posted May 23, 2016 11:31 PM            

Now speaking of your chart, you do have a pickier personality. Scorpio moon, Venus in Capricorn, Aquarius sun all are very intense placements. Sag Asc oral do known for not being easily attached. You should use your sag Asc and Scorpio moon, go on some adventure, do something you're passionate about and then your career and relationships will fall in place. You clearly want someone to challenge you and Saturn on your 1st house as well as the current transit is telling you to think carefully about who you are. After your Saturn return you will be a lot better ...

posted May 24, 2016 01:01 AM            

It's going to take a lot of self-love, self-hugs, self acceptance and forgiveness... Feel your feelings. ... Like someone already said, when you've experience SUCH pain in your life, Be MUST become Kind to yourself.... After a while, cup by cup of David Blessing David, (letting the dross wash down and away), you will eventually step your way OUT of the well of despairs, and find the bucket of Hope available to you.

I'm thinking of that story, where a little donkey was a the bottom of a well. People kept dumping buckets and buckets and buckets of dirt on him, and he thought they were trying to hurt him. But eventually, the dirt raised the floor of the well, to the point that the little donkey could step out.... Sometimes life can feel like it's dumping on you like that, too. Learn to step, and step, and step.

It takes buckets and bushels... Tears and crying, and letting go of grief layer after grief layers... but eventually you'll have seasons of clearing and better times. Love Yourself, David. When you're down there in the well, Love Yourself. Find the Greatest Love of All... in you. (And you'll attract the right kind of love you want.)

You mention wanting to be an Entertainer. I went to your Instagram, and saw the two comical videos you did! ... Reminded me of Patch Adams. Did you ever see his biographical movie? He had had depression, and went to the hospital for treatment. While he was inpatient, he found he had a talent for helping people, using his laughter and Care.

(topic) Patch Adams (Official Trailer) [2:05] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZqGA1ldvYE

Red Nose Day?? ... He entertained children (and adults) dressed with a Clown-prop on his nose. I saw your funny video... and could see you doing some kind of Volunteering to help abused or abandoned children, perhaps? (Just an idea, for some time down the line....)

Smaller children can give some of the BEST Hugs, David. So Much Love pours out of their little Hearts. You can give to them, what you were denied for your self. Sometimes, when you give out to people like that, you'll find that The Universe (God) also feeds YOU the Love as you channeling out that Love to Others. Aim the hose, and YOU'll get wet, too!

The Children are Our Future... Your InnerChild, and Outside Children who Love. Join a Group of People who love Children-- there will be an ambience of Love for you to partake in. Give Give Give... Step your way out of that well.

(music) The Greatest Love Of All (Whitney Houston, lyrics) [4:53] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRX4ip6PVoo

Patch Adams had a Saggi Ascendant, too! Mars in his 4th. You have Sun in Aquarius, he had a Sun-Uranus in air Gemini. ... Zany and creative brilliant man.
http://www.astro.com/astro-databank/Adams%2C_Patch

posted June 14, 2016 07:09 PM            

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Stop mulling over who you never are or will be.

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@mirage29: I watched Patch Adams after Robin Williams died because I admired him a lot, and watched it again after I read your post a couple of weeks ago. Though I am not always comfortable in the presence of children now, I can definitely see myself helping them in some way down the line.