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posted January 11, 2015 07:53 AM            

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mincey,

mountain - bouquet - rider

Yes, but after a delay, and probably through the help/ assistance of someone else.

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posted January 11, 2015 07:54 AM            

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This was my intention btw, that I asked my mom to come with me.
With her being there I think it wll be easier to detach, even though of course the recent events will be fresh on my mind.

My next question also would be how our interaction will develop from hereon?
will it result in total ignorance, or will we find away to reasonable deal with each other.

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posted January 11, 2015 07:55 AM            

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Need to get my career started- it's already been delayed!

Thank you Ceri- just give me a shout out when you want a read.

EDIT: just read you hv another q- on it.

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posted January 11, 2015 07:56 AM            

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I just did, did you see it?

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posted January 11, 2015 07:58 AM            

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my question- how are my applications being received? I've been send applications for my masters and they all pretty much say the same thing- give or take a paragraph about the program.

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posted January 11, 2015 08:01 AM            

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king of pents
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page of cups,. .

for now it's silence- too much focus on work, and then there will be a sudden welcomed change- this communication will be unexpected and out of the blue. However, I think the page of cups is always communication with romantic strings attached. I think there is more to come, and it wont be complete silence.

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posted January 11, 2015 08:09 AM            

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if it is not complete silence I am relieved.
I mean he probably needs to process me talking to him to begin with. As i did not even talked to him when this remark of me driving him crazy was being made, Instead I just went into paralysis.

So me coming up to him was a HUGE leap I think. Also I might have done it before a year or so ago, but that was BEFORE all of that appreciative signals he sent into my direction, even though they might have been more playful than anything.
But I simply did not respond at all.

I did however become a little more active on his facebook, and since november or so he had been uncharaceristically responsive to me there, too.

But well I never even really thought it meant too much.
But now I guess the way I talked to him was unusually straightforward for my part, and he hasn`t known me like that. I usually come up as the Highpriestess in spreads that describe me from his perspective. lol

Anyway of course now that we really talked, and not just in the glamourizing darkish light between stage and audience, I do fear I might simply not be what he expected me to be and that he simply might not like me anymore.

Anyway I will get my cards out for you.

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posted January 11, 2015 08:14 AM            

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Magician - 3 of wands - 2 of swords

I think they will be approved of positively, and that they see your potential and great intellectual capacities, but they will still take thehir time to come to a decision and it might mean you will to have to wait some more.

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posted January 11, 2015 08:18 AM            

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Sweet Ceri...just wanted to pop in to say hi and say I'm thinking about you. I'm sorry that Friday didn't necessarily go as planned, but from what I read you made a HUGE leap by breaking the silence game and talking to him. No matter what his response, you should be very proud of yourself. The cards Mincey pulled clearly indicates the emotional turmoil he's in. Remember, he a guy....guy's go silent when they get freaked out and need to figure out their s**t. I'm going to tell you want EVERYBODY keeps telling me...."trust yourself and trust the process". Your fear is manifesting through his fears-remember that. You did good ❤️

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posted January 11, 2015 08:20 AM            

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Thank you Ceri

The waiting game is killing me!

I agree with Tgem.

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