posted March 07, 2015 09:12 PM            

[QUOTE]Originally posted by Chryseis:

The four corners:
(where you are at) castle in man - there something of a bit of a downer going on, it is like you might feel you have a cross against you.
(the cross to bear) mountain in cross - perhaps you have a disability and it is obvious or well known.
(what is apparently so) anchor in flowers - this has a good feel, I think you have some kind of relationship going and others think you are a good match but you have your reservations - perhaps you have turned your nose up to the interested person - they don't seem deterred by that though.
(what is meant to be) garden in man - maybe you are fighting some kind of addiction which kind of feels attached to you in some way but generally I think it is you were looking for something to save you/deliver you but really you need to experience your self deeper instead of running from the reality of your actual self - it is very deep and would probably partially be resolved by a talented therapist.
Yes, we are a good match, that part is correct. However, I haven't turned my nose up on it, I'm actually wanting more commitment, maybe that's the downer? Also, I don't have any additions or deep fear of experience the reality of myself. In contrast, I actually feel very comfortable in my own skin and have spent a lot of time making sure that I am true to myself and am not influenced by other's opinions or views of me.

The first three cards:
castle(rider) + heart(clover) + mice(ship) - you perhaps shoot yourself in the foot before you start. Maybe you don't expect things to work out, you don't really know yourself and you get all hung up on the slightest thing - often you don't let others be themselves either like parents/mother. You would like yourself to be what you have mentally imaged and you are denying yourself. People really like you, but you don't like you and this makes you not like others unless they fit with your mental image of yourself. So you give out some very confusing messages. Intimacy would be an issue because real intimacy requires that the two people show and reveal their true selves and emotional energy. When your emotional energy starts revealing who you really are you shut everything down and throw up the poster of - "I'm having a major psychological depressive crisis so back off and just do what I tell you to do" and basically you're scared sh*tless of you and the other person potentially stumbling on the full realization of who you are - which you keep trying to push down and hide away.
In this section, the only part that resonates is that I do have a certain standard of the type of people I will allow in my lives, but I think this is a good thing. I expect friends to be loyal and trustworthy and have fairly strong moral compasses.

The three cards with the significator (I'll do both)
sun(bear) +lady(stars) + rider(stork) - you have been a good looking child who held a lot of promise. People started to become suspicious of you when you started doing crazy things in the name of something creative or just to be dramatic. You've ripped yourself of with your hiding yourself away. When the real you couldn't produce according to your mental images/ideals you turned your back on progress with normal developments.
This section doesn't resonate at all.

anchor(flowers) + man(scythe) + birds(whip) - you worry, worry, worry almost feverishly, as you are almost panicking - nothing is going right - perhaps you feel you are approaching past the use by date in some respects. People walk up to you and you wonder if it is because they think you are famous - in some ways you have become kind of in a mental prison of your own delusions. You need to shock yourself out of your attachment to fantasies of self and accept the real person - having dreams are one thing but this is something different. You perhaps contemplate self harm of a terminal nature - for this I would urge you to not continue along this line of thinking - better to be brave and allow the real you - don't waste yourself - its a scary idea to let yourself out and be seen but it is the most fulfilling path for you - challenging though. Stop commiserating about your 'has-been' images of what you would like to project as you. Better to project the actual you - takes guts - don't wimp out - you need a good strong analyst though I think because otherwise you will get caught up in your defense mechanisms, resistance, and transferences.
This section doesn't really resonate either. I have never contemplated terminating my life, nor do I worry feverishly to the point of panic. I do worry from time to time about getting older and not having achieved certain things in my life that I want, so in that sense the 'expiration date' portion of the reading resonates.

The heart of the matter:
fox(child) + ship(fox) + sun(bear) - you have forgotten something about yourself - probably from about the age of 5 - you are naturally a good entertainer.
fishes(roads) + snake(mice) + stars(heart) - this is an interesting combo of cards and houses. I'm not sure if I can read it right but it really feels like an awareness is really really cranky - I can't determine what it is but it feels like a higher version of you is so p*ssed off at me making you aware of this. This higher awareness within you is so full of hatred at the paltry nature of a regular human or your own human self. The higher awareness came in like a volition in a massive hurry at the time of birth of more like around the time of birth(not sure whether it was before or after). Once that awareness settled into the person of who your human self is they went into a slumber. You would probably seem quite different now to what you were as a small child to your parents. When this kind of misnomer zoomed in from what feels like the cosmos - they were very energised about themselves and had a chaotic nature that could do great things for good or 'bad'. When they woke up from their slumber they became 'you' as they merged with your human self. They are looking at me now in a way - and don't seem very impressed. It is very complex and I hesitate to tell more in case I misread the nuances, reasons and situation. When they were zooming from somewhere out in space, the personality was very selfish and fought for the arrival into your human body - they are you and are not you - though I don't fully understand the full meaning of it all - I have looked for support in this and I am aware of some kind of metaphysical mystery - there is a degree of salvation within the context of it all. You will be in fact be 'delivered' and to do this you focus on both your mother's love and your heart's desire (a close knit family/connection with friends) - which is ultimately the strength of a mountain - and I saw something akin to Moses and the mountain). Perhaps for you there is a Christ consciousness here - though it is a consciousness that is not particular to Christianity. You are close but you need to reside in the temple of your soul/self - wow there is heaps of stuff on how to do this but there is a false god's feel to it - so I'm not sure about the whole thing here and am not now sure what is going on. There is a dual type of consciousness - one destructive and one oriented to peace. I'm not sure of the details, anyway don't panic with what I have said - just don't give up on an innate strength within you - definitely have to believe in yourself.
This section I didn't understand.

The vertical columns of four:
(what you have to put up with) you need to overcome something
(what others need) little things like just going to the shop for like your mother or other people close to you
(what will suit the elders) interesting - I can't really determine it clearly though
(what can not be negotiated) another interesting thing that I can't really give you a clear idea on
(where you may slip up) you could do something stupid
(where the future lies) difficult to actually determine exactly and I wouldn't want to misread it
(what you can count on) I'm hesitant to give my idea of this, and I can't read the next two columns succinctly either.

posted March 07, 2015 11:21 PM            

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Originally posted by Chryseis:
Hi L&L,

6 readings to go on this thread and I might be able to skip some of those by the look of it.

So what does the near future have for you in terms of job, house and particularly life partner.

The card order:
snake, book, scythe, mountain, moon, key, ring, fishes, roads, ship, scythe, child, stars, cross, flowers, coffin, castle, bear
lillies, letter, stork, fox, heart, house, clover, gentleman, whip
dog, tree, sun, rider, mice, clouds, lady, garden, birds

The four corners:
(where you are at) snake in rider - you are right into esoteric subjects/oracles etc and fairly untrusting of others.
(the cross to bear) birds in cross - you could potentially make a lot of money - you've pushed the thought aside because you say it doesn't give much return but if you set it up right, a dollar a pop or similar would add up to a lot if your click into the right way of systemising things - probably through the internet.
(what is apparently so)roads in flowers - you are over conventional work and commuting.
(what is meant to be)dog in gentleman - your view of a potential partner is limited and this view is limiting the attraction of one.

The first three cards:
snake(rider) + book(clover) + anchor(ship) - perhaps you have subjugated your dating or relationship efforts for LL or for your communications with others. It is true that you have a destiny with revealing secrets to others to some extent even if it is only in the short term future. I think eventually though, you could change work or maybe it is just location, to work with a bank, superannuation, or insurance or similar.

The set of three with the significator:
clouds(key) + lady(fishes) + garden(anchor) - perhaps you will relook at the readings idea as a money making venture. You have your reservations due to thinking it doesn't fit with you culturally. Even if it is only a part time business.

The heart of the matter:
stars(child) + cross(fox) + flowers(bear) - no real opportunity for life partner in the near future. You have a very controlled kind of resistance that you give out and only a very few would cross the semi-permeable membrane to you.

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fox(roads) + heart(mice) + house(heart) - you do have some health issues - stress, I think it is. To many details and accounts does your head in. It has been a profitable business for you though, your current work or what you are trained in and also what you give you time to as far as readings go, has profit potential. Your previous work has set you up to some degree and has the potential to do more.

The vertical columns of four:
1st(what you have to make the best of) There are changes in your community, perhaps it is the internet café you once used or similar things to that and it is placing a strain on you.
2nd(what others need) Someone around you, maybe a guy, thinks you should go out more and be more available. He feels like he has an issue with one of his legs.
3rd(what will suit the elders) This is too complex for me to read. Whoever this or these elders are, they have lots of advice based on what they read and hear and they have like hundreds of tips for you in life - but it is like a congestion for me to read.
4th(what can not be negotiated) You will eventually have to go back to work in order to achieve your house dreams.
5th(where you may slip up) you could become a spinster due to your insular, and overly self contained approach to life. I see something to do with albums, perhaps you could be part of a music appreciation forum or write in a magazine - you could get over committed to it though.
6th(where the future lies) I feel you are in a flood zone where you live - make sure you think about this when buying somewhere in the future or at least make sure you have insurance etc.
7th(what you can count on) You will have an opportunity for a life partner but it may not be for awhile and feels like in your late 30s if you pass that one up you could have another when you are around 50. The next one would be worth it to go into even if only emotionally so you don't completely shut down to others. I think there will be a big annoying problem though, like they come part and parcel with their mother.
(the response from the males around you) advice on reading and conducting the readings business perhaps. And other males, perhaps a boss/manager will want you back in your job.
(the response from the females around you) they think you are missing all the sales in shopping by keeping yourself indoors and otherwise occupied.

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posted March 08, 2015 12:15 AM            

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Originally posted by Spritualjourney:
Thank you Chryseis, sorry about the delayed feedback. Parts of the reading resonate, while others don't and there's parts that I find confusing. Perhaps the Universe doesn't want me to know?

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Thanks for the feedback

posted March 08, 2015 12:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Love&Light:
Hey chryseis your reading resonated very well. All 3 aspects. I am little wary of people nowadays so that could be the reason of creating that thin membrane. Workwise, yes I am already into a job connnected with banking and do readings on LL, just like everyone else. Nothing professional about it. But my intuition seems to be working well alright. As far as house is concerned I am wondering whether to shift and where. And yes you are right about the flood area part. Overall your reading was good. Very good. Everything fitted.

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Thanks for your responses