posted July 30, 2008 11:14 PM         

i just want to say to you that this thing has no power without your belief in it. and being curious about some of the things that were said to you feeds your attachment to it. so release all of it. and then let it go. it is nothing without you and it knows that. and you are a perfect child of god which makes you only love and therefore you deserve only love.

i'm asking god to help you with this one - with every part of it - if you accept that of course - only with your permission, as we have free-will in these things.

LEXX

posted July 31, 2008 12:35 AM         

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i would really like to talk with you about your beliefs some time if you're open to it and another thread. i'm fascinated by what other people believe and am deeply interested in yours. i'd like to understand how you believe in god but not god's spiritual beings - like, how do you discern the two - and does that include people too as we are spiritual beings and also god as god is a spiritual being - as it comes across to me that you may believe that all spirits (and their representation as orbs, lights, etc) are negative. anyway, that's some of it - but, of course, up to you if you would like to. anyway, thanks.

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posted July 31, 2008 02:27 AM         

do you mean that you think that everyone who believes in spirit guides are operating from ego delusion?

and by terminology lord or true god are you suggesting that one is a false god and that there is only one god by your personal definition of him/her/it?

and by god's helpers do you mean human helpers?

i understand your reasons for not wishing to discuss certain things in the forums because of your hope/dream to be published. and i wish you well with that.

my definition of "god's spiritual beings" is everything - all creations of god - in their spiritual and material forms - human beings, animals, aliens, spirits, angels and god - and all those other things that i wouldn't have the awareness that exist in other places so can't name or define. everyone. i believe everyone is an equal child of god, without exception.

when you start using the expression god you come into some difficult territory because there are differing beliefs as to what that means and how it is intended and the possibilities are infinite. and it doesn't make any of them less wrong or right than any other. i agree that servers of god do not force their own ego upon others and that it is done by purity of intention - but then - that has to come from somewhere too and be communicated to someone in some way so isn't that a form of spiritual guidance? so is that an ego delusion too? otherwise how does god talk to you and you to god? do you see yourself as one of god's helpers - and if so - is having a book published putting on a fancy show? and also, if as a server of true god you have been given or channelled or whatever some special information that is useful to others that comes from true god - then why not share it freely for the benefit of all - rather than wait for a publishing contract? isn't that from ego too?

posted July 31, 2008 04:35 AM         

one more question. that inner voice - whether it be a feeling, knowing, an actual voice in your head - however your conscience or soul or higher self or even god communicates to you - is that ego too? if not, how do you define it? and then, how is it different to any other guide or guidance that comes from god?

posted July 31, 2008 11:19 AM         

I didn't sleep until the sun came out but after a few hours of sleep I felt as if a heavy burden was removed from my shoulders.

I spoke to one of the people I was dreaming about and just told them what I was receiving, the message I had for him or what I was being shown and as soon as I told him, that's when I felt a sigh of relief. And for the first time in days I didn't dream of him.

The baby did not appear. I am glad, a little because although relieved, I was hoping for a conversation with it. For some reason, I feel less on edge and I feel less urgency. I'm forgetting about the baby now until it visits again.

posted July 31, 2008 11:43 AM         

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Hi everyone.

I didn't sleep until the sun came out but after a few hours of sleep I felt as if a heavy burden was removed from my shoulders.

I spoke to one of the people I was dreaming about and just told them what I was receiving, the message I had for him or what I was being shown and as soon as I told him, that's when I felt a sigh of relief. And for the first time in days I didn't dream of him.

The baby did not appear. I am glad, a little because although relieved, I was hoping for a conversation with it. For some reason, I feel less on edge and I feel less urgency. I'm forgetting about the baby now until it visits again.

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posted July 31, 2008 06:55 PM         

If you mean the orb, it could be but not via romance since I'm giving birth to it.

posted August 01, 2008 12:08 AM         

no, this is not a twinsoul. don't go there - while that information may be right for someone else - it doesn't fit here with you.

posted August 07, 2008 09:54 AM         

The shadow ones are everywhere. I mean that there are crowds of them. They are tall and big. They scare me in the same way that one gets startled but they don't interfere except for one which I had to punish because I was convinced that it was after me. Maybe I fought the wrong guy. It was during the suffocation incidence and out of fear, I basically zapped everything in sight and all I could see was the black hole entity and hence I figured that it was the one bothering me. Till this day I dunno how I managed to fight that thing and I wouldn't be suprised if someone told me that it was made to seem as if the power came from me because that day was like a scene out of a movie.

posted August 12, 2008 11:46 AM         

since starting my self realisation journey like 2 years back i have been realising in doses how heavy and uncomnfortable i felt in my own body . my posture was baaaddd, slouched shoulders in my twenties ???

and i FELT heeeeavyyy like i was wearing wet saoking clothes...urghhh.
so wellnow i recollect what i though were dreams only now i KNOW astral trips in my sleep and one slug , black and ugly stranding at the foot of my bed sucking on me....i actually tried to wake up and scream and run out of the room but i couldbnt...and i was terrified beyond imagination. this i remember happened atleast 3 times.

just yesterday i was doing some healing work on my auric filed from a swerdlowian book... i recommneded to u fayte if u remember ???

so well i saw, with my eyes closed this white angel thing standing behind me covering me in his/her wings...so well i asked him wassup ?
he said i m here to protect you....well i flushde the scene as poer the book in orange ( orange is the color of truth ) and violaaaaa

the Angel turns into a giant slug...god help me i wanted to wring his neck - sucking my energy from behind me from the socket in the skull. i actually told him in my head to go F**Kself if he knows what god of him...and then i saw three of these things attached to me EEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK

what in the name of GOD ????

but i followed the techniques for relesing these things from the book and now i feel so much better...

5 years ago i wouyld have though someone who talked like this a certifiable nut ...

posted August 12, 2008 02:12 PM         

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Lexx... any experiences to concur?

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Many! Wow! You ca see "them" as they truly are!
I have only met a few who can see through the beautiful bedazzlement! Children, innocent little children are what they go after the most. It is sickening. Children are taught pretty is always good and anything else is bad.

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ur twin incident sounds spooky.

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i think becoz u are so evolved these things are attracted to you...creeps

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