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Topic: Please help me... think I'm going mad!!
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Cardinalgal
Knowflake Posts: 18
From: Lincoln, UK
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 24, 2005 05:18 AM
 
Well Zala, he'll be a lucky man whoever he is that finally steps over your threshold of possibilty!  May he hurry himself up for goodness sake and stop dawdling along!  I'm rather like Mary Poppins I'm afraid, "Spit spot!" and all that! Had another long talk about astrology funnily enough with my Aqua last night and he said some beautiful and very unexpected things! He read the paragraph on Venus Conj/Trine/Sextile Pluto in Relationship signs and told me that he's always 'longed' for me. He said that yes, he was in love with his ex and that 'was' is the operative word. And then he told me I'm the love of his life. (That made my heart skip several beats I can tell you!) He also told me that he's done his own chart (should have known he's studied astrology dark Aqua horse that he is!) and that he 'feels' he's more Pisces rising than Aries - go figure! Maybe it's a cusp thing?? Lol  I told him about my little epiphany and he seemed quite upset until he realised I wasn't saying I didn't need him/want him, I was simply saying that I'd made my peace with the situation. He told me that I'm stuck with him and that that's why he'd introduced me to his parents the first time I met him (they live just down the road from him) - because he knew he'd be with me for a very long time. I know I keep thanking you but I really mean it - what you and everyone else who so kindly posted on here have done, is to help me to see beyond my perception of the situation and to perform a magical change of attitude which seems to have lifted the fog between us. I am so grateful and if there's ever anything I can do for you, please let me know Love, happiness and peace to you  IP: Logged |
elemiah
Knowflake Posts: 6
From: spain
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 24, 2005 07:50 AM
Great post, Cardinalgal. It´s good to see skies clearing after a kind of inner journey. I specially liked your comment where you stated something like " I made my peace with the situation" I think that´s very wise on your part because the most important thing is always YOU. I guess, by having understood and let everything out, you can only expect to have a great and honest relationship. All the best in the world to you and to your Aqua moon guy, it sure sounds good!!
Relax, enjoy and always be true to yourself!!IP: Logged |
Cardinalgal
Knowflake Posts: 18
From: Lincoln, UK
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 24, 2005 07:58 AM
Thank you so much elemiah and all the very best to you and your guy too!  Are you all prepared for your big move?? Think you said he lives in the States so are you moving to him or is he coming to you? Either way I wish you all the happiness and love in the world and hope it all goes fabulously! Do let me know IP: Logged |
elemiah
Knowflake Posts: 6
From: spain
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 24, 2005 11:47 AM
I hope you´re right and everything goes fine Cardinalgal!! I´m actually moving to the States in August.I used to live there for 3 years so I met him there, and after being back home for a year now, we decided to give it a try living together. It´s a leap of faith no matter how you look at it, but faith I have!! We love each other although we´re ever so different, him being a cancer sun leo moon leo ascendant venus gemini and me Libra Sun Aqua moon Libra ascendant, so we can clash big time!!! I used to have nightmares trying to understand him LOL ( well not so LOL at the time!!!) because I felt like a Queen one day and like nobody the next!! Being sooooooo overanalizer the whole thing became an obsesion, but after a while I´ve come to understand some very basic things: WE´re all different and it´s ok ( the fact that he shows love in such a different way doesn´t mean he doesn´t love me!!) and also that my self esteem or self worth comes from deep inside of me, not from the outside. It took me a long time to accept that and now that I´m healing, I´m much happier and that shows!!
Thanks very much for your concern. You´re a sweetheart!!IP: Logged | |
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