posted April 14, 2012 02:01 AM            

Wanted to see if anyone could give me some insight via my charts...

I can't help but continue to ask myself in the current moment...will I ever catch a break?

I've lived a very tough life surrounded by trauma, death, lack of nurturing, illnesses, career downfalls and a myriad of failed relationships. I'm not playing the victim card by any means as we all have our fair share of problems, traumas, etc. Beyond that I am also not "blaming the aspects, planetary positions, etc." either as I definitely hold myself accountable for poor choices that contributed to my pain.

Last year my world completely fell apart after a full blown spiritual awakening right after my 29th birthday. I began to question who I was, what I was doing with my life, where I was going, what I believed in etc. and distinctly remember on my birthday last year, walking down to the beach and internally yelling to the sky "Ok you win, I give up, I surrender!" in an attempt to trust that a higher power would reconnect with my inner being and give me the answers towards a more meaningful future.

While the experience completely frightened me- I definitely appreciate it looking back because it made me rid a lot of emotional trauma and/or hurt, pain, guilt, etc. that I accumulated through life…

Since learning to balance those effects, I have been continuously working towards a better future, and find inner strength to re-establish myself in the world via better choices, integrity, honesty, celibacy, better friendships and an overall a pure goodness of the heart to anyone and anything. I am turning 30 in July and at this point in my life, I don't know how much more of this emotional rollercoaster I can take!

It seems like no matter what I do to evolve into a better person or fulfill my intended mission/purpose (discovered what this was after my awakening) it always seems like I take one step forward, two steps back...Three steps forward, ten steps back. This entire experience is beyond exhausting and I just want to finally be happy! I have so much love to give, do not fear being hurt, try not to judge others, give unconditionally, am trying to work towards my intended mission, etc, but have hit my emotional limit...

Beyond my 12th house being a total mess, can anyone for see positive and/or good things occurring in the near future?

I am a fighter and always will be; strong willed, hard working, resilient and deeply compassionate. I have sacrificed so much, yet will always strive to "live for love" no matter what circumstances apply.

I'd appreciate anyone's feedback- this week has been tough as it's been one thing after the next after the next. I'm trying to keep my chin up but again any positive thoughts would probably help in the interim…

Thanks in advance for any and all responses.

posted May 13, 2012 03:08 PM            

Transiting planets travel down hill, starting at January 01 and move downward towards December 31. Depending on the natal aspects, the transiting Sun will hit the Sun Cycle aspect clusters at the same time every year. The remaining transiting planets will take their sporadic positions relative to the transiting Sun's position on any given day. See slowpoke answer for example of planet movement: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/213560.html

You have a nice natal aspect of VE trine JP but it is encumber with UR. JP is Semi-sextile (30 deg.) UR and VE is Quincunx (150 deg.) UR. The Semi-sextile and Quincunx are minor aspects in the natal aspect chart. But, they are to each other like a Conjunction is to an Opposition. A little known fact about these two minor aspects is that they make their greatest impact in Sun Cycle aspect clusters, especially when it involves JP and UR. When JP is in a trine position in the Sun Cylcle aspect cluster - UR will be aligned with JP in a square position, this happens once. And when JP is in a sextile position accepting transiting planets - UR is again in a square position to JP, this also happens once in the Sun Cycle aspect. The translation is; when JP is in a positive position to suggest gain - UR is in a destructive position with JP to suggest sudden loss of that gain. Your chart shows this problem. So, when you are in a position to have something good happen, a counter force is poised to take it away. And to compound the problem, your VE is also affected by a similar UR Sun Cycle aspect pairing. The flip is also true, when UR is in a positive position - VE or JP may be in a directly aligned negatives position. Any 30 or 150 degree minor aspect pairing of VE or JP with UR, in a natal chart, should be ear marked as "(loss due to change)" events, when researching transits.

This is an effort, according to Astrology, to spotlight when the transiting Sun will hit the good and bad Sun Cycle aspect clusters that concern you. It is hoped that you can take advantage of the favorable times and to anticipate stress times better in other parts of the year,.

Please note, that you are not unique to this kind of Astrology Chart, many have similar ones. You are unique, in that you have chosen the correct venue to help you identify your problem. Congratulations!

SD 0719.82 with time of 1309 hrs.

Note: 101 = Jan. 01 of any year; 1229 = Dec. 29 of any year

Bad times:
(101 - 126) - "not" = not in your favor. Not! (loss due to change)

Good Periods:
(126 - 211)

Bad times:
(212 - 225) - caution - (120 VE & JP) w 90 UR (loss due to change)

Good Periods:
(226 - 309)

Bad times:
(310 - 327) - not & (loss due to change)

Bad times:
(401 - 421) - Not !

Okay Periods:
(423 - 531)

Good Periods:
(601 - 630) - Yes !!!

Bad times:
(703 - 715) - Not !

Bad times:
(716 - 730) - (loss due to change)

Okay Periods:
(801 - 816)

Bad times:
(817 - 830) - caution (60 VE & JP) w 90 UR (loss due to change)

Okay Periods:
(901 - 911)

Bad times
(912 - 930) - not & (loss due to change)

Bad times
(1001 - 1015) - Not !!! (authority is against you)

Okay Periods:
(1016 - 1025) - always compromise! (good potential is there)

Good Periods:
(1026 - 1127) - Yes!! Go for it right away!

Okay Periods:
(1128 - 1229)

posted May 13, 2012 03:16 PM            

the moment you smile at adversity and take it in stride you will graduate to the next level.

posted May 13, 2012 03:17 PM            

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Disclaimer:
Astrology is nothing more than statistics. It is a tool that suggest the potential in human dynamics. It is a method of putting into words, the possible potentials that a person may have as an individual or, on how two or more individuals may interact with each other - with the operative word being "may". The results for any given person or persons will never be one hundred percent good and whatever results are given, do not represent an absolute given. The dates given above are derived from Synastry Astrology (relationship) calculations using 5 degree orbs and pertain to the person the dates were researched for. No guarantees are given or implied, as to the accuracy of results given and or to the potential failures and or successes the chart and aspect readings suggest. No other astrological resource can produce a Synastry birthdate list in this manner.

Data Sources:
The American Ephemeris at "Noon" were used. The Moon moves approximately 12 degrees per day. Using a "Noon" Moon ephemeris cuts the movement in half, this allows for the best possible results with the Moon aspects when not knowing or using the exact time and place, of birthdate prospects. The primary Synastry aspect interpretations were acquired from "Do It Yourself Relationship Astrology" by Lyn Birkbeck 1999.

How to Apply Your List:
In the real World, your family values, mindset and, social influences tend to dictate your actions and interactions with others. It is quite possible to meet two or more people with the same birthdates that are provided above. But how these people influence you will depend on your mindset.

People with these birthdates come in all colors, gender, intellect, shapes, sizes, handicaps, religious beliefs and, sexual preferences. So when trying to locate people with these dates - temper your expectations and treat each new person as a fresh new beginning. Keep in mind, that you are working from your list of possibilities, but the people you are researching do not have a list of any sort and will not be looking at you in the same light. So keep your excitement in check and carefully work towards the results you hope to have. Also, keep in mind that having this list will not insure that each person researched will be law abiding, healthy, wealthy, and or honest. This information will not protect you against Aids or STDs. If you are looking for a love relationship, then it may be quite possible to find a suitable selection from your list. But, there is much much more here than just a love potential list, the list also represents some of the finest potentials for solid friendships, study partners and working companions best suited to you. There are plenty of good people around for you to know who are not part of this list. But, astrologically speaking, you would be very wise indeed, to use this list as a reference to help identify quality people for you to know, after you have found the love of your life.

Best of Luck!

Slowpoke