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Topic: Chart for Ami, with Nessus, Dejanaeria, Child , Narcissus and Echo
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 12:46 PM
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 12:49 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 12:53 PM
Good Girl ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 12:56 PM
MAN I see your problem Nessus conjunct the NN Your goal in life is to transform abuse IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:01 PM
Deja conj Mercury Deja lies down when abused and does not fight.This is prolly what happened when you were a child and could not fight back. Is this true?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:02 PM
Child conj Sun. Was your main abuser your father? Were you really close to him? Was he the good one and not the abusive one? Never saw a Child conjunct the Sun before. Tell me about your father.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:32 PM
When I saw Nessus there I gasped. That is a hard one to have on your NN, the hardest perhapsIP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:36 PM
Saturn in 12th trine Child in the 4th conjunct the Sun. This means that although you may have to struggle VERY strongly for your sense of self you can get it. Although your inner Child may have issues you can get it back. Saturn makes you work so hard for everything you get.The 12th house multiplies this.However,Saturn will reward you in time..This placement of Saturn touching the Sun and your Child is a root of your issues I think. Am I explaining myself well? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:37 PM
You have Mars trine the Sun too. Although Mars is a hard one as far as direct drive.It will help your identity due to the trine.Do you know what I mean?------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 01:39 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Child conj Sun. Was your main abuser your father? Were you really close to him? Was he the good one and not the abusive one? Never saw a Child conjunct the Sun before. Tell me about your father.
* this post has served it's purpose, so I have removed my original text * IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:40 PM
Moon trine Venus You are VERY naturally charming.I can see that here ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:42 PM
Darling I am crying Please talk! No amount is too long.I am listening IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 01:54 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Saturn in 12th trine Child in the 4th conjunct the Sun. This means that although you may have to struggle VERY strongly for your sense of self you can get it. Although your inner Child may have issues you can get it back. Saturn makes you work so hard for everything you get.The 12th house multiplies this.However,Saturn will reward you in time..This placement of Saturn touching the Sun and your Child is a root of your issues I think. Am I explaining myself well?
This makes sense. My sense of self never really got the space it needed. I developed into a woman-child, moulded by someone else's sexual fantasy. I'm certainly changeable as a result, which people tend to find interesting, which is nice, but yeah, I realised that what I want to give to the world requires me to be a real girl. So, I'm working on it, we're getting there. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 01:56 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: You have Mars trine the Sun too. Although Mars is a hard one as far as direct drive.It will help your identity due to the trine.Do you know what I mean?
Not sure ... is it that Mars can help with action and therefore, motivation to construct myself? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:57 PM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: This makes sense. My sense of self never really got the space it needed. I developed into a woman-child, moulded by someone else's sexual fantasy. I'm certainly changeable as a result, which people tend to find interesting, which is nice, but yeah, I realised that what I want to give to the world requires me to be a real girl. So, I'm working on it, we're getting there.
The Sun is men. Your Child got "bonded" to men too much, too strongly and did not have a chance to breathe. What will happen on the good side of this Sun/child conj will be that you will have the Good aspects of a child present to you such as joy. sweetness ,kindness and openness. Do you have these too?
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:58 PM
You know what this aspect may show just as you said. Your child got arrested in development cuz it was too close to the SunIP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 01:59 PM
Ok taking this to the next step Your Saturn in 12th is a LOT of insecurity BUT the trine to the Child and Sun gives an inner strength which you seem to have .Do you agree?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 02:00 PM
I know you have some defining asteroids on your moon but I can't get them yet. Where was your mother in all this? The moon is the mother.IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 02:02 PM
I appreciate your ears, well, eyes, well, let's call them listening-eyes I'm really only trying to help things along here, I don't really need to talk for my own sake, if you know what I mean, but to help the reading I am happy to. I'm in a state of mind where I can talk about my past without getting too emotionally affected by it. Something it taught me, I guess, the emotion switch. Although that is something else I am undoing, even though I love being able to shut down, it's causing me problems in relationships that just aren't worth it. I can't be in love as long as I have the ability to disconnect, it's all or nothing with me, so I'm in the process of getting rid of that, and allowing myself to feel it all. Please don't cry Ami, I'm sorry if I have upset you. It all looks terrible written down, but there were happy moments too. Even though it wasn't true, I felt loved sometimes, and thanks to the past, I now know how to tell the difference. I have learned a lot of things that I would not have learned had I not had the life I had. I have no regrets at all. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 02:05 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: The Sun is men. Your Child got "bonded" to men too much, too strongly and did not have a chance to breathe. What will happen on the good side of this Sun/child conj will be that you will have the Good aspects of a child present to you such as joy. sweetness ,kindness and openness. Do you have these too?
If we can put them all under the heading of 'childlikeness', then yes. A large part of me still feels like a child, in the good way, it has been a lifesaver as a mother, without it I don't know how I would have related to my children. IP: Logged |
Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 02:10 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: I know you have some defining asteroids on your moon but I can't get them yet. Where was your mother in all this? The moon is the mother.
Yes, to the inner strength. I've courted death several times, but always been able to pull myself back eventually. There is a part of me that refuses to die - perhaps this is strength? IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 02:11 PM
I am crying cuz my heart hurts for you. It is OK Darling It is what happened to you and you need to start with the truth of it always .To know oneself is the beginning of wisdom!IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 02:14 PM
quote: Originally posted by Voix_de_la_Mer: Yes, to the inner strength. I've courted death several times, but always been able to pull myself back eventually. There is a part of me that refuses to die - perhaps this is strength?My mother, my mother ... incidentally, my Moon is in Virgo, and my mother is a Virgo/Libra cusp Sun. Anyway, during my childhood my mother was very busy - she worked long hours as a nanny, other people's children saw her more than we did. She would be gone in the morning before I awoke, and home at 7ish, apart from the two night a week she had band practice, in which case I was usually in bed before she got home. Every second weekend I spent time wth my stepfather's family, so I saw my mother a couple of nights per week, every second weekend, and on some holidays, although she worked many of them too due to the nature of her job.
IF you want to check out this link you can see what conjuncts your moon.This will be very intimate to you.I will link it ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 18981 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted August 22, 2011 02:15 PM
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/000121.html Just look for conjunctions to the moon now up to 3 degrees ------------------ Do You Think This Psychic Is Cute? http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Voix_de_la_Mer Knowflake Posts: 152 From: Scotland Registered: Aug 2011
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posted August 22, 2011 02:21 PM
Ami, I'm sorry, but I don't know what to look for ... what does a conjunction look like?IP: Logged |