posted January 23, 2015 09:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
*laughing at* "I don't play chess..."

ok well, good luck with your job hunting Britannia.

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posted January 24, 2015 01:21 AM            

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Originally posted by Adimi:
How do you see things between me and P. developing please?
Thanks for offering!

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Hi Adimi,

I put you as a female though maybe you are a guy. I couldn't tell with the first card but by the end of the reading I think you are female.

The card order,
lady, house, stork, fox, bear, clouds, mountain, sun, anchor
snake, mice, roads, anchor, stars, rider, lillies, child, heart
fishes, letter, clover, tree, flowers, book, ring, gentleman, castle
dog, moon, coffin, key, ship, whip, garden, birds, cross

The four corners:
(where you are at) lady in rider - do you spend half your night ripped?
(the cross to bear) cross in cross - very much in a social context that has a fairly clear religious way of living, though you can have some flexibility in lifestyle as long as you are following the social rules that have been set down since childhood.
(what is apparently so) anchor in flowers - you have possibly had a bit of a rough start to life in terms of things being quite black and white when it comes to producing results. If you at school you have to do really well, everyone has to be committed to working in some capacity and advancing themselves - there is no room for slackers in your cultural environment.
(what is meant to be) dog in gentleman - people generally follow social rules with gender mixing. The guys dress cool and need to be in a social network or guys. They relate to the girls, but the girls are kind of under protection - a few break out of that and try and live as it seems that the rest of the youth in the world are living doing etc but these girls are kind of blackmarked and thought of as bad girls - even though you and others know this is not the case - there is half of you that will not step out of the social construct of how your society and families interact and the guidelines for the important behaviour.

The significator is the first card so in this case I am reading the first set of three cards and the significator with one card (as it does not have a card to its left):

Significator lady(rider) + house(clover) - upset over house confinement to ensure good future prospects - plus, stork(ship) - issues with sex/pregnancy etc and these matters - the social and religious laws are very clear.

'the heart of the matter':
whip(child) + stars(fox) + rider(bear) - you may feel like you are kept like a child, you have your pride to see things through as you are required but for goodness sake you think to yourself, you do have individuality. Strong guiding 'hand' from mother/parent/family - (wow, impressive way of raising a child, good strong family values). I think you will tend to comply, it is probably as you expect, for the greater good.
tree(roads) + flowers(mice) + book(heart) - you have somehow had some kind of alteration made to you to ensure no children at this point, you imagine it is probably rotting away by now, you have a mixture of pride and misery about this perhaps.

(I'm not reading the rows at the moment)

posted January 24, 2015 03:41 AM            

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Originally posted by Sandra018:
hi C,
i d like to sit.
how does my love life look in 2015.
im single

thanks,

Sandra

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Hi Sandra,

the card order,
whip, snake, ring, letter, scythe, flowers, garden, mountain, cross
fish, tree, stars, sun, house, roads, book, rider, cross
birds, heart, ship, lady, fox, child, clouds, lillies, bear
castle, dogs, coffin, anchor, clover, stork, moon, gentleman, mice

The four corners,
(where you are at) whip in rider - I think you probably feel that its about time, and it should be your turn now, to have a great relationship with someone that is really inspiring to be around. Someone who is witty, pleasant and attractive and looks good in a t-shirt (perhaps).
(the cross to bear) mice in cross - maybe you are working at cross purposes with yourself in the area of relationships and I think this is the crux of this time of singledom. Couple of things perhaps that are holding you up: guilt over a family connection (maybe about a child); fear 9of the unknown and how a relationship will impact your life); and possibly very high benchmark for criteria.
(what is apparently so) cross in flowers - maybe some of your ideal guys are well known to others and perhaps are celebrities and you maybe attach certain ideal ways of relating with them and have to some extent created this fantasy person that you are trying to find within your own spheres.
(what is meant to be) castle in gentleman - there is a guy that I think you may have met and you may have an ongoing degree of interaction with them for some time. Perhaps you have never met in person. They have their failings but you have some similar sentiments about things perhaps and get along ok.

The first 3 cards:
whip(rider) + snake(clover) + ring(ship) - You don't think he's your soulmate, and I think you are right though you may have an ongoing dilemma over him for several years. It feels to me like you are too confined and need to widen your horizons and meet other people either further afield or IRL in your local area. You can potentially form fuller relationships but you will have to modify your ideal criteria and they could well have children (like perhaps yourself).

The set of 3 with the significator:
ship(mountain) + lady(roads) + fox(mice) - too much fast food for you and yours and maybe online whilst eating at the fast food restaurant. It is like you are diminishing the best about you in these kind of lifestyle choices. Everything is metaphorically getting more and more simplified into identifiable plastic compartments as you progressively package your life bit by bit into packets of 'not real'. Not real food and drinks, not real dinnerware, not real family meal time, not real presence - like living in the SIMS. It is like thinking that if it is plastic and highly manufactured as per standards than it is safe and should be predictable.

'the heart of the matter'
sun(child) + house(fox) + roads(bear)- perhaps you have a little child or two and they signify your having had a previous significant relationship. Your existence is fairly stable, and you do a lot to control, systemise your environment and homelife, so as to protect you and yours. Something about crayons - maybe even the crayons used are either edible or washable.
lady(roads) + fox(mice) + child(heart) - perhaps you have a close older lady friend who may even be a neighbour because she does not feel like family and she feels quite close to you though this may be emotionally. You are supported a lot by her psychologically in your parenting - again, someone safe. You feel vulnerable in life and are perhaps a little lost by how to go about things - you need a more solid sense of personal boundaries or protection. Perhaps you quite naturally would like a man to fulfil that role - a protector and someone who can kind of machete your way ahead of you through the jungle of life.

I'm generally not even looking at the rows at the moment.

The columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of) - perhaps you have a slight disability or maybe it is a barrier that you feel you have.
2nd(what others need) - someone is definitely 'after' you. Could be more depth to this guy in contact with you regularly - you may not be aware of the depth of his attachment to you. But, he does have a free floating gaze and interaction with other too. He is quite cognizant with the idea that 100 women can fill different roles for/to him. He's sitting on some psycho-emotional complex/secret that maybe he may even not be fully aware of. He could be quite committed to one person however he feels he was betrayed way back from 10 or 12 yrs old by the objects of his desire so in a way he has a kind of coldness, selfishness, and to some extent a lack of hope about something - but it is complex so I can't really get to the bottom of what might remedy and think it has become now a core personality of his to kind of share himself around emotionally.
(what will suit the elders) - they would like you to form a good relationship with someone and move away from the area to somewhere with calmer and more everyday suburbs that herald back to a more normal living environment.
(what can not be negotiated) - big fight coming with this guy - maybe over concepts written in this reading to you.
(where you may slip up) - discounting the guy altogether - there is real feeling on his part, he may grow in himself and be able to shift some of his barriers within himself - and after all he is well equipped to understand any fear, hope, etc of your own that you can throw at him - he can really be present with the reality of someone's psycho-emotional experience and of course he has quite a huge experience in being an Aunt Sally of a Dear Dorothy for countless others.

(where the future lies) - perhaps it is forgiveness for him, he is only human with his own sh*te like everyone else after all. And he's pretty funny, probably kind of cute, and has a sort of heroic quality to him. I doubt he is much of a cheater in the physical and emotionally he is pretty true though may have a string of light emotional connections as said. He could well carry on like a child throwing tantrums sometimes until he works out who has his best interests at heart, not just their own motivations.
(what you can count on) - I'll leave this one for you or others to interpret as you wish.
(the response from the males around you) - they think you should see someone else, someone with a job and more normal habits or something.
(the response from the females around you) - I can't read this definitely but it made me laugh initially though I don't know why. So something about it that does compute in my brain has made me crack up a bit, but I can't define it and don't really know what it is saying.

posted January 24, 2015 09:42 AM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hi sVirgo5,

The card order,
lillies, letter, ring, moon, house, lady, clover, child, roads
fish, coffin, stars, sun, tree, scythe, house, key, snake
birds, cross, fox, ship, clouds, flowers, mice, rider, heart
mountain, anchor, castle, whip, gentleman, book, garden, stork, bear

The four corners,
(where you are at)lillies in rider - to me this combo, despite what popular interpretations say, is that the car is not THAT old, though perhaps people do think it is a bit of a show car. Well that's what it seems like to me.
(the cross to bear) bear in cross - perhaps they are not strictly original but do you have unusual tyres on the car - maybe even with a panel of white circle around the face tyre. Perhaps this is a personal preference but maybe a little eccentric and off putting. If its not that then there is something that is kind of like that - you probably would know what it is and its more of a modification based on a whim that might only appeal to some perhaps.
(what is apparently so) roads in flowers - do you take the car home or out sometimes? Sort of almost feels like a good garage in away but in others perhaps you worry about its safety there.
(what is meant to be) mountain in gentleman - I think you could well be able to sell it for a good price, it might be a wait (feels like they are around and maybe have even seen it, and they may negotiate with you over time) but will you?

The first 3 cards:
lillies(rider) + letter(clover) + ring(ship) - you seem to be well off - perhaps you have considered whether you might leave it as an inheritance to someone. In some ways it feels like you are in two minds about not having it.

The set of 3 with the significator:
house(tree) + lady(clouds) + clover(snake) - the duco looks lovely and shiny/glossy though there is a fair amount of thinning on it. The under carriage seems good except for some wearing on the shock absorbers I think it is. There has been water in some of the circuitry. It probably has about 5yrs of only moderate use and it would be needing the differential or gear box replacing.

'the heart of the matter':
sun(child) + tree(fox) + scythe(bear) - you maybe are a little anxious about the car and as said possibly check it out regularly to see that it is ok, talk to the repair shop regularly and maybe are considering whether, like said, whether you should just give it to a younger family member.
ship(roads) + clouds(mice) + flowers(heart) - often looking at it through venetian blinds maybe, and a lot of pride when you see the car

I can't really read the rows or it just feels to arduous.

The columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of) - you can't really say more than what it is in your advertising.
2nd(what others need) - maybe the car repairer wants you to give it to him for a low price or it is someone else who wants it for a fairly small price.
3rd(what will suit the elders) - mixed responses, all fairly positive, some might think you could drive it down a mountainside a couple of times a week and visit someone. Other impressions urge selling it for the right price.
4th(what can not be negotiated) - you can rock class to a certain degree and could make a good look going out in the car with a partner.
5th(where you may slip up) - taking it somewhere where you trust the setting more, but it doesn't have as good a housing available for the car and therefore will potentially expose the car to windy, rainy dust.
6th(where the future lies) - perhaps you will give it to a mother or a sister for safe keeping.
7th(what you can count on) - you will get a very decent offer on it eventually - you may put them off though.
8th(how the males around you respond) - they could be a bit fed up, a bit jealous, a bit frustrated by it all.
9th(how the females around you respond) - they think you are quite the rake. At least one likes what you represent to them and would like to move in with you or move to where you are.

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posted January 24, 2015 11:41 AM            

first of all, you are spot on with their ages and general demeanor. "and" is young and i find him a little immature at times who needs gentle caring like a child. "am" is more mature, fun loving and easy going guy who i am definitely more fond of.

i have turned him down before because of us being in different situations that i couldn't carry him along and i know i broke his heart along the way.

"and" is more focussed on creating resources and get capable on his own, he sure is self directed and self interested, but yeah he is being practical i believe.

i am not looking for a romantic relationship to be honest, but yeah a true friend by my side would be best to have at this time. this older person could be "and's" dad though i don't know much about him.
no idea about grieving time either. "am" has walked away from my life before and he can again if i am not careful. but i never knew at the first place how to keep him with me since he was so emotionally strung.

he would never come between me and someone else(if there is any). he is artistic and very talented, fun loving guy! he could be the one who misses me. i don't know about this health issue though. someone else also told me to be careful about my health in future so i could see it is coming from some root.

thank you chryseis! you validated my take on both these men

p.s. could you please edit your post for names mentioned in there? i would really appreciate that!

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hi little_pumpkin,

The card order,
mice, heart, lillies, key, sun, clouds, clover, scythe, ship
cross, roads, anchor, coffin, mountain, house, bear, rider, dog
castle, whip, ring, fish, moon, tree, letter, stars, birds
stork, snake, fox, garden, lady, flowers, child, gentleman, book

The four corners,
(where you are at) mice in rider - lots of deciphering, print outs, cross checking
(the cross to bear) book in cross - enjoying the learning experience etc in the shared goals and searching for something
(what is apparently so) ship in flowers - friends from all corners of the globe with the common crazy ideallic sentiment of finding their twin soul - the celebratory feel about the idea of a person that is special to us - an enjoyable adventure to find the ultimate partnership.
(what is meant to be) stork in gentleman - you have some statistics such as addresses or coordinates, or markers - its a bit of a hobby and many hours will be spent to try and produce the twin.

The first three cards:
mice(rider) + heart(clover) + lillies(ship) - for some reason, this is giving me the sensation that there is no basis to this discovery in terms of the definition that is prevalent of the 'twin soul'. There seems to be something in it though but it is more about hearts and minds. The search for indicators of people that we will share these intimate soul experiences is worthwhile.

The set of three with the significator:
garden(sun) + lady (moon) + flowers(key) - it feels like you turn people down. You have a feeling of health and fitness about you, and you have many internal resources and an external stability that allows you to move with the fluctuations of fate, so perhaps you feel quite positive about your life. Perhaps you are very particular and may leave some people confused about your lack of progress with them.

'the heart of the matter'
coffin(child) + mountain(fox) + house(bear) - you still have a youthful resonance to you, I think Amit has the forefront on the qualities that most qualify him for being in line with the idea of your twin soul as you would have it.
fishes(roads) + moon(mice) + tree(heart) - ...at the moment that is. I can't actually see someone else. Andrew is too self interested and self directed in his cognition. Another person altogether is not really present here in these cards. Amit will need careful handling to fulfil the twin soul objectives of yours. He will require more warmth and fun, not too much high minded stuff, and profferring of money or an extension of a promise of resources. He's practical more so than gold digging I think.

The rows are giving me a headache lately so I'm just going to skip them.

The vertical columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of) perhaps you don't have much local outlet for the buzz of a heady romance.
2nd(what others need) One guy I think is too young - Andrew I think. He just wants someone to care about him. Feels like you have disassociated from some family maybe either a daughter or a grandchild.
3rd(what will suit the elders) Hard to work out this but feels like a fairly wildly exhuberant elder that is all about something akin to lassoeing someone and tying them down but hopefully not anyone too young for propriety's sake.
4th(what can not be negotiated) Feels like some kind of mark of religious observance - perhaps it is a suitably acceptable grieving time.
5th(where you may slip up) The guy, most likely Amit is capable of walking away if not treated with care, especially if he thinks he has some guy called Andrew dangling before you in his way.
6th(where the future lies) You could potentially marry - Amit - I think. Or be with Andrew for a short time. Amit I think will live near you, perhaps stay with someone you know. He seems quite talented artistically, and in fact both these guys are I think. Andrew has a traumatised and betrayed internal environment. I think he needs someone close in his age that will strengthen him by having to care for, protect and look out for. Amit is lots of fun if he's able to click into your long term.
7th(what you can count on) maybe some kind of health issue with results but then the severity of the idea diminishes and then through life you wonder if various symptoms are related to this issue that was invalidated. Generally I would say that it will be psychosomatic symptoms but of course always get professional advice.
8th(how the males around you respond)someone misses you, could be an ex.
9th(how the females around you respond) mixed, kind of high excitement but also a kind of negative response.

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posted January 24, 2015 09:39 PM            

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Originally posted by sVirgo5:
Thanks Chryseis!
Yes, car is not that really old and it has less miles on it. It has unusual tires on it. I will make sure to keep calling repair shop person.

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posted January 24, 2015 09:42 PM            

I might just edit the whole reading out.

posted January 25, 2015 01:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Astro keen:
Hi Chryseis,

I did the GT spread as a 32x4 which you had said you prefer. This spread is in response to the question, "What lies ahead for J and me". He's still very much around. It kinda going along the lines of a very early reading of yours, in fact . I've pasted the order below, however, if you would prefer to see it in pictures, then I can show with those too.

I hope this provides good insights. I'm doing my best to figure it out. In the first instance, I can't tell if I am the snake (dark haired woman) or the 'woman'.

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Hello Astro keen,

I'm going to slot your reading back into the order of when you first posted on this thread

I had to go back to my notes on the 32+4 GT because I've been reading the 9x4 GT for a while now. I think there is a lot in the 9x4 and even after having done quite a few, there's still a lot for me to improve on and get the most out of.

Anyway, this will be good to do the different layout especially for you to refer back to previous readings and readings from others.

I haven't gone back to view any previous readings so I'm only vaguely aware of what I have said before anyway.

So I will do this first reading according to how I first read it for myself. You will be the first person I have read the 32+4 for except for my own few readings.

This is how I think it can be read. Also I feel it is a bit like a book with the spine at the centre. I found there was like an opportunity to compare or contrast pairings in the mirror position of each side. For example ship in your layout of cards can be contrasted with tower and letter can be contrasted with mice.

Anyway this is how I read it to start with than I look for the comparisons later, I think.

So it will be the five horizontal rows
then the heart of the matter which is 12+13 and 20+21 (the best pairings are along the 'spine' either side, hence road and child can be paired and so forth down those two columns - which includes the heart of the matter anyway). Then I read the 8 vertical columns.

row 1(the present/where you are at now with the matter) cutting paper with a guillotine perhaps, a new address to think about, working very hard, not making a lot of money to show for it, a child with a fever, and then you start to crack - you feel like you are doing 10 different roles/jobs (cleaning, preparing windows for painting or similar) to keep it all together and for what...
row 2(the past up until now) you were wrongly told some things, you've had a bad reaction sometimes....dramas with who said what and how someone did this or that.
row 3(into the future from now) you're pretty, people like you, some old ideas come back to haunt you and you push them aside, it wasn't you, you would say...stalking?
row 4(6 weeks to 3 months time period) not much happening between you, no real intimacy, its up to you - its all up to you, and the advice is flying you too high...its not quite how it is
row 5(3 months to a year or so or even beyond sometimes) you will keep him close, emotionally, you're a ship without a sail without his hand to hold or rather his hand on your heart...as you put him

'the heart of the matter'
whip(birds) + rider(child) - you have created a relationship, he is compliant up to a point, you don't even mind if he sees others, you think he might, you are fixated by him, he often acts like he doesn't care, but he must do you think, he's just covering up or not showing me something about him you think.
lily(garden) + fox(mountain) - you had moved on a bit, for awhile, maybe a week and a half, it didn't help, you didn't smile, you find it hard to see around him, there doesn't seem to be anything else but him

The 8 columns:
1st(heart's desires)you want to be famous, be someone, with many people contacting you
2nd(voice of the past)he eggs you on, he does (and he has done its true), not that long ago he needed you (true), he would ask your advice...it was nice, very nice
3rd(new influences)you can almost step off and do something different, almost, but what would you do though, you don't want to just support everyone else's whims.
4th(fate/contracted to) perhaps it is that you will write a book - a small 'how to' book
5th(higher mind/Christian mind or the mind of light)he's just not involved enough, too much waiting, too much space that he isn't in, he doesn't need anything from you on one level but you can't shake the attachment to him and I think he knows and likes this.
6th(burdens and stuff like that)the ageing process is getting the better of your dreams and ideal images
7th(core beliefs) he's a dirty scoundrel
8th(gifts)you can be a renaissance woman, that is, you have everything at hand to develop your abilities in the intellectual, artistic, social and physical. Image: sitting on a grassed hillside of wildflowers/meadowflowers, breeze coming up to you from further down below, could be a painting by Monet. A friend, do you know him? he's not tall and he's not J, he tucks his shirt in and has his pants an inch to high but, he can muse over some forgotten psalms, pay principle to philosophical asides, whisk barotones into old working class songs and make a very suitable drink to have between 4 and 5pm. Exacting he is not but he does have some capable interest in the wyvern.

Which brings me to snake. I think your significator is correct as lady, however, lady is in clouds, surrounded by child in tree, tower in snake, and bear in fox: this relationship is a happy sorrow for you. Even though you are really no mouse and can be quite authoritative, J overwhelms and overpowers you - you are a victim to him, you have given him all your power, well almost...your own snake power.

You perhaps think that if you stay in there with him long enough you will have the best person for you and everything will be perfect. You may be right, but this I think would be a long time away - when he's old and needs a friend - you remind him of someone.

So I think the snakes here for you are to do with the men in your life so J is in tower in snake and you are in his shadow. Other connections, snake is in stars: there is possibly someone into astrology that is also a snake man to you. You basically scream, give me attention and I'll make sure I improve your situation. I think as far as J is concerned, you are probably giving to him in some capacity financially and maybe you give this vibe to the snake man astrologer - "hmm, maybe you could come in handy".

It is worthwhile to J to keep you dangling on a string. Perhaps you are a resource for him - a stop gap. He's attractive and people like him but he does like to have contact with you - you are reassuring, an assurance.

Some pairs that stand out to me: sun/clover; fish/anchor. Exasperation almost jealous of him and competitive to some extent. You like to keep him guessing a little and it works.

And some others, ship/tower; tree/cross; letter/mice: he may have to ask you for a loan, seems like a medical bill, you have bills of your own though but you tend to subjugate your own needs to his, he will even go into minute details about what he requires so that you think it is a very big deal. Why he can't pay for his own bills(some cross connections) cross/stars; tree/birds: he has to pay a huge amount of money maybe its tax, doesn't leave him with much really, also he likes to relax and there is a feeling like he can work less now because perhaps you are supplying him with some kind of finance, maybe interest. (I think I have that right)

So in conclusion, he does have some kind of familiarity with you and a certain degree of attachment like you are a security blanket and comforting to have around. However, it feels like he cries poor to you and has become dependent on your generous and consistent contributions to his life.

I don't see much changing, you like having him in your life and are at a loss if he isn't, perhaps you do everything in your power to maintain his involvement though I think he would stay in contact because he's a user. Partly this due to you throwing opportunities to take advantage of you at him.

Sorry Astro keen, sounds harsh what I have said, but it sort of feels like you have to grow and transform to get out of it so it is kind of a crossroads for you. You may always have this situation going on and on.

I mentioned becoming a renaissance woman. I think this concept can bolster you and you can fill out yourself internally so you don't feel so empty

posted January 25, 2015 02:52 AM            

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row 1(the present/where you are at now with the matter) cutting paper with a guillotine perhaps, a new address to think about, working very hard, not making a lot of money to show for it, a child with a fever, and then you start to crack - you feel like you are doing 10 different roles/jobs (cleaning, preparing windows for painting or similar) to keep it all together and for what.

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8th(gifts)you can be a renaissance woman, that is, you have everything at hand to develop your abilities in the intellectual, artistic, social and physical. Image: sitting on a grassed hillside of wildflowers/meadowflowers, breeze coming up to you from further down below, could be a painting by Monet. A friend, do you know him? he's not tall and he's not J, he tucks his shirt in and has his pants an inch to high but, he can muse over some forgotten psalms, pay principle to philosophical asides, whisk barotones into old working class songs and make a very suitable drink to have between 4 and 5pm. Exacting he is not but he does have some capable interest in the wyvern.

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So I think the snakes here for you are to do with the men in your life so J is in tower in snake and you are in his shadow. Other connections, snake is in stars: there is possibly someone into astrology that is also a snake man to you. You basically scream, give me attention and I'll make sure I improve your situation. I think as far as J is concerned, you are probably giving to him in some capacity financially and maybe you give this vibe to the snake man astrologer - "hmm, maybe you could come in handy".....
And some others, ship/tower; tree/cross; letter/mice: he may have to ask you for a loan, seems like a medical bill, you have bills of your own though but you tend to subjugate your own needs to his, he will even go into minute details about what he requires so that you think it is a very big deal. Why he can't pay for his own bills(some cross connections) cross/stars; tree/birds: he has to pay a huge amount of money maybe its tax, doesn't leave him with much really, also he likes to relax and there is a feeling like he can work less now because perhaps you are supplying him with some kind of finance, maybe interest. (I think I have that right

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Sorry Astro keen, sounds harsh what I have said, but it sort of feels like you have to grow and transform to get out of it so it is kind of a crossroads for you. You may always have this situation going on and on.
...I mentioned becoming a renaissance woman. I think this concept can bolster you and you can fill out yourself internally so you don't feel so empty

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posted January 25, 2015 03:33 AM            

Thank you, yes, from memory, I didn't think you had a small child around but I thought I saw it there so included it. So you are not even communicating with someone about a child who is unwell? It wasn't with him but to do with you.

Dirty rotten scoundrel seemed like your core belief - seems odd but it seemed to be clearly there. Is it because you are not in the picture of what he has in his life on a fb profile or similar. A feeling like you are not in the picture.

As far as money goes, if he has heaps of money and is not living somehow off your interest or similar then I am probably incorrect. Because to me it was a clear and repeated view that you were a resource financially to him - there seemed a ruthlessness to his keeping you dangling on a string. If he has more money than you than it still feels like he is trying to acquire your financial contribution and the only benefit to you in his motivations is that you keep him. That's how it felt.

I hope I am wrong. Hope things work out for you with it all, Astro keen .

posted January 25, 2015 06:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hi Astro keen,

Thank you, yes, from memory, I didn't think you had a small child around but I thought I saw it there so included it. So you are not even communicating with someone about a child who is unwell? It wasn't with him but to do with you.

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You said:..row 1 ....working very hard, not making a lot of money to show for it, a child with a fever, and then you start to crack - you feel like you are doing 10 different roles/jobs (cleaning, preparing windows for painting or similar) to keep it all together and for what...

My work, incidentally, is not heavy at present. I teach special needs children one morning a week (maybe some communication about a child there), and do some advisory work for the education service. So the reading for the first row may have been true briefly. Which makes me wonder if cards pick up on glimpses or aspects of what goes on. These glimpses may be from the past or the future - particularly as time is not a feature of the spirit world.

I have been wondering about some of the other readings that I've received - mostly tarot. The cards have been extremely positive, which accounted for the 'flying high" type of advice. It is almost as if I am being subjected to conflicting views as a way of pushing me into making up my own mind. Or believing in my own gut feelings. The universe or spirit guides, call it what you will, seems to play games with one. Perhaps that is just how card readings are - variable.

For example, I wanted to check if I would see J next week as I was visiting his town on a study trip, and I pulled 10 of cups, 2 of cups and Judgement! It so happens that he is going to be away and a meeting looks unlikely. This does make me question the validity of divination tools. It does help, of course, if the reader, such as you, is also using clairvoyant abilities.

posted January 26, 2015 03:34 AM            

I hope my break up of your quote works with my interjections.

Maybe so, though I had thought this row was about setting the scene of the reading. For some reason, these images give a picture that contributes to the reading. If I was smarter, I might see more about the intricacies of a reading, but I know I am often falling short of the connections that could be made.

I have been wondering about some of the other readings that I've received - mostly tarot. The cards have been extremely positive, which accounted for the 'flying high" type of advice.

Many readers will try to be as positive as possible. I think this is a very nice way to be because having hope is the best and if it doesn't quite turn out as positive, then you might come to terms with things within your own time. Possibly better to be highly positive about outcomes rather than the reverse.

I tend to try and read correct to what is there though may modify some elements to lessen the impact. However, some may say that I am out of place with what I say - and am being hard, too revealing and mean - especially when I don't really know what will happen or how things are - I agree with them, probably, though I feel an imperative to try and read as I see it. If it is often incorrect or too revealing or too blunt then it is best that those people remember not to seek a reading from me in the future. I don't expect people to think I am correct but I would like others to recognise that sometimes I can know very particular things and details that are correct. It is up to the sitter and most people now are familiar with my approach to reading. I am often wrong about details and perspectives, I think, for one reason or another.

It is almost as if I am being subjected to conflicting views as a way of pushing me into making up my own mind. Or believing in my own gut feelings. The universe or spirit guides, call it what you will, seems to play games with one. Perhaps that is just how card readings are - variable.

Yes, I think you are right in fact the judgement card that you talk about in the next paragraph here indicates exactly that. Readings are quite strange and I guess we can not know every outcome correctly as I'm sure many would alter some steps - not many people would ever become aware of the entirety of how life works and how readings interact with what is meant to be. I think readings are valuable to reflect on.

For example, I wanted to check if I would see J next week as I was visiting his town on a study trip, and I pulled 10 of cups, 2 of cups and Judgement! It so happens that he is going to be away and a meeting looks unlikely. This does make me question the validity of divination tools. It does help, of course, if the reader, such as you, is also using clairvoyant abilities.

I did see your reading there. I'm always suspicious when the judgement card falls. The readers were correct in seeing the significant relationship in the combo of 10 of cups with the 2 of cups which is very valid to indicate important interaction with him. The judgement card can operate like a wild card in a reading and generally points to someone being in kind of denial and in prime position for a wake up call regarding the matter. The reading could be read in many ways: one version says that others views are affecting your decisions about you both, or it could say that everything would point to the fact that you will [see each other] but will you???

So yes, sometimes the intelligence of the cards tell alternative things like as if they answer along the lines of, in this case: Everyone's views on the two of you is helping you to remain in this kind of creation of yours - so yes, with this, generally a wake up call is imminent as to the true nature of your situation and the imperative to make some decisions.

So I think it is a nice thing to find that others are so supportive but somewhere in this there is the very real likelihood that you are having yourself on to some extent - eventually someone will have to pay the piper - and in this case it will all come down to seeing your situation clearly and making some decisions. However, this could be a process as I find that people usually do or stay involved in things for a reason - there is something about this relationship that you are saying is very important to you for better or for worse - and it is giving your life meaning - plus it probably is taking up a lot of your life - almost like a vocation.

So I am left with the sense that the insights one receives from readings refer to glimpses or aspects of the 'hologram' . These can be very revealing - but they rarely represent the whole picture.

I agree, it is the proverbial one piece of the puzzle and when seen in the context of the big picture can be quite different to the little corner etc that one was making assumptions from.

Admittedly some of your insights come close.

Sometimes I think they are, sometimes it is a tenuous link to try and read, and I guess to tie a reading together is difficult so that i'm not just talking in prose imagery. I guess I attempt to make the connection going by sensation and images - but I am interpreting these sensations within the context of my own connections to what I know and I may not see all perspectives on something and maybe I don't even come close to some meanings - sometimes I think there is a comfort in that.

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I like other's readings for me because I value different perspectives and I think most readers on here have very good perspectives on things - I don't think it is about right and wrong but more about your own awareness. If you focus on the correctness of a reading you deny yourself. I like to think there is a bit of truth in everything and a bit of error in everything.

posted January 26, 2015 05:49 AM            

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Originally posted by piggiebank:
i have a q! i got a reading by someone(medium) on this board stating that i will become high priestess one day. i still don't understand what did she mean when she wrote that to me. could you please elaborate on this and read what does she meant by saying so? did she mean high priestess as in occult or understanding my own life and it's purpose in this material world? i do want to delve into spiritual world and explore more about myself but have no idea how to go about it neither do i have any help at hand. but this psychic said that secrets of nature will be revealed to me and a man will come along in future who will be of help in this regard! but i am more interested in knowing what exactly does it mean that i will become high priestess? does it mean strictly occult and learning occult practices and getting in tune with nature and finding out nature's secrets or something else? am intrigued to know!!!

many thanks for this offer

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Hi piggie,

was it me that said that? It kind of felt familiar to me and my initial look at the spread is telling me something like as if I have to account to you and maybe even explain myself.

The card order,
heart, scythe, mice, cross, gentleman, stars, whip, moon, anchor
birds, garden, child, dog, road, lady, letter, snake, clover
clouds, sun, fishes, tree, mountain, lillies, key, house, ring
castle, rider, book, flowers, coffin, stork, bear, ship, fox.

The four corners:
(where you are at) heart in rider - you would like something to inspire you, perhaps you feel a bit disheartened sometimes.
(the cross to bear) fox in cross - perhaps you have done some numerology or something that you put into some kind of table to try and determine insights, however sometimes you feel you have to make things up. Its frustrating to you.
(what is apparently so) anchor in flowers - you do have a proven method with some things and it seems to work out quite a lot.
(what is meant to be) Generally readings don't pay the bills, enough, when operating on your own, so you perhaps work for a phone-in reading service or maybe it is as a help desk or customer service operator, maybe even a type of telemarketer.

The first 3 cards:
heart(rider) + scythe(clover) + mice(ship) - you want money for your insights.

The set of 3 with the significator:
roads(fox) + lady(bear) + letter(stars) - perhaps you could acquire a qualification to help your situation. I think an older woman will help you acquire it but perhaps there is a man in this as well not initially obvious or perhaps you would like to present yourself as a woman but are in fact a man. If its not a qualification, perhaps you are promoted as a reader or similar, with talent. Alternatively, perhaps you are communicating with a woman who is also a mother about astrology, and things are feeling a bit too complex with how things are panning out about it all.

'the heart of the matter':
dog(child) + roads(fox) + lady(bear) - you are undecided about things perhaps you are thinking of doing a formal study course in something around summer time.
tree(roads) + mountain(mice) + lillies(heart) - something has left you or will leave you stone cold. It will be an important point in your maturing process and will do much to set your internal compass. It has a feel like you are over something - there is a sense of endings but it may just be a short term jolt.

I'm not reading the rows they are too time consuming in general and other times I can't read them very well.

The vertical columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of)- something has unsettled you it has shaken your foundations because you wonder now about something you thoroughly believed in and it has unnerved you and shaken you. Perhaps it is regarding a hospital situation and perhaps it also involved the a close contact with someone. Perhaps you have put two and two together and it has given you a perspective on someone that you admired or felt close to and you feel like a rug has been pulled from under you.
2nd(what others need) Someone is waiting on your insight regarding something but you feel you are whirling deeper and deeper into the unknown because your sense of what is possible has been rocked and you perhaps feel a sense of spiralling when others are trying to get insights from you.
3rd(what will suit the elders)The elders would like to refer to their 'recipes' for what kind of infection and what might remedy it from their spheres of influence.
4th(what can not be negotiated) Are you getting around on a crutch or crutches, you are recovering and it will take time. You may have to go back a couple of times to health professionals until the situation is resolved. You hate filling out the purses of doctors etc and feel a bit resentful about what you have to pay.
5th(where you may slip up) You can read, and there is an ongoing future in it, so maybe don't throw the baby out with the bath water.
6th(where the future lies) The star lady, probably a virgo is not for you, perhaps she kind of seems psychic or seems to have a special knowledge. She's too 'fickle' and tends to put others off - she's looking for someone and thinks she soon distinguishes a dead end when she senses things are not right. She is likely to be older than you and is probably even a grandmother and she cherishes that role. She seems a bit of a weirdo, haha.
7th(what you can count on) wow I can not get this each time I see it Is it an eviction or a forced leave. Maybe you have to look like you have gone back to where you came from or something. So its some kind of letter of enforcement. I think you might have to pay something and its pretty stressful. I can kind of even see something in there to do with maybe your health or to do with medical records or something. I have a few scenarios in mind but am not sure exactly what it is about. You probably have inklings of it now anyway.
8th(the response from the males around you) someone is not happy. Maybe someone, a guy, is not happy with you making decisions to take you away from a previous line of work or involvement - he fully supports your talents and totally believes in you.
9th(response from the females around you) they are trying to soothe you.

So when I look for more info, I can read the 5th column alternatively and I think it is significant that gentleman is at the top of it and has the cards either side in those houses indicating to me that perhaps you go to see a doctor and perhaps he is confused or surprised. But most things can be read on different levels so it might also tell of you and how you have a calling with special knowledge. It is kind of inherited from somewhere but I'm not sure exactly where the inheritance is from.

Overall, in times of stress you go back to the basics of your background, your homeland and the values instilled in you, your religion, the landscape - things that reset your bearings and give you a sense of meaning across the lifespan, and the generations.

In the last three cards of the spread, it says that you will quieten down in your external interaction for awhile. You will get over this speed bump and be pretty much be back to normal in your outlook down the track and probably not too far away.

So, high priestess, I don't see so much as a something like a doctor or a witch doctor seen in dog + tree. Its a wonder why you are out of your original home as it suited you so much in your persona.

But yes, there are so many levels, layers, and perspectives in this reading - I like it and might come back to view it later just to ponder it.

But also, wow again, it kind of seems like the whole infection thing might be ill founded in this reading so - I don't know, after all my pressings to consider it and get advice on it etc - it kind of looks like you could be considered a someone who has been led astray by some hoo doo. I've looked for validation about the infection thing and I'm drawn to letter+key, so yes important letter, perhaps it is a pathology report though but I also saw it as another letter that affected where you were living. I don't know I'm confused between the layers and alternative meanings.

edit: maybe dog + tree isn't as elaborate as a witch doctor that might be your moonlighting job as dog + tree could be like a counsellor or something.

posted January 28, 2015 02:57 AM            

I would like to sit if you wont mind. My question is regarding my love life what do you see?
I have a very karmic love life.Currently seeing a guy,but I am very confused right now about what will happen in future.

posted January 28, 2015 06:38 AM            

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Originally posted by ReeseC:
Thank you for offering a reading to us all. Do you mind if we exchange? I read angel cards.

How do you see things developing between A and I? Will I have the available finances(without going into savings) to get my surgery before or in April 2015?

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Hi ReeseC,

Thanks for the offer of exchange with your angel cards - I would like to get inspiration or advice about work.

The card order:
fox, whip, heart, clover, tree, birds, mountain, fishes, cloud
flowers, child, letter, lillies, house, moon, sun, book, gentleman
garden, bear, cross, key, roads, ring, stork, rider, lady
mice, dog, scythe, coffin, snake, stars, castle, ship, anchor

The four corners:
fox in rider: you are pretty clever and probably have lots of pots on the boil so to speak.
anchor in cross: you worry a lot though it seems.
clouds in flowers: A is a little too flighty really, perhaps you can't really read what they are about and their level of interest.
mice in man: you are a fairly finely made person, kind of sensitive but hardy and able to weather many things.

First three cards:
fox(rider) + whip(clover) + heart(ship) - perhaps you are feeling in love, the butterflies in the stomach kind of love and your heart and communication channels from your heart are open - you are receptive and assertive to become involved with someone and at present A has intrigued you but they are a challenge for you I think.

The set of three with the significator:
rider(book) + lady(letter) + mice(man) - someone has stolen your heart before and you are quite willing for it to happen again. Perhaps you don't get too down about failed love - you were well loved as a child and you were well loved before this life - it is like a strong unshakeable faith in having love in your life always (has a fortunate feel to it all). I think you are probably religious, can live off peanuts, and have a fairly comfortable life - do you live with an aunty that is very cruisy, a bit alternative and very loving (has cats and odd furniture, and lives up fairly high on a hilly bit, and rarely goes 20 paces from her home? You could live their for an eternity it seems as its so comfy and secure. You probably getting your water straight off the guttering from the roof and into a bucket, its quite clean but perhaps you usually boil it for drinking and in meals. The house is on some graves but I don't think they will harm you but the kind of etheric presence that is there pulls in power from the stars - blessed children energy there and an old grandmother. Not related to you but to people near by maybe 2-3 houses down. The graves seem to be actually just about the site of their demise. It seems like the house was collapsed by a shell canon ball or bomb and then the house where you live there was built in stages by possibly your Aunty's husband. Perhaps you don't always live there either and maybe go to work somewhere for awhile and then come back for awhile but you don't like leaving the house perhaps. (Sorry, I didn't realize it was going to be one of these unusual readings and I realize that your other reading about the big baby had a strange feel to it to. I might be able to get to the bottom of it - because it has the same feel about it as a reading I once did that had a mythical kind of creature as one of the guides of the person).

The heart of the matter:
lillies(child) + house(fox) + moon(bear) - are yes now I see the surgery in moon in bear. Firstly, lillies in child is that you are a very old soul and you have like a group of beings accompanying you in life. What I would imagine to be Atlantean sort of stuff or similar is a definite and also another special existence is there. Gosh, there is a lot in this reading! I think you have been a moderator or well known person in here on this site since about 2007 mainly and perhaps even further back for a spell in 2005 and even a short amount of time when you were either teens or early 20s in 2003 (to put some years to it). I think perhaps you had some surgery in 2006 and maybe had some revisits of medical stuff every couple of years after that. I can not understand what the surgery is that is coming - it is all jokey and mixed up to me (one phrasing was that you were having your ears lowered and another phrasing said you were having a pack attached to your back (backpack?)- so I have no idea what is going on). I find it hard to marry up in my mind, gender, time frames of age and these surgery ideas - perhaps the years that I said weren't right. Plus I haven't seen the reference to the big baby yet that I saw in your other reading for me.

key(roads) + roads(mice) + ring(heart) - this talks about being on a waiting list, perhaps you know the staff at the health facility from before, and it says to me that maybe you require a balloon in your artery or perhaps are having a bypass as there was something about the vein or artery in your leg so perhaps a femoral bypass or something. . And now I see something with like maybe to do with having a clip across an aneurysm - but surely all these things are not right - I feel suspicious about the way it is delivered to me - it has an unusual feel about it and I feel I am being kept high and dry in watching this but could get into an extremely heavy experience for me if I try and look under the surface of this lightness. Perhaps it is just getting something done about some varicose veins or something.

I feel you may have to go into savings but it won't be catastrophic and you will get a large amount of it back plus extras. The biggest cost will be ongoing small things like dressings and phone calls and going back for check ups etc - this will affect your purse but more so you will be just over it all.

I can't be bothered with the rows at present.

The vertical columns of four:
(what you have to make the best of) - the whole hospital thing will cramp your lifestyle in terms of interrupting your time with friends - perhaps you have to go some distance of even fly to the place.
(what others need) - others hope and pray that you will be safe - perhaps you have to go into like a city and they will worry about you if you have to travel anywhere at night.
(what will suit the elders) They want you to try for a half price something maybe its an economy bed/room situation for the surgery. Also they would like you to take cake, sweets, drinks, and token gifts in for the healthcare staff and the doctors so that they will do their very best for you. The token gifts would be like paper money or maybe little silver painted figurines.
(what can not be negotiated) is that everything will go very well. You will have a model outcome and pathway through the whole thing. You may even be in the paper or on some communication about things which you won't really like (could even be this, sorry, maybe too in depth).
(where you may slip up) even though things have been told to you now that things will go well, you must follow all instructions and advice as practicably as possible. You will feel like crap for a few days after though and still feel a bit fuzzy in your head once you are home. You'll need to boost yourself up with some soups and gravy type meals. Perhaps some people will think you jumped the gun on getting this surgery and that you didn't really need it. Perhaps that is true to some extent but you didn't like some kind of results and got at least one professional to agree that it was better to get it sooner rather than later. Perhaps you have a lot of medical knowledge from over the years. It seems that where you live, patients can request such intense surgery if they have the money. Over here in Australia, I don't think that would happen generally.
(where the future lies) A does not really seem to be in the future. Perhaps you get miffed about something and move on without batting too much of an eyelid - their loss you might think. They could come back into your life down the track when they are older though. You may have some kind of business with importing or whatever, dental products or something like that for a few years.
(what you can count on) You can count on good treatment, but you will get so bored. I looked for something to relieve the boredom and it looked like maybe you can do some paperwork things for the hospital staff - so I'm not sure if you knew them there from working with them perhaps or what is going on. There's also something you can watch either on tv or streamed into a computer but you don't have many options. What you do watch you will look forward to but it is only a few times a day - the news and maybe it is a serial or a documentary that has you enthralled.
(the response from the males around you) the urge is to go by road rather than air to get to the hospital and to try to get someone to drop you in some burgers and so on for meals.
(the response from the females around you)
they worry about different stories about what could happen like you might get part of your leg chopped out or they will hit you on the head while you are asleep to make your stay in hospital longer or something like that, or they'll push you over when you are recovering so you need to be their longer or have something else fixed.

Good luck with your surgery The cards were quite definite about good outcomes. Hope I haven't spooked you with the other stuff. The atmospheric presence at your aunty's home seems to promote good things and has a protective quality like as if those who died became like saints.

posted January 28, 2015 09:44 AM            

clouds in flowers: A is a little too flighty really, perhaps you can't really read what they are about and their level of interest.
you are receptive and assertive to become involved with someone and at present A has intrigued you but they are a challenge for you I think.*(where the future lies) A does not really seem to be in the future. Perhaps you get miffed about something and move on without batting too much of an eyelid - their loss you might think. They could come back into your life down the track when they are older though.
This is very true. I can't really tell where he is at because he is so busy with everything, and he is sooo secretive with his emotions. He is a challenge for me because typically I'm a hit with the opposite sex, but he is a different breed, I suppose. I have a strong feeling he will be in and out of my life forever, so we will see. He has to get it together first.

First three cards:
fox(rider) + whip(clover) + heart(ship) - perhaps you are feeling in love, the butterflies in the stomach kind of love and your heart and communication channels from your heart are open
The set of three with the significator:
rider(book) + lady(letter) + mice(man) - someone has stolen your heart before and you are quite willing for it to happen again. Perhaps you don't get too down about failed love - you were well loved as a child and you were well loved before this life - it is like a strong unshakeable faith in having love in your life always (has a fortunate feel to it all).
I'm surprised that you picked up on this. That's exactly how I feel; I have sooo much love to give in this world, and I'm just looking to unleash it. I don't let failed love get me down, because I believe its literally more love out there. I was raised very loved, very sheltered so that's true.

(Sorry, I didn't realize it was going to be one of these unusual readings and I realize that your other reading about the big baby had a strange feel to it to. I might be able to get to the bottom of it - because it has the same feel about it as a reading I once did that had a mythical kind of creature as one of the guides of the person).Firstly, lillies in child is that you are a very old soul and you have like a group of beings accompanying you in life. What I would imagine to be Atlantean sort of stuff or similar is a definite and also another special existence is there.
I'm not sure how to answer this honestly. I have been told since I was a kid that I was "blessed",(my family is very religious)and divinely protected by angels(they say I literally have a football team of Angels surrounding me, and IQ told me I had a divine blessing from birth given to me from my father), so maybe that relates to the "beings" that surround me. Another reader said I had the soul of an ascended master(lol), but she never explained how she came to that conclusion. Atlantis is on my SN with a bunch of asteroids like Kaali, and a bunch of Angels. Also, Grand water trine with Karma in. Pisces, Sirius/DNA,Jupiter,Chiron in Cancer, and Muricia,Pluto,lillith,Juno in Scorpio whatever this means. .

I think you are probably religious, can live off peanuts, and have a fairly comfortable life - do you live with an aunty that is very cruisy, a bit alternative and very loving (has cats and odd furniture, and lives up fairly high on a hilly bit, and rarely goes 20 paces from her home? You could live their for an eternity it seems as its so comfy and secure. You probably getting your water straight off the guttering from the roof and into a bucket, its quite clean but perhaps you usually boil it for drinking and in meals. The house is on some graves but I don't think they will harm you but the kind of etheric presence that is there pulls in power from the stars - blessed children energy there and an old grandmother. Not related to you but to people near by maybe 2-3 houses down. The graves seem to be actually just about the site of their demise. It seems like the house was collapsed by a shell canon ball or bomb and then the house where you live there was built in stages by possibly your Aunty's husband. Perhaps you don't always live there either and maybe go to work somewhere for awhile and then come back for awhile but you don't like leaving the house perhaps.
I'm not really sure what this means either as I don't believe anybody died near me or in my home, but maybe it pertains to my above statement. I do live on a hill though at my mommy's house, and it is very peaceful there. Not Bilbo Baggins New Zealand peaceful, but it is surrounded by beautiful scenery and positive energy-my Grandmother's house is the same way.

Gosh, there is a lot in this reading! I think you have been a moderator or well known person in here on this site since about 2007 mainly and perhaps even further back for a spell in 2005 and even a short amount of time when you were either teens or early 20s in 2003 (to put some years to it).
I joined here in 2013 when I was 22, because someone on another forum lead me here.

The heart of the matter:
lillies(child) + house(fox) + moon(bear) - are yes now I see the surgery in moon in bear.I think perhaps you had some surgery in 2006 and maybe had some revisits of medical stuff every couple of years after that. I can not understand what the surgery is that is coming - it is all jokey and mixed up to me (one phrasing was that you were having your ears lowered and another phrasing said you were having a pack attached to your back (backpack?)- so I have no idea what is going on).
key(roads) + roads(mice) + ring(heart) - this talks about being on a waiting list, perhaps you know the staff at the health facility from before, and it says to me that maybe you require a balloon in your artery or perhaps are having a bypass as there was something about the vein or artery in your leg so perhaps a femoral bypass or something. . And now I see something with like maybe to do with having a clip across an aneurysm - but surely all these things are not right - I feel suspicious about the way it is delivered to me - it has an unusual feel about it and I feel I am being kept high and dry in watching this but could get into an extremely heavy experience for me if I try and look under the surface of this lightness. Perhaps it is just getting something done about some varicose veins or something.
I had an augmentation surgery in 2013, nothing major

I feel you may have to go into savings but it won't be catastrophic and you will get a large amount of it back plus extras. The biggest cost will be ongoing small things like dressings and phone calls and going back for check ups etc - this will affect your purse but more so you will be just over it all. (what you have to make the best of) - the whole hospital thing will cramp your lifestyle in terms of interrupting your time with friends - perhaps you have to go some distance of even fly to the place.
I was hoping that the return on investment would come before I put out the money to invest on a new surgery. lol I do have a feeling though, that I will be spending money on flights, check-ups, so this is correct.

Good luck with your surgery The cards were quite definite about good outcomes. Hope I haven't spooked you with the other stuff. The atmospheric presence at your aunty's home seems to promote good things and has a protective quality like as if those who died became like saints.
I tried to find stuff about the big baby in the spread and there was stuff in birds, then house, roads, snake but I can not read it other than it seems like a sperm cell perhaps crossing tied tubes or an egg crossing the tubes. But it wont be an ectopic pregnancy. The child, probably a male will have sisters so maybe they are already around. I'm not sure about any further about this in this reading. It is sort of inconclusive. And I hope it won't freak you out. I'm not sure exactly of the details.
Thank you, this seems very encouraging. btw, you're reading didn't freak me out at all. It kind of gave me faery folklore vibes for some reason honestly. Not sure why though. Btw, the guy I wanted to ask about what D instead of A sorry.

posted January 29, 2015 02:32 AM            

Gosh I was way off with some stuff especially the dates with being on this site.

I couldn't really understand the surgery stuff and that was the closest I could get to what it seemed like to me.

posted January 29, 2015 03:52 AM            

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Originally posted by pixieangel:
Hi Chryseis,
What is yet to come this year-love(is m in the picture), work(will I finally get paid what I deserve)? I am a female. Thank you.

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Hi pixie,

The card order:
birds, coffin, gentleman, clover, ring, tree, book, snake, fishes
gentleman, sun, lillies, roads, flowers, anchor, stork, ship, castle
heart, mice, fox, moon, whip, letter, house, rider, cross, garden, mountain, scythe, stars, dog, child, key, bear, clouds

The four corners:
(where you are at) birds in rider - you seem stressed, maybe even have trouble swallowing due to holding your throat, jaw and upper body tightly. Perhaps you like to feel you have things in control. You may feel like others are working against you or undermining your position.
(the cross to bear)clouds in cross - basically you are pretty sick of and fed up with things. It feels like you need a break. Perhaps you could come back after a break into a bit of a different role with less responsibility. You feel like you have been pushed to spread yourself a bit thinly and cover a lot of things.
(what is apparently so) fishes in flowers - I think coming up soon is a celebration probably related to money like gifts/bonuses. Maybe its just a promotional thing but there is a bit of an excitement about it.
(what is meant to be) garden in gentleman - do you have a son that might be graduating or similar? Or perhaps it is some modification with a washing machine/laundry set up which is an improvement. If it is at work it might be a new screen/monitor with a different networking/gateway thing that is an improvement.

First three cards:
birds(rider) + coffin(clover) + gentleman(ship) - this is a difficult time for you it seems, there is a lot of pressured expectations. A lot of hard work and it makes me think that Pluto and Saturn are heavily impacting your chart by transits. Perhaps you really like one of your superiors, one of the big guys in your place of work. But I think he is married and very tied up with stuff. If I look for M in this I feel like he is kind of hanging around waiting for an opening but it feels like you are a bit star crossed to be together. You do actually seem to be getting ripped off here though. Could be one of those cases where the a woman is not paid as much as a man doing the same job. Either that or they are trying to load higher duty jobs onto you though because you are under a particular job title you get paid to that title not to the extra responsibilities they are tacking on.

The three cards with the significator:
fishes(flowers) + lady(scythe) + sun(whip) - I think you will be one of the main people who will be doing something with opening a room/place you may get some kind of improvement with this and could be due to more traffic to it or something and the improvement to you will be perhaps relief because it runs smoothly.

'the heart of the matter'
roads(child) + flowers(fox) + anchor(bear) - in the scheme of things when compared with the rest of the population it does seem a secure job with perhaps good superannuation paid.
moon(roads) + whip(mice) + letter(heart) + you possibly have been in contact with M on and off, maybe you don't want him to know something like an investment or about a development at work like with the new screen or whatever it is. I think he really likes you and you like him but maybe you shut him out due to something he did or you didn't like about him. It feels like it will be difficult for you to reconcile and be more involved though. You may see each other but then something seems to blast you apart again perhaps. Partially it will be his fault then because perhaps he is annoyed about something. It kind of seems you are attached to him but you could take him or leave him. I think later in the year you will have more romance again but it might be with another guy. I think M might get involved with someone else. There is a bit of a pull me push you feel about you and M - maybe it is a Mars-Saturn aspect in synastry or similar.

The vertical columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of) you might feel like your handbag shoes and clothing are becoming well worn.
2nd(what others need) others really look forward to your company/input on a night time internet site - or perhaps you go to an internet café
3rd(what will suit the elders)perhaps the elders would like you to meet a regular person like one of your cousins or maybe it is be more involved with some of your cousins generally. Perhaps they think family can support you in life and you might meet people through family or hear of opportunities through family. Perhaps too someone thought you should have been a teacher.
4th(what can not be negotiated) You are really appreciated and someone higher up depends on you and maybe leans on you a bit too much - I think this is the problem. They are getting paid more but they shuffle some of their worries and responsibilities along to you and they feel like a guy.
5th(where you might slip up)It feels like you are already married and have pushed it aside perhaps. It feels like this may be where acceptance of your fortune and improvements lie.
6th(where the future lies) Is a child trying to keep you involved and responding in the family - have you detached yourself a bit. Is the child trying to hold the family together.
7th(what you can count on) I think you would benefit from therapy with a good therapist. It is like you switched off - perhaps there is a richness in the relationships you have brushed aside. It kind of feels like you would have a better and more comfortable lifestyle remaining in your shared home and marriage, I think it is. It feels like there is wealth there and you can regenerate your relationship and be a close couple that has a lot in common.
7th(the response from the males around you) perhaps they kind of flirt but you are getting older and they are shifting their attention to younger females (typical, haha). Perhaps they are try to talk to you about your son/child and family.
8th(the response from the women around you) mixed, some really like interaction with you and some are a bit snipey and jealous. Most feel a solidarity with you regarding struggling along through the ups and downs of life.

posted January 29, 2015 03:58 AM            

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Originally posted by jenny415:
I would love one Chrrisis! Thank you. My question is, what can I expect this year? Thank you.

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Hi jenny,
I missed yours and will look at it tomorrow most likely.