posted April 24, 2016 10:00 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Ah.. I see *sits down*.... I don't know what you just said but I understood the healer part. Are you saying that I could be a healer? I mean.. well I heard it before a couple of times but I never really asked much.

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Well, I am not so qualified in astrology to suggest a professional path safely and with absolute certainty, but with the yod in combination with Chiron, I think it's obvious that you have talents in this domain, spiritual I mean.
As for the yod explanation, I really can't explain it very well further, because yods are really difficult to explain in the first place lol! I mean, it's so difficult to find info on them and understand them fully, so that you can analyze them. Moreover, I am not a native speaker either, so this gets more difficult..I can't be so fluent and analyze it more, sorry
But I'll try to find some useful links for you tomorrow, so that you understand it a bit more by reading them!
What I have to add about the yod anyway is that Mercury (mind, communication, memory), Moon (feelings) and Uranus (originality, break-throughs, progressive thinking and so much more) are connected in your chart. Uranus gives strong intuition, but the intuition it gives is a bit different from what we mean by the word intuition in everyday life. The intuition of Uranus comes more like flashes, it's not like the gut feeling I mean. This can give a mind that has flashes of images or even voices, just as in your case..This is just a thought of course, but your yod is pretty impressive, actually you have 2 of them, maybe you should consult a professional you can trust to analyze them properly?

posted April 24, 2016 10:22 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Thanks Mar. Not sure about the feelings like I told the other person. lol

What I'm asking about is my psychic abilities, mostly. I wanted to know did I had the ability since I was very small because of the voice I heard when I was little.

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What do you mean with this? "Not sure about the feelings" I didn't understand. Which is your "disagreement"/second thougths here?

posted April 24, 2016 10:29 PM            

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Originally posted by mar1982delta:

What do you mean with this? "Not sure about the feelings" I didn't understand. Which is your "disagreement"/second thougths here?

I know you are asking about your psychic abilities and that's what I tried to answer, I have more to comment tomorrow, I am going to sleep now, because it's really late, lol!
Be back tomorrow with more about your abilities, hopefully I'll help at some point, lol! I mean if this wasn't so much of a help in your opinion

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Sorry I don't know half the things you say about my chart lol that's why I keep asking questions.

I misread what you said lol

posted April 24, 2016 10:32 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Sorry I don't know half the things you say about my chart lol that's why I keep asking questions.

I misread what you said lol

even if you can't give me anymore information, it's okay

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posted April 25, 2016 12:03 AM            

Asteroid Laocoon at 28 scorpio, conjunct your Spirit exactly. Possibly this adds more power to the Kassandra Spirit conjunction. I don’t know much about Laocoon but he was a seer and Trojan prince. He correctly warned about the Trojan horse but it looks like he wasn’t believed either.

Apollo and Kaali conjunct 2-3 degrees Leo. Apollo is the Greek God of prophecy and healing, amongst other things. I think Kaali has to do with your Kundalini, your qi energy, your essence. It may mean that the qualities of Apollo (healing, prophecy) are something you naturally express, or what others can see in you.

Re Chiron conjunct Ascendant, in the 12th house - I went to read up on it and people have different interpretations. I liked what I read on the Heal with Astrology website which sounds relevant to your situation. Quote: “When Chiron appears in your 12th House it marks a wounding of your unconscious and often a rift or fracture in your relationship with source, spirit, god. With this placement you may feel abandoned or betrayed by god but still have a deep and persistent draw towards helping others connect to source and learn to live cooperatively with spirit and spiritual energy. You may struggle with feeling authentic in your life because when talking to others you encourage them to trust and connect with source but in your own life you have developed a mistrust of source and feel abandoned by spirit. You likely have intense and powerful psychic gifts but may find it difficult to apply them to your own life. Many people with this placement are practitioners in metaphysics. This placement would make an excellent psychic, medium, energy healer etc. Because the 12th house is also often the house of what is hidden it is also possible with this placement that you hide your connection to spirit in totality. It tends to go one way or the other; either you hide your connection to spirit and focus on your spiritual woundedness or you hide your spiritual woundedness and focus on your connection with spirit. Either way your connection to spirit exists within a persistent duality and you are likely hiding one side of it or the other.”

I think this agrees with the previous posters. Chiron the wounded healer could heal others but not himself. Even though you doubt yourself and your abilities you do have them and they are helpful to others. Maybe these abilities could be expressed and by healing/helping others you heal yourself and the unconscious wound that you carry.

posted April 25, 2016 09:01 AM            

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Originally posted by Magikaal:
Hi again,
I found a few more asteroid aspects which are supposed to be relevant to psychic abilities. May need help with interpretations though.

Asteroid Laocoon at 28 scorpio, conjunct your Spirit exactly. Possibly this adds more power to the Kassandra Spirit conjunction. I don’t know much about Laocoon but he was a seer and Trojan prince. He correctly warned about the Trojan horse but it looks like he wasn’t believed either.

Apollo and Kaali conjunct 2-3 degrees Leo. Apollo is the Greek God of prophecy and healing, amongst other things. I think Kaali has to do with your Kundalini, your qi energy, your essence. It may mean that the qualities of Apollo (healing, prophecy) are something you naturally express, or what others can see in you.

Re Chiron conjunct Ascendant, in the 12th house - I went to read up on it and people have different interpretations. I liked what I read on the Heal with Astrology website which sounds relevant to your situation. Quote: “When Chiron appears in your 12th House it marks a wounding of your unconscious and often a rift or fracture in your relationship with source, spirit, god. With this placement you may feel abandoned or betrayed by god but still have a deep and persistent draw towards helping others connect to source and learn to live cooperatively with spirit and spiritual energy. You may struggle with feeling authentic in your life because when talking to others you encourage them to trust and connect with source but in your own life you have developed a mistrust of source and feel abandoned by spirit. You likely have intense and powerful psychic gifts but may find it difficult to apply them to your own life. Many people with this placement are practitioners in metaphysics. This placement would make an excellent psychic, medium, energy healer etc. Because the 12th house is also often the house of what is hidden it is also possible with this placement that you hide your connection to spirit in totality. It tends to go one way or the other; either you hide your connection to spirit and focus on your spiritual woundedness or you hide your spiritual woundedness and focus on your connection with spirit. Either way your connection to spirit exists within a persistent duality and you are likely hiding one side of it or the other.”

I think this agrees with the previous posters. Chiron the wounded healer could heal others but not himself. Even though you doubt yourself and your abilities you do have them and they are helpful to others. Maybe these abilities could be expressed and by healing/helping others you heal yourself and the unconscious wound that you carry.

Does this help? I’m tired, so will have to stop here.

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Interesting this is alot of stuff to take in lol.

When you said "spirit, God" do you mean my religion? I cant say I'm wounded but I am not very religious like my mom. I try to hide the fact that i like doing stuff like this. I want to develop into becoming a medium/psychic. I know a while back people said that I'm so type of healer, that I help others. That what makes me very happy. But for some reason i cant seem to help myself but only the people thats around me and that's what makes me keep doing what I'm doing.

I try to do psychic readings without cards or other items but it seems that its very tough and hard to do so. I try to make it happen but it doesn't go that way. I just have to wait until it comes to me naturally without rushing.

I will read over what you said and try to process it because what you said make sense.

posted April 26, 2016 11:27 AM            

If it makes you feel very happy and you are not doing any harm and people give you positive feedback then I think you should keep doing it. Especially if people say you are helping them. I really liked the way you worded this. It was very sweet.

For me, religion and spirituality have different connotations. Spirit I think refers to spirituality, the connection to the Higher Self, God, the Universe, people have different names for this. Essentially the belief in a Higher Power that is outside your ego-self. Religion is something that is essentially man-made in an attempt to represent this spirituality on Earth. From what I have observed during my lifetime, many organized religions have an element of corruption woven in them. I was brought up Catholic and can't get excommunicated fast enough because I am so disgusted by what they've done. I won't tell you what to believe, that's up to you but it looks kind of similar to what you said, kind of.

If I had to make an educated guess, the asteroid spirit is prominently emphasized in the chart of a highly spiritual person. You sound like a spiritual person, judging by what I read in your last post.

Quote: "I try to do psychic readings without cards or other items but it seems that its very tough and hard to do so. I try to make it happen but it doesn't go that way. I just have to wait until it comes to me naturally without rushing."
That sounds pretty normal to me. And practice makes perfect, as they say.

Do you do any meditation? Have you read autobiographies of psychics/mediums? I've read a couple and typically, they showed all these abilities and had to practice in secret because their families would not believe/approve of them. The one I'm thinking about was by Rosemary Altea but I'm sure there are others. Maybe you can find some of these books and see what the life of a psychic is like. Another one I'm thinking of is Alison Dubois, who I think is a really gifted psychic but she was able to express hers more openly (been a while since I read these).

posted April 26, 2016 12:51 PM            

Thanks for your response.

I was raised as a Christian. My mom believe in psychic's and stuff but she doesn't want me getting in to stuff like that. I still worship God but I don't follow the rules of the bible. It just seems to me that some things doesn't make sense when it comes to my religion. I still haven't told my mom about the spirit that I've seen because she will then start to freak out (etc.)

I don't meditate, I find it kinda hard to do that when it comes to me. I've also haven't read any Psychic/medium books lol I hope if I do that my mom doesn't find the stuff that I have.

It's so hard for me to express or to show my mom what I like to do because she judges soooo quickly and if it's not about the bible then it's a no to her. But I'm not harming anyone, I'm not worshiping something evil.. I just want to help people.

I also brought a crystal to help me with my abilities but it's not going to well. lol But I see what you're saying though. I always look at this amazing readers and I tell myself, "wish I was like that," but it's also hard for me to develop it. I hate to buy books or to take some clairvoyant classes cost sooo much money. o:

mar1982delta

posted April 26, 2016 05:30 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
I just want to know, if anyone can answer.. Why is it so hard for me to use this ability? Why do I feel so blocked? Its like sometimes I see things but thats rare, I cant make myself see the images that I saw before again.

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As others and me have told you this is Chiron, this means your "wounded" self, your primal wound. It's in the 12th, this means your unconscious, this could affect your self-confidence in your readings, as it already does lol. Plus this could affect your way of making contact to your own spirituality...
Coming back, I just rushed so that you see it, I was just about to answer in your thread when you posted lol!

posted April 26, 2016 05:36 PM            

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Originally posted by mar1982delta:

As others and me have told you this is Chiron, this means your "wounded" self, your primal wound. It's in the 12th, this means your unconscious, this could affect your self-confidence in your readings, as it already does lol. Plus this could affect your way of making contact to your own spirituality...
Coming back, I just rushed so that you see it, I was just about to answer in your thread when you posted lol!

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So me being wounded in my unconscious is keeping me from being confident and from me to able to really develop the psychic ability?

posted April 26, 2016 05:44 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
So me being wounded in my unconscious is keeping me from being confident and from me to able to really develop the psychic ability?

Sorry I didnt even know what yall meant by wounded lol I thought it meant that I felt that religion betrayed me or something :/ lol astrology is not my thing lol

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posted April 26, 2016 05:45 PM            

Could you explain your last part? I cant say it comes and goes but it kinda does.

posted April 26, 2016 05:50 PM            

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I edited above to add more..
This doesnt mean that you can't develop your abilities, this simply points the difficulty you feel inside you, it's a "block"-"barrier" only if you let it be..
Chiron is about the source of our wound, the place we mostly feel wounded, not a real wound always, it is just that we feel that way in our minds/souls, sometimes it is a literal wound of course. But Chiron can turn into our power, if we use our own "wound" to heal others and through it, we heal ourselves..It's really as you and Magikall have already described..
By being persistant and having strength, you will be able to overcome it and probably evolve into a talented spiritual healer! You already help others, so this is a good sign.
I w0uld also like to mention, that in simple astrology terms, your Moon in Aries might also contribute negatively here, in the sense that you maybe are impulsive and impatient, so if you don't see the results you want immediately, maybe you are disappointed rather easily. So, I think what you should do is that you should believe in your spiritual talents, that are shown in your chart and simply let them flow, don't expect them to be there and obvious all the time, let them develop the way "they" want and stay strong in your decision to become better yourself the way you already do!

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Ah thanks that make sense. thank you.

I really want to become a fully develop medium, to be able to communicate to them.l, kinda tired of hearing things and not seeing.

Makes me feel happy.

I guess I wont pressure myself and yes, I do seem to be impatient, especially when it comes to readings, I mean I cant tell people." I cant get anything, sorry." That would make me feel disappointed. I also get jealous when someone is better than me, makes me want to hurry up and get something lol

posted April 26, 2016 05:55 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
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Could you explain your last part? I cant say it comes and goes but it kinda does.

What do you mean that my Uranus is stronger? Is that bad? Lol

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Hahaha, no, a strong planet is just a strong planet, astrology isn't fatalistic anymore, this isn't something bad! Of course I haven't done a complete analysis of your whole chart, this takes days!!!
So, this kinda comes and goes or not, lol? I am confused, too, now

posted April 26, 2016 06:00 PM            

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Originally posted by ILovePoems:
Ah thanks that make sense. thank you.

I really want to become a fully develop medium, to be able to communicate to them.l, kinda tired of hearing things and not seeing.

Makes me feel happy.

I guess I wont pressure myself and yes, I do seem to be impatient, especially when it comes to readings, I mean I cant tell people." I cant get anything, sorry." That would make me feel disappointed. I also get jealous when someone is better than me, makes me want to hurry up and get something lol

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Hahahaa, don't get tired, you are still so young!!! And you have already developed so may gifts so quickly!
As to you feeling disappointed when you can't get anything, this is probably your virgo placements and your perfectionism speaking. Virgo can't settle for anything less than perfect, lol! But this can turn totally to your advantage, just don't put so much pressure on youtself and you will see more positive results rather quickly!
As for the "jealousy" part, lol, this also fits to your Moon in Aries, as it can show competitiveness, apart from impulsiveness! So, chill out, all will turn well, you are blessed to have this gift, don't downsize it and expect too much of yourself! Time and effort will bring the perfect results you want!

posted April 26, 2016 07:38 PM            

I notice that your venus/Uranus midpoint is at 20sag42.thhe nodal axis will be square to this midpoint today (4/26)

the venus/Uranus square is extremely attractive and sexual but unstable. so I would think that if you have a relationship, it will have problems today ad if there is not relationship then you will find many attracted to you today.
I would think that your psychic /occult abilities should be exceptionally strong today. this interpretation will continue to be valid till may 8. and your psychic energies should become stronger as this date approaches as the node will be sesquiquadrate to the node then. for that matter I would have expected a relationship to have started on april 10 when the node was semi square to your venus.
actually you have been pretty social/emotionally hot during this entire period.
I don't want mistakenly to be offensive but this venus/Uranus square also indicates that women in general would be extremely attracted to you also in this time period.

posted April 26, 2016 08:16 PM            

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Originally posted by mar1982delta:

Hahahaa, don't get tired, you are still so young!!! And you have already developed so may gifts so quickly!
As to you feeling disappointed when you can't get anything, this is probably your virgo placements and your perfectionism speaking. Virgo can't settle for anything less than perfect, lol! But this can turn totally to your advantage, just don't put so much pressure on youtself and you will see more positive results rather quickly!
As for the "jealousy" part, lol, this also fits to your Moon in Aries, as it can show competitiveness, apart from impulsiveness! So, chill out, all will turn well, you are blessed to have this gift, don't downsize it and expect too much of yourself! Time and effort will bring the perfect results you want!

P.S. You also have Scorpio Asc, which is also known for strong intuition, you have multiple factors showing the same thing in your chart, imo, so this is just a matter of time! I can't guarantee that you will be a medium exactly as you imagine it of course, nobody can tell you that, but you have talents in this domain, so just use them to heal others and yourself! Really hope that I helped a bit more this time!

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Yep, I always want to be perfect, when I miss something I get upset and just want to quit.

Thanks for helping me though! That helps alot.

posted April 26, 2016 08:22 PM            

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Originally posted by todd:
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I notice that your venus/Uranus midpoint is at 20sag42.thhe nodal axis will be square to this midpoint today (4/26)

the venus/Uranus square is extremely attractive and sexual but unstable. so I would think that if you have a relationship, it will have problems today ad if there is not relationship then you will find many attracted to you today.
I would think that your psychic /occult abilities should be exceptionally strong today. this interpretation will continue to be valid till may 8. and your psychic energies should become stronger as this date approaches as the node will be sesquiquadrate to the node then. for that matter I would have expected a relationship to have started on april 10 when the node was semi square to your venus.
actually you have been pretty social/emotionally hot during this entire period.
I don't want mistakenly to be offensive but this venus/Uranus square also indicates that women in general would be extremely attracted to you also in this time period.

todd

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Interesting. I'm not in a relationship but guys do find me attractive. I am detached from people right now so I don't talk to many people.

I can't validate that psychic thing, I've tried and I don't seem to be doing so well by it self. I have to used cards to help me out with readings. :/

Thanks for the response.