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posted December 20, 2006 02:11 PM         

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thanks capgirl...i'm going to check it out now! ps i take it you are a capricorn. i love them! i am an aquarius w/a capricorn rising

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posted December 20, 2006 03:17 PM         

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I agree Oceangirl bc I was one of those ppl that thought get over it when it was time to move on from a ex-mate or whatever. I thought how can one person be inlove with another person forever or even have feelings for a person after to long when its not returned..Lets just say I know what it feels like to love someone over and over and over and not have any close contact for months even a year or so..

I am happy that other ppl know what I am talking about here and I hope that I have helped out as well..It seems bad to some ppl, but its special to have a deep love this way rather it ends up the way you want it to or not..Some ppl never even come close to this..

Its better to love and lost then to never love at all..

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posted December 20, 2006 09:49 PM         

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mama mia you are amazing. i've been reading your posts for awhile now-you're quotes and wisdom are something that i have remembered. i also remember you being involved with an aquarius. i commend you for having the patience with that. i'm an aquarius & my connected other is one as well & i must say that we are difficult commitment-phobes. but the men are different from the women. i believe that most will never "commit" but in my case it will just take time. i just can't break away from this free spirit. i feel we're just like each other-too close-and i feel no matter who we are with-the connection will remain forever...

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posted December 20, 2006 11:51 PM         

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Hey CapGirl... my moon is Cap... my bad choices had to do with quick serious involvements with other men who were not right for me... as a means to forget. Two were very serious and very long and one was a one-night-stand type of thing with someone who had some similar qualities. I was trying to convince myself that there were others almost the same...
All of those things helped ~
for a while.
I did a lot of asking the Universe to bring me someone better for me if he was not meant for me... and now it all seems like destiny and part of the story.

I wrote this years ago, before bad decisions two and three...

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posted December 20, 2006 11:56 PM         

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I saw you
You magnificence overwhelming
my ability to hide my desire
When you walked on by
not meeting my eyes
because I looked away.

I held your image in my mind
and closed my eyes
And experienced you
Your spirit
Your essence your energy
You.
And your beauty
Your masculine strength
And I tasted you
Your energy your soul
Your Self.

And I felt at peace
Delicious Oneness Peace
And I didn't look back
to where you stood
Because you were with me.

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posted December 21, 2006 02:35 AM         

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thats it ~ beautifully described

loved it

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posted December 21, 2006 09:48 AM         

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Thankyou OceanG, You do understand don't you..Yes that Aqua man he is the one that I am and have been so connected to for over 2 years now. I had to learn somethings as well teach somethings..PPl here on the forum knew what it took to understand a Aqua but I did not could'nt get it, but I had to bc we are continously drawn to each other..I do believe that the guys have a huge problem with commitment and some of the women too..

I do know now the key to a Aqua is friendship and acceptance, no matter how many ppl told me this I had to figure it out on my own. He and I never had a friendship a deep one, things have always been real passionate and sexual, for me a Pisces I can go there but for a Aqua man it stirs to many emotions that they simply can't handle... So now FRIENDSHIP, I do feel the friendship btw us..He does also the romance has been put on the back burner though it tends to ooze out, a solid friendship is first, I want him to be comfortable showing me who is and know that I still have unconditional love for him regardless to his quirks wierdness yada,yada..Your an Aqua and dealing with one so you get me..

I am sent to him to restore and until I do my job we continue to draw one another one day it will be finalized and whats to happen will happen. He has never met a lady like me and vise versa..

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posted December 21, 2006 10:11 AM         

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MMia~ Do you two have any neptune contacts in synastry? I was just reading Stargazer's old thread on Neptune, which I bumped, and it accounts for that soul connection feeling in part.

We have neptune conj. moon (my moon), and neptune sextile sun (his sun)...

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posted December 21, 2006 10:16 AM         

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CapGirl

I believe that strong neptunian influence in the natal chart leads to the eternal search for a soulmate....do you agree with that?

It can lead to disappointment in love because the reality of love never matches the ideal.....

One can become lost in the neptunian "fog"

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posted December 21, 2006 10:44 AM         

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Hey CapG: We have Sun Squre Neptune..

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posted December 21, 2006 11:03 AM         

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Oooh, read that thread, MamaMia~ there's a post specifically on Sun square Neptune.

Sue~ Yes, I've heard/read that about natal neptune aspects. He has natal neptune conjunct moon, neptune conj. pluto, and neptune square venus! He is the one who started this whole soulmate nonsense between us too- asking me about 'true love' and gazing deeply into my eyes while lying side-by-side. Me... I have no natal neptune strong contacts and was just going about my merry way not even looking to date.

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posted December 21, 2006 11:41 AM         

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Hmmm...interestng....

I have sun, venus, neptune and jupiter all conjunct in Scorpio in 7th house.....love junkie.... poetic soul etc

This gives a tendancy to idealise love, as it probably does with yer man you speak of

Rosy tinted glasses and all that....the tragic romantic type of person.....

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posted December 21, 2006 12:17 PM         

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AND he has venus in Pisces! Ack~ what have I been dealing with?? haha

Wow... that's ALOT of neptunian influnce, and in the 7th house??! Have you been married?

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posted December 21, 2006 12:25 PM         

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Married three times....

No surprise there hey....

Not planning on number 4 though....

Just yet...

My Dad called me Liz Taylor...

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posted December 21, 2006 11:14 PM         

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The nice thing about aspects like these (that create distant relationships like these...) is that you learn and grow with less direct, intense pain and conflict. I try to look at things like this as my greatest teachers and when I start feeling crazy, it's easier to find peace this way, than if he was here, sitting on my couch.

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posted December 22, 2006 08:41 AM         

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That's for sure, Mystic- very true. We also have venus trine uranus in synastry, and each have venus-uranus aspect in our natal (me- square, him-sextile), so this relationship is playing out exactly like it should I suppose... No venus-uranus in the composite, but a venus-neptune sextile or trine.

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posted December 23, 2006 06:02 PM         

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I once experienced such kind of connection with someone...when I met this person and every time I talked to him I always felt this strange and amazing warmth inside my chest...at that time I had no idea what it was and why I felt that way I just thought it was very strange because I had no feelings for him at that time; I fell in Love with him 8 months later...

more on heart chakra: http://nexusnovel.wordpress.com/2006/09/22/heart-chakra/

http://www.crystalinks.com/chakras.html

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posted December 24, 2006 07:31 AM         

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I miss my twin soul do you think we'll ever be back together again?

His:

July 5th 1980
12:00 Noon
Asmara, Eritrea

Mine:

May 8th, 1984
9:48 AM
Queens, NY

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posted December 24, 2006 07:34 AM         

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Heres our comosite also....

THANKS!

Katie

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