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Mama Mia
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posted May 04, 2006 12:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Anyone feel they are experienceing this???
Do you feel it in your soul and heart???

Endless love to me is something GOD has set up from day one. It is kind of like what GOD has put together let no man put usunder..

What cha think???

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sue g
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posted May 04, 2006 04:25 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh Yes Mama Mia.....

For sure, I feel this, and know as long as I have breathe in my body I will......

For sure....

Beautiful question......

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ScarlettSoul
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posted May 05, 2006 03:54 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Gosh Mama Mia... your question is something I am struggling with in my life right now.

I was with a man that I THOUGHT I'd be with forever - we were madly in love. Our relationship began when I was 14 years old, and it always felt somehow "fated" to me. About a month before he came into my life, I had dreams about a man who looked exactly like him - dark, mysterious features. Then I met him, and it was like electricity went thru me like a bolt of lightning the first time we touched. I knew he was the one.

Fast forward a few years - we loved each other desperately, but as the old saying goes, sometimes love ain't enough. We parted ways many times, but even when we tried new relationships it never seemed to be REALLY over. When we were about 21, I ended things for good, thinking this was the most logical thing to do at the time. I moved 3 hours away and tried to start a new life.

Though I tried to break free of the ties, I never could get him out of my head, and he was always able to track me down, despite my best efforts. The last time we talked was 3 years ago when he called me up to tell me he was getting married. I was inwardly destroyed, but put on my best face and wished him well, and then did my best to move on.

To this day, I never truly got over him.

We both turned 29 this year, and I still think about him all the time. I have been thinking about him a lot especially lately - and out of the blue last month, he calls me up. All the feelings I ever felt for him came flooding over me like no time at all had passed. He said he's been looking for me for the last 2 years...

We always have had this strange psychic connection - like I know what he's thinking and WHEN he's thinking about me. I'll have a strong thought of him, and that moment an email comes in. It's almost scary.

Our love was real, was intense, but in my heart I don't think either of us could sustain it. Or that's what I tell myself. Just when we'd get things right, one of us would screw it up, hurt the other, etc. In a way, it felt too big for either of us and I think the best thing to do is to walk away, as much as it kills me and as much as I fear (I know) that my heart will never know love like that again.

He's still married, and I don't see him divorcing, even though it's very clear that he is not happy. We've been emailing each other multiple times a day, and I feel alive again for the first time in years. I am well aware this is a slippery slope. Despite the fact he's married, there's still a bond between us that can never be broken. I want to walk away, but I can't bear to lose him again.

I want to be clear to everyone that there is no way I'd ever ACT on this, but I know in my heart that keeping our email friendship going is not something his wife would appreciate. I'm torn. I don't know how in the world things ever ended up so different than we thought they would.

Why is love so hard??? I wish love could just be enough, and everything else could work itself out... magic is so very rare... he is my heart... I don't know how to walk away one more time... any thoughts are appreciated...

me:
4/13/77
11:53 am
Juneau, Ak

him:
2/9/77
Birthtime unknown
Tecate, MEX

Peace & Blessings,

Scarlett

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Mama Mia
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posted May 05, 2006 09:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes SS thats the kind of love that I am talking about. I too have experience that.
Still am. I really don't know what to tell you. Those Aquarius dudes are magical, despite it all. Aries and Aqua's are great together..I will say that I think that you guys are twin souls but were to immature to see it when it really counted. Maybe not in this life time but in another life time you will reunite. If being his friend is ok with you do so..

GO to Atro.com and look up you guys chart post it I want to see, I will analyze for you if you like me too...

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hippichick
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posted May 05, 2006 04:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ever since I was a little girl, I have always thought that the ultimate act or "true love" is in letting go. Letting one go to be who they will be, when they will be...

I believe endless love is a true expression of God's love, true love, the ultimate love.

Terri

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ScarlettSoul
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posted May 08, 2006 02:41 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hippi.. I think you are right. Letting him go is what I have learned to do, and will have to do again I fear...

Mama Mia - thanks for your offer! I plugged in our info at astro.com but I am not sure what you'd need to see... unfortunately he does not know his birth time, so we just guess morning... is that enough info?

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shop22much
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posted May 08, 2006 04:12 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for shop22much     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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ScarlettSoul
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posted May 08, 2006 04:06 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Shop... wow... I feel exactly the same as you about my aqua. I fear our connection is going at an accelerated pace now... he's in my dreams every night, everywhere I look there are what seem to be signs from the universe... he isn't able to walk away from me and I don't think I am either...yikes...

How do you deal with it???

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shop22much
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posted May 09, 2006 05:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for shop22much     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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hippichick
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posted May 09, 2006 10:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Scarlette and Shop

Know what you ladies are feeling and my heart goes out to you both.

After being involved with my Aqua man for 11 months, found out he is married (all the signs were there, but my Pisces technicolored glasses made it less obvious) and while we still talk from time to time all romantic involment has been ceased. He professed love for me shortly after I discovered the truth and while I am disgusted with the lies and it haunts me something lingers.........

Oh, those Airy Aquarian men, I just love them.

Terri

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Mama Mia
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posted May 10, 2006 01:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey guys...

Shop I am still in contact with my Aqua no matter what I do we continue to attract each other. Just the other day he opened up a lil to me. I was like a zombie in a daze bc he has been so withdrawn with me..

SS. I to know about those signs from the universe. It is amazing isn't it. I jsut shake my head..

P.S. I am not trying to turn this thread into another Aqua thread... Please...

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shop22much
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posted May 10, 2006 05:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for shop22much     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Mama Mia
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posted May 18, 2006 12:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mama Mia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hmmmmmm Feeling this endless love so deeply today!!!!

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hippichick
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posted May 21, 2006 12:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for hippichick     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Had to act on my own statement............

Letting go is definatley the ultimate, endless, purest form of love that there is!

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