posted August 02, 2012 12:05 AM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
More like major pests lol

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posted August 02, 2012 02:12 AM            

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Originally posted by Gem-Gurl:
The J's are seriously haunting!!

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oh gosh there is too many J to follow and who are tricky. Mine is an F

novembermuse, I'm happy you found other j's girls more experienced to help you to answer your questions. espacially since I'm still a newbie.

And I agree, free will comes first.

posted August 02, 2012 08:06 AM            

I hope this helps you and I don't mean to be overly course but I see you going off the deep end and you need to reel yourself back in before you go too far.

posted August 02, 2012 09:32 AM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
I agree with Junethird, let him go. It was a moment of passion and that is now gone. The Magician does indicate love interests when he is upright but reversed with the Knight of Wands is like a blow torch in your face, especially since the Devil came up in association to the Knight of Wands. I think this is the part in the reading that I gave you that indicated you were going to experience a difficult time. Control your thoughts less they control you. Your feelings for him since your departure, from what I read here in the forum, are bordering on being obsessed. Let it go and focus on you and your wordly responsibilities. If you and he are meant to be, it will happen and if not, it won't. Simply trust in that and move forward. Right now, you're stagnant and you're not hearing the messages for what they are but rather what you want them to be. It's over with Josh and the sooner you accept that and move on the sooner your love spirit can heal. Even if you two are meant to be (and I'm not so certain about that), you cannot be together until you get past this and heal. By not letting go and clinging to thoughts of him and this and that and how you're meant to be together and he's you're twin flame ... STOP! You must let him go if either of your hearts are to be free and then able to choose wisely for yourselves.

I hope this helps you and I don't mean to be overly course but I see you going off the deep end and you need to reel yourself back in before you go too far.

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posted August 02, 2012 09:46 AM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
oh gosh there is too many J to follow and who are tricky. Mine is an F

novembermuse, I'm happy you found other j's girls more experienced to help you to answer your questions. espacially since I'm still a newbie.

And I agree, free will comes first.

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posted August 02, 2012 10:28 AM            

[scribd id=101842399 key=key-1dkifl37jl9v18gdj37u mode=list]

posted August 02, 2012 10:29 AM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
Just testing this here, NM, this is a embedded link to your reading.

[scribd id=101842399 key=key-1dkifl37jl9v18gdj37u mode=list]

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posted August 02, 2012 10:31 AM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
Okay, so that doesn't work. You'll have to view it directly from the site. here is the link:
http://www.scribd.com/doc/101842399/Novembermuse-07-30-12-Reading0001#fullscreen

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posted August 02, 2012 11:50 AM            

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That was a full screen link which is too big for me, here is a link to the doc not full screen:
http://www.scribd.com/doc/101842399/Novembermuse-07-30-12-Reading0001

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I am 100% speechless!! WOW!! Once I recover from the shock of it all, I'll send you an email because some of it I can't say in here.

posted August 02, 2012 01:27 PM            

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Originally posted by novembermuse:
I am 100% speechless!! WOW!! Once I recover from the shock of it all, I'll send you an email because some of it I can't say in here.

What is the word between "the....man" when you are writing about the itch? Big? Bug?

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posted August 02, 2012 01:41 PM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
oh gosh there is too many J to follow and who are tricky. Mine is an F

novembermuse, I'm happy you found other j's girls more experienced to help you to answer your questions. espacially since I'm still a newbie.

And I agree, free will comes first.

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Isabelle_lila,

You are doing a wonderful job. Your helpful spirit and generously giving your time to help others find clarity is impressive. Keep it up

posted August 02, 2012 01:45 PM            

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Originally posted by novembermuse:
Thanks sweetie for your support! Glad to hear you don't have a J man...lol I go back and forth over free will vs. destiny. Sometimes I think we have a lot of free will then other times I think we are just living out our destiny that we agreed to live out before being born. And again if you need a reading I will try but what I pick up on in readings are other psychic stuff that is about your question. I can offer guidence in regards to your questions if I don't understand how read the cards I get is what I am trying to say. In light and love. NM

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It's cool be very interesting too and complementary with more "traditional" readings. Thank you for your offer

posted August 02, 2012 01:45 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
The "bug man" and that relates to my project. I was simply making a note to myself to use as comparison in understanding the symbolism.

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posted August 02, 2012 01:45 PM            

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Originally posted by novembermuse:
No not course at all!! I need to hear this. I was doing fine until all these signs kept popping up around me. Some were on here, some in my everyday life and some on other web sites. These signs are messing with me. They are pulling me back to him and I don't like that. I believe in signs they have never steered me wrong in the past. There are reasons these signs keep revealing themselves to me. I just haven't figured these reasons out. Maybe they are pulling me back because I simply missed a learning lesson. Maybe they are pulling me back because we will talk again and work out things or not work out things but just talk to each other for support in whatever it is he or I are dealing with at the time. At this point I am following the signs where ever they may lead. Maybe by following these signs I actually find my other half. Who knows. But I wish they would stop because I REALLY was at a place of letting him go and moving on to happier times. And I will get there again perhaps later in the day it will happen. That feels about right. I sure hope so because I dislike feeling out of sorts. I will shoot you an email later. In light and love NM

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posted August 02, 2012 02:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Junethird:
Isabelle_lila,

You are doing a wonderful job. Your helpful spirit and generously giving your time to help others find clarity is impressive. Keep it up

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Thank you Junethird <3

posted August 02, 2012 02:44 PM            

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I believe in signs so very much... It sucks when the signs point one way and your reality is another. Taking a step back and analyzing what the universe is wanting to highlight to you in regards to Your J is key... Perhaps you missed something... Back track and see how the signs in your present match up to your past with him... Or just wait it out until you have your "lightbulb" moment. Hindsight is 20/20

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posted August 02, 2012 02:50 PM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
It's cool be very interesting too and complementary with more "traditional" readings. Thank you for your offer

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posted August 02, 2012 11:10 PM            

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Originally posted by novembermuse:
I can relate to the bug man. I had a stalker when I moved to a duplex many years back. He had keys to my place and would move stuff around and a hole bunch of other stuff he did. I never for sure knew who it was but I always suspected the externinator was the person. After maintence changed the locks he got back in but when I bought my own locks he never did. That was a horrible experience for me. I was lucky in the sense he didn't rape and or kill me. I am thankful for that at least. We moved about 3 months later. Because I was on bed rest during my 2nd pregnancy my ex went out and found the place for our expanding family. The first time I stepped foot through those doors I knew something was wrong. This was the fear lesson I was talking about. You seeing a bug man does relate to me. NM

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posted August 03, 2012 08:35 PM            

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Originally posted by whereabouts:
How are you doing, NM?

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posted August 03, 2012 09:21 PM            

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Originally posted by novembermuse:
Not so swell. That aching in my heart that started the day before Josh entered my life that was continuous but kept growing with intesity with each passing day but finally stopped last Sunday, well it's back. Yesterday the ache was fleeting happened twice. Now today its been off and on but lasting a longer period of time each time it starts. Josh told my brother-in-law today that he got scared and he was trying to say more but my b-i-l cut him off because he is still mad at Josh for the way he ended things. After 3 weeks my b-i-l is still mad and Josh asked him how much longer he was going to be mad. He replied awhile longer. I did tell my b-i-l he didn't have to be mad any longer because it was no surprise to me that he got scared and handled it the way he did. So I am hopeing that this aching was just a precusor to the conversation that took place bewteen my b-i-l and myself and it will go away again. I feel this man and he feels me for how much longer idk. It is so hard to let someone go 100% when you feel them in your soul body and heart. How does one go about severing this type of link with someone? I have never experienced anything like this before. I am not being obessed when I say this I am just stating the facts as I know them. With an aching heart NM.

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posted August 04, 2012 10:43 PM            

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The offer is here whenever you need it!!

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Thank you but it's like a morsel of a star, you keep for a special occasion or when you feel pulled to open the box you have put it in. I feel like that with you because it's something I have no idea about and I'm very curious so it's even more tempting.

But I also feel that I want to appreciate to it fullest and before that I have to go throught whereabouts reading with a clearer mind and understand it.

I'm a libra, I'm very cerebral : I have to understand

As for your story, I think mine is different with my ex F because I understand part of it. But what I know ids the difficulty to separate from someone who touch you on every level. Because it demand an effort each time for everything. You miss him on every occasion.

Also I couldn't tell that I feel what F feels like you could with Josh. But the other way around was true. F moods was in syn with mine. He always know when something was bothering me. So his refusal to speak to me when I was so suffering was even more difficult to me to bear.

So for this part, I could not tell you how you could ease your pain. But as for the missing part, I always tell myself that real love is let someone leave and respect it. It's the highest form of respect and caring I know. And knowing I'm true to my principal makes me feel better.

Also whereabouts (I hope it's her) told me something very true : if it was meant to be, it will be.

I know the suffering don't go away like that and in my case, it's more like I successed in regain serenity for it flame came back to me.
So it's a process (a long one when you have been touched like you) but I wanted you to know that I understand and if I had a magical potion, I will share it with you

posted August 05, 2012 10:37 AM            

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Originally posted by isabelle_lila:
Thank you but it's like a morsel of a star, you keep for a special occasion or when you feel pulled to open the box you have put it in. I feel like that with you because it's something I have no idea about and I'm very curious so it's even more tempting.

But I also feel that I want to appreciate to it fullest and before that I have to go throught whereabouts reading with a clearer mind and understand it.

I'm a libra, I'm very cerebral : I have to understand

As for your story, I think mine is different with my ex F because I understand part of it. But what I know ids the difficulty to separate from someone who touch you on every level. Because it demand an effort each time for everything. You miss him on every occasion.

Also I couldn't tell that I feel what F feels like you could with Josh. But the other way around was true. F moods was in syn with mine. He always know when something was bothering me. So his refusal to speak to me when I was so suffering was even more difficult to me to bear.

So for this part, I could not tell you how you could ease your pain. But as for the missing part, I always tell myself that real love is let someone leave and respect it. It's the highest form of respect and caring I know. And knowing I'm true to my principal makes me feel better.

Also whereabouts (I hope it's her) told me something very true : if it was meant to be, it will be.

I know the suffering don't go away like that and in my case, it's more like I successed in regain serenity for it flame came back to me.
So it's a process (a long one when you have been touched like you) but I wanted you to know that I understand and if I had a magical potion, I will share it with you

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isabelle_lila...I thank you so much for your kind words. I wish I had a magic potion also and of course I would share it with you too. You keep that star in your pocket and when you need it to guide you I will be here for you!! Currently my mind is at war with what my heart and soul knows. I can't get my mind to shut up and accept what is the truth. When whereabouts wished above all things for me to have peace of mind during my reading, I didn't know at the time how much I was going to need that peace of mind. I don't know how to get my mind to accept the truth. My mind keeps telling me my heart and soul are wrong. At this moment I don't know which one is right. Do you trust your heart and soul as the truth or do you trust your thoughts as the truth? I don't know. Intuition vs thoughts who will win?