in the world, it is so easy for despair to overwhelm you. But we do not need to be drowned by despair...How can we stop ourselves from collapsing in despair? It is because Buddhas and Bodhisattvas are present in the world. They are not somewhere else in a faraway paradise. Whether we are living or dying, they are here, with us. ~ Thich Nhat Hanh IP: Logged |
running_bull
Knowflake Posts: 170
From: the desert, usa
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted March 23, 2005 04:09 AM
Hi Soleil,I can see you guys would experience a lot of zings in this relationship; your Sun's, Venus, and Mercury are all conjunct, wow! I had the same aspects with my abuelo and he definitely was the most important person in my life. So i know a little about what you are going through. I don't have time to really take a good look at your synastry. But, there are some very strong aspects. Also, I see your Sun is in the 12th house.
I know this can be a tough placement, an impediment to many parts of your life. I would say make sure you are not the one making things difficult for yourself. I have my Sun at the end of the 11th house and that 12th house energy often pulls me off track. Anyway, you know what's best because you are intuitive. I wish good fortune for you Soleil. If you want some inspiration to get past the confusion of loving as a Taurus woman, try reading the seventh post down in this thread, the words of wisdom Natasha gave are priceless. http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum10/HTML/001465.html IP: Logged |
soleil
Knowflake Posts: 2
From: curitiba, paraná, brazil
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted March 24, 2005 12:08 PM
i thank you all so very much.
GemStar: he was born may,15. the same day i was born. i gues i didn´t see it was missing...
RUNNING_BULL: maybe you´re right...sometimes i tend to complicate things. he even used to say that!it can be because i have a lot of piscies inluencing my chart as well as the sun in the 12th house...This time i know i have to be responsible to make some positive changes in this situation...
THANK YOU A LOT!!! i felt very welcome by you all...and yes i will stick around. and i will be very thankfull to other further considerations and advice you all may have...IP: Logged | |
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