posted September 20, 2017 03:07 PM            

I was wondering if there was anything like a "pull" to a soulmate that can be felt? If so, I think I have been feeling it for almost two years with a person i think is a soulmate I just can't be with for a lot of factors but who knows life is crazy it might happen. and it might be crazy because of reasons I feel foolish about sharing. I don't want to be made fun of for feeling like this about him. I never felt this way before about anyone.

The moment I laid eyes on him I felt what can only be described as a burning glow inside deep in my body causing me to blush. this feeling happens every time i lay eyes on him. this has been going on for about two years now. the feeling of needing to share a life with him is quiet strong. And I really never wanted to live with anyone due to my nature of wanting to have peace and quiet most of the day. I like being alone some days. just me and my dog but whenever I see him I want to share a home, share a life, support him emotionally, have children, grow old together, etc. And I like that feeling when it washes over me. I want to be held by him, kissed by him, to tell him things I don't tell my own mother and sisters. I want to fight and argue with him, I want to makeup and forgive him.

I don't like feeling like this. it makes me sad but it's what I have been dealt

posted October 02, 2017 02:16 PM            

if anyone reads I just want to add

I think I might have notice at best I like the call an Universal interference with this soulmate pull.

like i said i have had visions of this person well

late in the month of August I started to have a vision that I now know was clearly a first meeting vision for me and this person. it was to be at an event at An event that really at the moment had no way of happening. The odds of this taken place were very slim. there was no way I was going to meet this person this way factors and reason didn't make it plausible. one major reason on my end i'm on the other side of the country. I shook that vision off, until about September 9th when an opportunity came up. i would have the chance to be at this event I so clearly saw. It was random and unexpected. It didn't work out in my favor I didn't get a chance to go.

I was wondering why I was shown this vision and everything lined up just as I had saw but then it not come to pass.

So I asked my tarot cards why was this shown to me, dangle in front of my face and then taken away? I pulled one card: Two of Swords. The Two of sword keyword are mostly about choices and indecision and the difficulty of making said decision. Needing clarification because I couldn't understand why I had the Two of swords. I really couldn't figure this one out. Pulled a second card and got 9 of pentacles Reversed. pretty much financial setbacks. Right Then it all became very clear. at the time this opportunity came up I tried my hardest to figure out a way to pay for the trip. money right now has to to be re budgeted for an unforeseen reason for household bills. it wouldn't have been smart for me to take a chance with my fiances like this. also another reason that has nothing to do with my end of things(he's still with his girlfriend). But pretty much it's not the right time just yet.
in that same reading I also got a surprise as I shuffled the deck to end my reading three cards jumped out. Ace of Wands, Two or Cups, 10 of Cups. Those three cars felt like a pat on the back from the Universe letting me know there is a potential new beginning of love and happiness coming and not to worry i will have that love i'm longing to have. The universe is working on it.

well a few days after that had another vision for an event in February. Again me and this person meeting in person. I had no idea if this event was even coming in the near future. No words about anything of the sort. well A few days after that vision I wake up one morning to some social media news of the same event I saw happening in February and this man will be there.

posted October 04, 2017 11:56 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecountrystar:
Thank You Randall
i am
believe me i am

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posted October 23, 2017 08:03 AM            

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Originally posted by littlecountrystar:

Thank you for your insight @Mystic Melody.
i do feel like I'm in a tug of war with the Universe for my sanity. you give me these things then you take these things. the connection I feel is draining me emotionally. But I'm a patient woman, whatever my lesson or reasoning for this connection/pull to him I'll wait to learn and I'll have to take it for what it is.

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posted October 24, 2017 04:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Mystic Melody:
Life is such a challenge. So empty when there is no passion, and so much anguish when the passion arrives. It's like The Universe only cares if you LEARN, and doesn't care how much it hurts.
This is meant to be... But Why? Are you meant to interact more? Is his presence simply meant to activate a growth and learning process within You? (I didn't mean to capitalize that but my phone chose it for you/You.)
I feel for you. I know this pain soooooo well. I can just say that for me it was all meant to hilight all of the qualities and connections/aspects that I wanted and needed most in a partner. This hard earned knowledge finally led me back to the boy who loved me in high school that I always overlooked and called my best friend. I thought we would never have passion between us. Oh wow, was I wrong. God has a plan. We just need to learn and grow and be good people and try to enjoy what we are given at any time. Easier said than done. I know.

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posted December 17, 2017 03:37 PM            

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Originally posted by littlecountrystar:
no updates of note Randall
i am positive
just doing my end and hope whatever is the universe's plan will come through

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