posted November 21, 2013 09:08 AM            

I'd love to exchange with anyone... my question is:

Why F acted that way? What was his true feelings and intentions with me?

posted November 21, 2013 11:03 AM            

You know that feeling when sleeping that someone is on your bed...well i woke up this morning as this feeling 'rolled and vibrated' throughout my bed like a wave, and best thing whatever it is even jumped next to my pillow....thank the heavens i had a lot of work to bury myself with today.

so the question is what on earth was that, (good bad?) and what i should do about it?

posted November 21, 2013 11:21 AM            

Dear, do you believe in spirits walking around us? Maybe this happened with you... I have this almost all the time, I'm used to...

Let's see the cards:

8 of Pentacles
5 of Cups
6 of Pentacles
Lovers
Knight of Cups
2 of Swords

Wow, I sense you had a spirit with you, but not for good. This may seem that you were partners in the past, working for each other, but the feelings was lost somehow. If you are not good now if what happened, it is your choice to pray for this soul, to understand and accept a peace with it. Tell this soul you need to sleep well, and to leave you alone if it continues making you feel bad while sleeping.

posted November 21, 2013 11:21 AM            

Well he does think of you for sure if you want to, like even when you aren't here, and sees you as a clever woman.

You are also probably really sweet and empathetic to him when you speak to him, not childish or anything and this is what makes him think of you.

but now is this the same guy as in yesterdays reading, because despite all, and his happiness he feels he needs to let go of the past, or even while speaking to you there is a past that haunts him that he knows he needs to let go off, but so far can't.

You see he, probaly reacted with you the way he did, and even thinks of you a lot as he feels anything to do with you is based and a founded on a 'dream' for him a wish, that he hopes true, but fights with his emotions as he doesn't see it happening, as he thinks you don't share these feelings. in short he's 'enchanted' by you for a lack of a better way of putting it.

now little experiments

did you feel really lucky when you met him, like you knew there were difficulties but that this is great that you met him.

and if so then righ now he really sees you as this pure girl, but he's waiting for you to take action, as he really thinks this is all a dream for him.

and finally if the above two things are true, then u have a future of joy ahead of you with this F person

posted November 21, 2013 11:33 AM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Aw, I'm better! I went to the temple to pray, talked to a lot of people and got home late, I'm very happy \o/.

Dear, do you believe in spirits walking around us? Maybe this happened with you... I have this almost all the time, I'm used to...

Let's see the cards:

8 of Pentacles
5 of Cups
6 of Pentacles
Lovers
Knight of Cups
2 of Swords

Wow, I sense you had a spirit with you, but not for good. This may seem that you were partners in the past, working for each other, but the feelings was lost somehow. If you are not good now if what happened, it is your choice to pray for this soul, to understand and accept a peace with it. Tell this soul you need to sleep well, and to leave you alone if it continues making you feel bad while sleeping.

I pulled one more to see who tryly this soul is, I got Knight of Pentacles. I sense it wants to return to Earth to finish something it left behind. Wow what a reading!!

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WOW, you mean partners in a past life or in this one?
as last year there is a good good friend, who had a crush on me at one point of time (and i like him as he was too caring) that died from cancer, right after we (and he) discovered that he has it. He was really good but i still don't think he left life when he wanted to....so this was runner up 1.

On the other hand, runner up 2 i never met in this lifetime. remember the guy i asked about yesterday, for whatever reason i am really really convinced that it was a dead cousin of his that was trying to get me to be good to his 'live' cousin and try and do what i tried to do for him, had he given me a chance at the right moment...too late is simply too late.
you see he died in a car accident this guy i never met, but on the first time i had dinner with his cousin, for some bizarre reason he chose a restaurant next to a cemetery (dont think he knew, as this was in a different country for all of us)an then out of the blue i discussed how i don't care about drivers here, but i feel sorry for them if they die in his country as there an accident is really an accident....and ever since i'd suddenly be hearing a little voice in head "hey won't it be great if we help him in this thing he's discussing as u have the means"

he cut me out left, then a few months later same voice goes "go to this place tonight and i'm not hearing any excuses from u" so i do and he was there....too bad it was dodgy night place but he made an effort to show he's ignoring me purposely, and some sleazebag wouldn't leave me alone that night that night and making excuses to touch , so just when i was about to flip and call security on him, the voice goes "just ask him how much his loan for so so is, u wont need to pay more than etc"

so i head his way, but vermin finds me and now i'm really annoyed so i go...a year later when i could no longer help this guy he finally contacts me after insulting me one too many times, without words...and when we got talking guess how much was all he needed back then...same amount.

So i think it could be this guy as yesterday i was really angry at him again (i gave him something so nice the month he was not speaking to me, and i know he used it to 'please' his now 'wife') so it makes sense the ghost of his cousin won't like it and comes back.

is it possible you do a reading that says which of the two it is, or if it's none of them?!

posted November 21, 2013 11:39 AM            

About the experiments:
The first time we met, was through a friend of ours. I somehow wanted to beat in his face (no, I don't know WHY!!), but after that, I see that as a dream too.
Well, the pure girl thing, he didn't want to make love with me because of my purity. He always said: I don't want to hurt you.

posted November 21, 2013 11:48 AM            

My religion is called Umbanda. We talk to spirits, they help us in everyday's problems if you ask, there are many defense structures to guard us.

Here's Wikipedia's definition:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Umbanda

Well, I have another question, but not about F anymore....

Will I met my future husband into my religion? Into Umbanda?

posted November 21, 2013 11:51 AM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Yes, this guy is yesterday's readings. What I see in this reading was that he always told me I'm an innocent girl, we played a lot, sure, but I never acted like a child around him. One day he came and told me: when I think of you, I see the color White in my mind. Crazy hum?

About the experiments:
The first time we met, was through a friend of ours. I somehow wanted to beat in his face (no, I don't know WHY!!), but after that, I see that as a dream too.
Well, the pure girl thing, he didn't want to make love with me because of my purity. He always said: I don't want to hurt you.

Do you think that he put me on a pedestal acting this way?

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Definetly, he put you on a pedestal, i don't know you come across as a real pretty intelligent young girl and to most guys a girl like this being 'pure' at your age...is a mythical creature, u know like flying unicorns and fairies....

he also thinks you are very smart and that there is nothing he can do, (like can't do to you what he did to other girls)...thing is i did this geomancy with the cards and i did get the symbol for purity (they are only 16 in any case, but say a lot)
as to what is happening in the present.

but also why i shared that you'll be happy if you initiate something, as the 'result' was the symbol for Joy.

posted November 21, 2013 12:02 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Aw I can see the whole situation you told me. Yes, I'll do the reading to see who was with you (I'll pray to my Holy Angel give me some insights too).

My religion is called Umbanda. We talk to spirits, they help us in everyday's problems if you ask, there are many defense structures to guard us.

Here's Wikipedia's definition:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Umbanda

Well, I have another question, but not about F anymore....

Will I met my future husband into my religion? Into Umbanda?

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yep heard about Umbanda,
this was easy to ask the cards, as mostly red

qd 3c 2d 10d 8h

so even if it takes a little bit longer than you want the answer is YES!
i'll also be a very good union like a wish come true to u when u find him!

posted November 21, 2013 12:06 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Wow, I just saw myself on a flying unicorn and among fairies \o/.

Well, I sense people see me as a smart (but I need to work this, I know it, and you told me too), I don't see me like he does. I'm praying to find a way to help him. We met at this temple I go always. And I don't link what happened with the place.
Right now I love him as a brother, a dear brother who needs help. But my healing is not complete, and I'm afraid if I go after him now, I can fall again...

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posted November 21, 2013 12:11 PM            

Queen of Pentacles
3 of Wands
9 of Wands
King of Swords
Knight of Swords
Tower
Ace of Swords

posted November 21, 2013 12:17 PM            

My next question (let me know if I'm bothering too much), my future husband lives far away from my home?

posted November 21, 2013 12:25 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Dear, See that I got from cards :O

Queen of Pentacles
3 of Wands
9 of Wands
King of Swords
Knight of Swords
Tower
Ace of Swords

Queen is definetly you! A balanced woman, full of means to work in this case. All the other cards are showing for the dead cousin. As this guy (alive one) insulted your, no way to be another king: swords describes him a lot. The dead one was younger than this guy? As a knight, he is still learning, and can act as irresponsable too. Tower sesm to me a rebuild of your ideas right now. Something is growing inside your mind!

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lol i asked my cards to if this is dead cousin (he came up when i was trying to contact this guy and typed his name...instead i got the obituary for the cousin back then...go figure!) and they agreed.

well given that one died and this one is still on this side with us, that guy is younger..however he was born before him

(thing is i did go and tell that stupid frenemy and shouted at her for what happened one less than sober night, and all i know is she knew ex-childish schoolmates of mine, shared the story and they pulled an antic on him like they did in high school when there bitterness that someone more well off than them joined,even though i was 100 times more modests that they'll ever be... but i don't care about that episode anymore)

such this is the cousin what does he want from me exactly, i changed my email and number, so no way that guy can contact me,and i won't contact him....

and what he still wants me to be good to him (funny you mentioned the tower as he's born on he 16th of his month...the number associated with the tower... that is the king of swords not dead boy)

(okay creepily the voices i mentioned did go, ask her to ask the cards what this cousin wants!) O_o.....i think the original question of 'where is my mind' is slowly starting to apply...but yeah can u see what he wants exactly, when we've burnt bridges quite a while ago?

also btw if you do bring a rune set remember that you'll need to spend a day at least with each one of them (single runs) before reading, to get to know them betters, and to meditate on their symbols, as this is the fun with runes, we do need to 'spend time' meditating in peace with them for them to work for us (i won't like i've only done this with half of them so far, but they become more accurate when we do it with all)

posted November 21, 2013 12:40 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
NoRainNoRainbows,

My next question (let me know if I'm bothering too much), my future husband lives far away from my home?

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not at all, this was easy to....he's in ur home/hometown

asked if he's away,and 9S on the cut so no.

is he near? 6H....which is the card that means home and healing in any case....so he's near u

posted November 21, 2013 01:04 PM            

I'm doing a reading for your question: what he wants exactly, when we've burnt bridges quite a while ago?

posted November 21, 2013 01:12 PM            

yes i want to know what ghost boy thinks i can do for his relative, when i no longer talk to his gem of a cousin!

posted November 21, 2013 01:15 PM            

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Originally posted by NoRainNoRainbows:
lol you like planning ahead don't you

yes i want to know what ghost boy thinks i can do for his relative, when i no longer talk to his gem of a cousin!

but also just give me 20 minutes to be back with ur reading

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Yes, I love to plan, and life always make me go out of planning \o/, but I don't care, just love it!

I'm doing the reading now....

posted November 21, 2013 01:28 PM            

Star
King of Cups
Page of Cups
9 of Pentacles
Knight of Swords
Tower

I feel this dead guy loves his cousin deeply. And the Star says that even in the other side, he cares for him. I don't see that he wants you to return the contact to his cousin through earthly way, but you can reach him through mental or sentimental. Remember when I said to send light to him? Maybe this is what the dead one wants. Maybe a little light that is missed to bring some clarification to his beloved one. This will bring some great change for all of you 3...

I pulled another card to see what will be his feelings if you do this: Heremit. A new lesson to be learnt that will come inside you. And as the runes told me, Heremit is telling you: look inside you and there you will find the path for this situation.

posted November 21, 2013 01:51 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
Yes, I love to plan, and life always make me go out of planning \o/, but I don't care, just love it!

I'm doing the reading now....

Don't worry with time, you're helping me a lot!

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okay will answer the other one i a minute but for now when the time comes and you get married,

you will learn about the raw power in unions, and it's not always a settling energy (naturally), and that you should be friends with your spouse.

also that predictability could happen in these unions sometimes, that even the passions aren't like they used to be, but you should still remain curious to life and the things in it and explore it with him...your king of diamonds whose waiting for u on the other end.

posted November 21, 2013 01:54 PM            

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Originally posted by DaniPepper87:
what ghost boy thinks NoRainNoRainbows can do for his relative?

Star
King of Cups
Page of Cups
9 of Pentacles
Knight of Swords
Tower

I feel this dead guy loves his cousin deeply. And the Star says that even in the other side, he cares for him. I don't see that he wants you to return the contact to his cousin through earthly way, but you can reach him through mental or sentimental. Remember when I said to send light to him? Maybe this is what the dead one wants. Maybe a little light that is missed to bring some clarification to his beloved one. This will bring some great change for all of you 3...

I pulled another card to see what will be his feelings if you do this: Heremit. A new lesson to be learnt that will come inside you. And as the runes told me, Heremit is telling you: look inside you and there you will find the path for this situation.

What a reading. Today, is the day of Jupiter... very inspiring to make spiritual readings with tarot

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so basically he just simply wants me to forgive him and not think bad of him as we all have our reasons?
that is relief as i really don't want to contact him, if we accidentally meet here or there and he initiates that's okay me i won't do anything.
i will keep him in my prayers though, if that is what he needs to find peace in life, and his cousin peace in death, and for me to be able to sleep peacefully while at it lol.

Okay kind of last (i may have two or so more)

is alive cousin happy in life right now? (if you get that he is busy at work no worries, that is him for sure and hasn't changed)