posted August 01, 2020 11:04 PM            

As well he+ I have Telephus cnj points and our natal Transylvania asteroids are cnj to each other by O°
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natal  His/my
- Orcus/Orcus cnj 4°
- Orcus/Nodes 4°
- Telephus  cnj DNA (0)
  -  DNA/DNA wide?  4° cnj
- Pallas/Venus cnj 1°
- Saturn/Temple 3808  cnj 
- SN/AC  cnj  (0)
- Tantalus/Prey cnj  (0)
- Transylvania/ Transylvania   cnj exact  (5/11 Venus houses for me)
- Aura/Vertex  cnj 1°
- my name/ GrandPrism 8039 cnj (0)
- Lumiere 775/ Cloud Gate  200025  cnj  (0)
- Preziosa "precious"/Prey  cnj 1  (1/7)
- Bybliss/Saturn  cnj 1  "forbidden love and karma"
-  Venus+Mercury/Preziosa  trine (0)
- Mariko "reason"/DNA  trine 1

posted July 30, 2021 09:47 PM            

I'm beginning to question EVERY single love connection I *ever had*. In fact doubting the nature of any of them. This has been a watershed day.

Nobody ever loved me - which I believed they did. I doubt it all right now.

How we could be tricked from everything we think no we remember, understand, know.
I don't know what to think. My heart feels tortured from these experiences.

Love is about Spirit, Self - the unknown - not flesh+flesh. Obviously other's never saw my inner light. Never loved me for the light. Just the flesh. Superficiality only.

I'm feeling so sad over this. I was deluded by tricksters.
Which I deluded myself too. Yet he won't quit trying to make contact And I'm finished.

posted March 19, 2022 03:04 PM            

It's what I suspected. The energies are tangled.
I needed to accept a certain apology (from the one this thread had been started About) and then a certain Divine latch would unhook. My block remains until we clear our karma, Bobby and I.

So he (my first love) appeared in my dream. Vivid. Telling me he forgave and needs my forgiveness too. In fact he was all over me. Saying he'd missed me profusely over the years. I can't recall my reaction to him. I'm experiencing this telepathic and dream initiations due to the new Cancer, my TF who entered my life.

This dream ended with his wanting to marry me again. Saying hi t should always had been..

I can't fathom his proud 3d version was the one I saw. I believe the 5D was the version that spoke to me.
I felt this all coming pre Virgo full moon.. told my TF and due to jealousy, was Ghosted - yet again.
I can say Cancer's with me are ALWAYS jealous.

I told my TF that old stories needed cleared. I knew this was coming. Alchemy in you in YouTube told us (my sign) today which clarified my intuition, we are meant to recognize an apology from an old rs and accept for forward motion.

The first time I met a would be TF, he shared the name of my husband.
This time this one shares the name of my first love, who I was supposed to marry.

The dream felt unfinished. Which my ghost scenario seems is as well, unless I sever both ties once and for all. I'm not into games. The ghost is playing a huge game imo.
.

The weird part is he's a Gemini and felt like a ♏. I had one bf once this dark who was a Scorpio. He tried casting a spell on me as well. Which I resisted. I am protected. I hope he gives up the notion of control. I was really hoping healing would be his interest, he showed his hand - it's not about healing. I do still believe he's my TF, that's the tragic part. He told me I couldn't go anywhere, a twin will always find their twin. This is intensity. Our break we agreed to helped I think mellow it out some. We've both agreed to take better care of ourselves.

*** Update if update
I heard my most current readings recently again and spoke to the TwinF. He doesn't believe in using magick. I sense he's being honest. However, my former love, thatthis thread was started for may be very different. Those reader's said the "man is doing spell Magick to shut you away from those whom you love. To draw you near him". This makes perfect sense because this morning that dream was of him emphasizing his apologies and strong need to have us together once more. He spent a lot of time in Italy seeing those types there, that I know he wouldn't be shy about going to to get back what he seems was lost via witchcraft. I am going to do more cord cutting on him ... The guy this thread was created for is trying to re-manifest me.