posted June 27, 2017 08:26 AM
What is my professional calling? I`m ready to take a new direction in my life.
For background information:
As a child I thought for quiet a long time I`d become a movie star, a great actress, or some other very important person..
Then reality set in, and I put all these "ideas" in a box and closed it shut. I always loved acting though and I`m quiet good in it.. if it was just about acting, I`d do it!! I just don`t like the business around it, I deeply despise the idea of making myself vulnerable in front of people who`d eventually want to take advantage of me..running from casting to casting, craving for attention..etc.
My parents wanted me to do something with medicine, they`re both from that field.. so I was torn.. not really knowing what I wanted. I tried out the medical-field, but it wasn't for me.. Then I studied communications and graphics design, but ended up in the entertainment industry anyway, doing props and decorations for various TV and movie productions. No , not Hollywood!!
The movie industry in my country is not that glamourous! I worked in that field up until now actually..so for the past 6 years... and although there certainly are some aspects that I like about that field of occupation.. it's not my passion, it doesn`t satisfy me at all! I just stuck around, and so it became quiet draining over time. It never challenged me in a way I want and need to be challenged! I'm not a great worker, to be honest. I like to use my mind and my creativity, I want to be recognised for that, and my individuality. There were also some recurring notions in me, (excuse if my English is bad), that I'd like to do something that is of value to humanity, the planet, particularly animals. I actually feel very deeply about animal rights and their ethical treatment. I've been a vegetarian since I was 19, and now almost vegan. I also love to cook! So healthy food is definitly a big part of my life. I`ve been participating in a nutrional course, for the last year (it`s a weekend course). I`ll be finished in two months.
There are also times I`m thinking about going back to Uni and study psychology, but the I feel that I probably wouldn`t be "stable enough" to do that. You need a certain distance and maturity to consult someone. I also don`t see myself, having an own practice. I`m not good in doing business and I don`t like the idea of sitting in the same practice for the next 10, 20, 30 years.
Now what I`m actually considering is going into journalism, not necessarily for a magazine or newspaper, but maybe in TV or at a radio station! My voice is quiet strong and recognizable, and I`m quiet articulate, at least in my language.. So maybe I could go into broadcasting? At least these were my recent thoughts...
Do you see anything of this in my chart? Or do you see something completely different?
Another question that I have is this:
I wasn`t born in my native country. My parents and I relocated when I was 6 years old.. So my relocation chart looks different than my natal chart! Is this significant?
For example.. my relocation ASC is in Virgo..
My reloc.Sun and Mercury are in 6th house, and my reloc.MC is in Gemini conj Moon. , square Mercury, sextile Venus and Mars, opp Uranus.
I hope this isn`t too confusing. Really need some good advice!
Thank you so much!!
Btw. I`ve been to a professional astrologer just recently, and this woman told me.. with your venus/mars/lilith conj in 6th house, you could`ve been a great sex worker! ..haha yeahh nooo, not in this lifetime! She also told me I`d be good in administrative work, being a leader in some field..etc.. I don`t know.. up until now I was actually doing everything to avoid any kind of responsibility!! So this consultation was really weird, and basically a waste of time and money..