posted February 23, 2012 02:20 AM
I'm hoping this page can help me with something. I'm really confused as to why someone I haven't seen in 5 years would pop into my head all of a sudden.I don't have any information on my chart and never had one done. I am a Female, Gemini, Born June 9th at 12:31am. The person I'm talking about is a male born February 17th (Unknown time).
Last February (2011) a guy I knew between the years of 1997-2006 popped into my head out of nowhere. He was not someone I had a crush on during those years & wasn't someone I dated. He was in a band that I liked (not famous) and I used to go to a bunch of concerts.
I started to use google to figure out what was going on in his life that made me think of him all of a sudden and why I couldn't get him out of my head. Eventually I found out he broke up with a longtime girlfriend around the time he popped into my head.
(side note: my mom is slightly psychic I have no idea if I carry traits for this)
After this happened, something in my gut kept telling me to contact him via email. However, I have a severe case of anxiety/social anxiety that's preventing me from doing this. That same anxiety preventing me from really talking to him after the shows I went to. A few shows, he would come up to me to try to talk but I couldn't. Is this unusual for a Gemini to have an issue like that? I'm very outgoing other than that. For some reason, I have an issue if I feel the person is "famous."
Due to some severe work stress from the previous year, my TMJ was so bad I was seeing many different docs/dentists, Massage Therapist and eventually did acupuncture. This is where I had two scary experiences.
Normally a girl who was training would put the needles in me. I had no issues with her and never had any "reactions" during treatment. However when the doctor put the needles in me (one was placed on the part of my forehead where the 3rd eye would be located - they said it was for sinuses) I had a reaction that sent me through the roof (a warm/tingling feeling from head to toe, a panic attack, & feeling like my lungs couldn't fill with air). During this reaction, the person popped into my head again while my head was blank to begin with.
In the fall, I went to a concert in a small club and I had no idea that this person was going to be there performing. I did speak to him briefly afterwards - nothing big. I started the conversation with "I don't know if you remember me ..." He said "Well of course I do." and gave me a large hug. We talked for a bit and then I left. The problem is, I have no idea why I keep on thinking about him.
I feel as thought if I don't contact him, I may be missing out on something. My other feeling is if I do contact him, I wouldn't get a response & that would hurt as well. (I'm not sure if he really knows my first name - he knows me by sight) Of course by doing nothing is bothering me.
Can someone just explain to me why I would start to think of someone out of nowhere that I never had any romantic feelings towards or even a crush on?
Thanks. (if you need any other info please let me know - after writing this I feel like I'm a teenager writing about a crush)
Chris.