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Topic: I believe I met my Twin Flame
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dyedye08
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From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 18, 2013 11:56 PM
  
@ Lioness that's the problem I don't see or text to him at all. We no longer work together anymore. I was doing okay then I seem a picture of him and it set me back. I know I have to let go. I changed my number a couple of weeks ago bc I'm determined to let him go. I haven't even texted him my new number. He has both of my e-mail addresses. I felt that way initially, I would rather pull my hair out than let go. But I owe it to my husband to give our marriage a chance, I don't want to walk away unless I know that I did everything I could to make it work. It's complicated, he's married too and they are having problems too. I think wife knows about me and he's determine to prove to her, it's her he wants. Which I can't blame him. Him and her have been together for 14 years and married for 10. He is 17 years older than me. I think fear is what keeps him away. Fear that if he ever gave me a chance I wouldn't be enthused about him any longer once we got together. At this point, I'm letting go. Throwing in the towel. I think he wants this to fade away naturally hence the no contact with me. A former called me two weeks ago, she said he told her if it wasn't family or interviews for a job then he wasn't answering his phone, responding to emails. She blamed me for the reason he was acting this way. She told me that she could tell he is still in love in me and he's hurt. I don't get how he's the hurt one, but like I said. I don't care, I'm living my life, focusing on me and my family IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted April 19, 2013 12:02 AM
I think that's wise.... I know it hurts, so I hope u can some how find away to move passed it...Be strong. If its meant to be, it will be. If he doesn't return, then it wasn't meant to be... IP: Logged |
dyedye08
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From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 19, 2013 12:04 AM
Thanks Lioness, I wish a had a magic remote to fast forward this juncture in my life IP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted April 19, 2013 12:41 AM
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Originally posted by dyedye08:
@ Ras he's still my husband! I know TF and I had a violent past life, do you see any patterns of violent with TF like you see with hubby chart
I am very confused bahaha. If u mean TF is the new guy? Oh twin flame !?? Riiight haha totally just hit me. Yeah no i dont see any indications of physical abuse with twin flame why would there be. The two Composites are very different even tho they both have a bunch of planets clustered together ------------------
True to my aqua north node, I'll always pick the choice nobody expected me to pick. ebay compatibility readings | testimonials | Past readings | Ideal compatibility (3rd post) | Q&A | What's a Love stellium? | Most important aspects descriptions | Aspects to avoid IP: Logged |
dyedye08
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From: South Orange, NJ, USA
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posted April 19, 2013 12:48 AM
@ Ras I asked bc I know TF and I had a violent past lifeIP: Logged |
RunAroundScreaming
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posted April 19, 2013 01:03 AM
Definitely no physical abuse <3
Dont worry about it at all. Okay?And how do u know about the past life? No sarcasm intended, genuine question IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 19, 2013 01:05 AM
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Originally posted by dyedye08:
@ Lioness the worst pain I have ever felt. He was my best friend and ally we were inseparable. Now, I can't even get a call or text from him. I just want my friend back. Music soothes the pain temporarily, then there are days I do really good and then there are days I want to broke down and cry. He got me up all night, singing love songs, constant drinkin' and love songs. This is so hard. Thank -You Lioness. I just want to get over him
Really? You became best friends and inseparable in five months? Not saying it's impossible, it's just ... that's ... I'm not sure what's going on here anymore. To be honest. And I'm glad you're letting go and moving on. Like I said, let him sort out his karma, you sort out yours. Not much time has passed ... at all. Time will tell. -AMP IP: Logged |
dyedye08
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From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 19, 2013 01:13 AM
@ Indigo the first few weeks we met we were inseparable. We sit right next to each other. I was always at his desk, we worked on everything together. We were glued to the hip. Co-workers started talking about how we were always together which started our problems in the 1st place. I don't even know what's going on and I doubt if he even has a clue himself. IP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 253
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 19, 2013 01:15 AM
@ Ras I have another forum where aother person helped with past life. Indigio point out the violent in our past life. I will post link to thread where the person did past life readingIP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 253
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 19, 2013 01:18 AM
@ Ras here is link http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/006781.html IP: Logged |
mir
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posted April 19, 2013 07:44 AM
Just a note between the stories; quote:
A love stellium conjunct pluto is super powerful anyway, so just imagine having other planet ...
Sooo rrright! (the *powerfulness* when pluto is closely conjunct it, so it *IS* true!). Add Juno to it for a change. IP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 253
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
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posted April 19, 2013 01:28 PM
@ Mir Thanks for your insight. You mentioned if Juno was conjuct how would that help the love stellium IP: Logged |
mir
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posted April 19, 2013 09:40 PM
Great question. But still wondering...I found this about Juno in the Composite; quote:
If Juno is strongly and positively placed in a composite, the couple will be one of those who make good executive decisions together about the partnership. They can usually see it in perspective and garner strength and support from it. They know they are on equal footing, especially in the house it resides in. Aspects to Juno can often reveal how the partners regard the relationship itself. Square to Pluto, for example, there may be power plays that arise that threaten the health of the partnership. A strongly placed Juno will strengthen the sense of partnership and belonging, no matter the aspects.
http://theinnerwheel.com/2012/04/18/composite-charts-etched-in-stone-or-sand/ (answer nr. 13 below, that's where you can find the quote) So I would say; add pure true love to a strong sense of belonging.. and what do you get? Hm.. I think we get it ALL  IP: Logged |
IndigoDirae
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From: Venice, California, US
Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 20, 2013 01:38 AM
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Originally posted by mir:
Great question. But still wondering...I found this about Juno in the Composite; http://theinnerwheel.com/2012/04/18/composite-charts-etched-in-stone-or-sand/ (answer nr. 13 below, that's where you can find the quote) So I would say; add pure true love to a strong sense of belonging.. and what do you get? Hm.. I think we get it ALL
Incidentally, mir, those aren't the right charts. Longish story, but the correct thread is here: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/006805-2.html The right synastry / composite is on the second page. IP: Logged |
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