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Topic: lost...need guidance
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aileene99
Newflake Posts: 8
From: Miami
Registered: Jan 2017
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posted January 20, 2017 02:00 PM
  
19 years ago was the last time I saw and spoke to my first love, Jon. I have tried so many times, more than Id like to admit, to keep the lines of communication open, however I failed in all my attempts. I have never loved anyone nor have I ever been loved by anyone the way I was by him. Hes the only person I have ever given all my heart to. I just don't understand why , after so long, do these feelings still arise? Why do I still have hope? Why am I always pulled in his direction? Social media definitely makes it that much harder. Why doesn't he block me if he doesn't want to speak to me? I am just done being stuck here. No matter what relationship I am in it always comes back to him. Why? all help is appreciated  IP: Logged |
Faith
Knowflake Posts: 21731
From: Bella's Hair Salon
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted January 21, 2017 04:35 PM
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 22, 2017 12:46 PM
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dreamscomeslow
Knowflake Posts: 57
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Registered: Jan 2017
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posted January 22, 2017 06:05 PM
honestly 19 years is a long time and holding on is most likely a symptom of other personal issues... continue the work that needs to be done to keep a place for him in your heart but no where else, not in your reality, not in your mouth(words! haha that sounded dirty..), not in your communication with friends, not in social media, in your heart and off your lips. You cannot force someone to love you. You cannot change someones desire levels for you. There will come a time and you know what.. maybe that time is here and has been here for some time now.... If it comes LET IT ... even though the answers have been there all along... you cannot see something until your eyes are ready. This is a great, supportive online community.. Be gentle on yourself.. I hope that helps.IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted January 23, 2017 04:30 PM
Yeah, 19 is very long.IP: Logged |
aileene99
Newflake Posts: 8
From: Miami
Registered: Jan 2017
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posted January 23, 2017 06:06 PM
Thank you for your response ) I have moved on there's just always that tiny pull in his direction every once in a while and it drives me crazy. I don't want to be in a relationship with him, he was just such an important person in my life and I would've liked to at the least had closure and been friends by now. Thanks again )))IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 05, 2017 01:03 PM
That's more than fair.IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 06, 2017 02:22 PM
Wishing you closure.IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 07, 2017 10:54 AM
And friendship.IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 08, 2017 06:12 PM
Be patient.IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
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posted February 09, 2017 12:41 PM
He might come around.IP: Logged |
aileene99
Newflake Posts: 8
From: Miami
Registered: Jan 2017
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posted February 09, 2017 01:26 PM
I doubt it it. I'm learning to just let it all go ... I've tried a lot .. IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 75394
From: From a galaxy, far, far away...
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted February 10, 2017 02:40 PM
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