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dustib
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posted August 02, 2018 01:52 PM
  
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mar1982delta
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posted August 02, 2018 05:03 PM
Hey dustib, I just saw
Of course! 
Leave me your q and I ll do them tomorrow as I have fallen into bed ( EET here) for the night!
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posted August 03, 2018 09:42 AM
I am wondering how T feels about me. I know you don't see anything going on between T and M but they are still talking every day and I know to watch out for her but I'm curious if T cares enough about me to not fall for her crap. What questions do you have? IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 10:57 AM
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Originally posted by dustib:
I am wondering how T feels about me. I know you don't see anything going on between T and M but they are still talking every day and I know to watch out for her but I'm curious if T cares enough about me to not fall for her crap. What questions do you have?
Hey just about a while ago I was thinking about you (wondering for your q lol).
I ll brb with the reading.
My q would be
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And you guessed it right lol as I have a second one too, so please leave me another question as well!
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posted August 03, 2018 11:22 AM
As I was shuffling three cards fell (one at a time). I dont remember having so many flowing out again. Page of swords. Knight of wands and Strength.
I pulled for your q
2of cups - 5 of pentacles (6 of pents clarifier) - 10 of swords (knight of pents and 6 of swords clarifiers).
So is he going on a journey ? (Knight of wands) [EDIT - Oh I will add some things for the other cards too later]
I see that he is rather emotional about you, feeling emotional closeness and a strong affinity, 2 of cups is a card for soulmates so he finda your connection really rare and important. He feels your bond or you as a person are sweet and loving. Then he feels at a loss somehow, being left out in the cold (has sth happened?) But the clarifier next to it tells me that this might be connected with the financial help you gave him, since 6 of pents is help received. From this combination we could also say that he finds you really generous and helping, maybe even too generous with him and he feels that he needs you and/or that he doesnt give as much back. Its alright of course if this is the relationship dynamics, its always one person that is giving more to the other, as long as its not always the same and the roles get reversed once in a while 
I have also found that 5 of pents could mean sticking with someone through thick and thin, so combined with 6 of pents it could mean he wants to give back too or he is counting on your help. 10 of swords in the end emphasizes the fact that he is mourning over sth (maybe he wants to repay you and isnt able?) and feels unable to act, frozen from.his pain and wounds. Knight of pents as a clarifier makes me wonder if this is connected to his job but I dont know how this could be, since I asked about you. Do you feel the knight might represent him? Does he fit with his facial features and/or character? Is he strongly focused on work and his career? 6 of wands is somewhat a conquering card I feel, especially after the knight here, like he wants to conquer you so that he deserves you (?) I am getting this sense somehow. Tell me if this resonates.
Oh and btw strength that flew out shows that there are indeed strong feelings but there could possibly be a restraint on them somehow, like he doesnt show them all and is holding back. All three knights that appeared show a lot of movement so I dont know if he is going somewhere, but it could also be that he is really active and restless right now (like his current state in general) and if its about his energy, his feelings are in an initial stage right now (possible immaturity there too).
The booklet says :
2 of chalices : the staircase of Seth - desire, artistic affinity, disagreements to be smoothed out.
5 of pents : urei of the south - unrealisable desires, obstacles, material problems
6 of pents :the bundle of papyrus - help given and received, co-operation, gratification, repayment.
10oS : the defeat of Horus - inability to act, momentary setback, exhaustion, pain.
knight of pents : the messenger of riches - business man, consultant, service.
6oW : the sceptres of Anubi - fleetingness of terrestrial conquests.
Strength : in the divine world it represents the principle of every form of strength, in the intellectual world it represents moral strength, in the physical world it represents organic strength . Courage, sttength, energy, self-mastery, self- control, faith in oneself.
Btw, i ll do the next q you will post later at night today (EET time) as I have to head out in a while for some errands.IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 12:09 PM
why I am excluded from that group
anchor, clown, comet, toad, hands and clarifying card fallingFirst of all, they are very fake and will easily lie to you. They aren't true friends are better at arms distance. I wouldn't worry about it too much or think it's too much of a loss. They do think you are too serious and they don't want to deal with any of that. Cards are showing you are moving forward and they aren't and they know it.
and what is their problem with me
This was somewhat answered above but let's see what else we get. fire, mirror, tree, package, peacock and clarifying card pyramid. It's pretty simple, they feel threatened by you because of your strength/confidence that they see. They see you as a very confident person who has their life together and is serious about what you're doing and that intimatidates them. I don't think you feel like a strong person in some areas since we have the package here and that is about surprises or hidden but I do see you changing that opinion about yourself very soon!
I wonder what KK feels for me lately.
peacock, umbrella, tombstone, bridge, swan and clarifying card tree. funny that we got some of the same cards. KK definitely sees you as a strong individual. Has there been no contact? Like he's trying to avoid you is what I'm feeling but he is trying to figure things out. I don't have cards about deep feelings but more physical other than the strength he sees you have. He definitely feels you're beautiful. My other question would be, is T going to introduce me to his kids soon? Like in the next month? IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 12:15 PM
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Originally posted by mar1982delta:
As I was shuffling three cards fell (one at a time). I dont remember having so many flowing out again. Page of swords. Knight of wands and Strength.
I pulled for your q
2of cups - 5 of pentacles (6 of pents clarifier) - 10 of swords (knight of pents and 6 of swords clarifiers).
So is he going on a journey ? (Knight of wands) [EDIT - Oh I will add some things for the other cards too later]
I see that he is rather emotional about you, feeling emotional closeness and a strong affinity, 2 of cups is a card for soulmates so he finda your connection really rare and important. He feels your bond or you as a person are sweet and loving. Then he feels at a loss somehow, being left out in the cold (has sth happened?) But the clarifier next to it tells me that this might be connected with the financial help you gave him, since 6 of pents is help received. From this combination we could also say that he finds you really generous and helping, maybe even too generous with him and he feels that he needs you and/or that he doesnt give as much back. Its alright of course if this is the relationship dynamics, its always one person that is giving more to the other, as long as its not always the same and the roles get reversed once in a while
I have also found that 5 of pents could mean sticking with someone through thick and thin, so combined with 6 of pents it could mean he wants to give back too or he is counting on your help. 10 of swords in the end emphasizes the fact that he is mourning over sth (maybe he wants to repay you and isnt able?) and feels unable to act, frozen from.his pain and wounds. Knight of pents as a clarifier makes me wonder if this is connected to his job but I dont know how this could be, since I asked about you. Do you feel the knight might represent him? Does he fit with his facial features and/or character? Is he strongly focused on work and his career? 6 of wands is somewhat a conquering card I feel, especially after the knight here, like he wants to conquer you so that he deserves you (?) I am getting this sense somehow. Tell me if this resonates.
Oh and btw strength that flew out shows that there are indeed strong feelings but there could possibly be a restraint on them somehow, like he doesnt show them all and is holding back. All three knights that appeared show a lot of movement so I dont know if he is going somewhere, but it could also be that he is really active and restless right now (like his current state in general) and if its about his energy, his feelings are in an initial stage right now (possible immaturity there too).
The booklet says :
2 of chalices : the staircase of Seth - desire, artistic affinity, disagreements to be smoothed out.
5 of pents : urei of the south - unrealisable desires, obstacles, material problems
6 of pents :the bundle of papyrus - help given and received, co-operation, gratification, repayment.
10oS : the defeat of Horus - inability to act, momentary setback, exhaustion, pain.
knight of pents : the messenger of riches - business man, consultant, service.
6oW : the sceptres of Anubi - fleetingness of terrestrial conquests.
Strength : in the divine world it represents the principle of every form of strength, in the intellectual world it represents moral strength, in the physical world it represents organic strength . Courage, sttength, energy, self-mastery, self- control, faith in oneself.
Btw, i ll do the next q you will post later at night today (EET time) as I have to head out in a while for some errands.
WOW Yes I think you hit the nail on the head! I have helped him with some stuff financially and I know it bothers him that he can't pay me back. He is on a contract position that ends this month so he's super stressed about that. But you are accurate on the help part and how he feels about that. I just don't know if he's with me because I am helping him so he's using me or if he really cares about me....or even loves me. IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 12:27 PM
I am happy it resonated and you hit it on the head too!! (Btw I remember you had confirmed the financial help after I pulled 6 of pents the previous time too, so that I dont cheat )
I also feel they are very fake and liars too but I cant stand this environment for long. Also I doubt my own gut too much lol.
For T. I cant believe that there are no emotions at all (or that its plain manipulation/using) with that 2 of cups there!! Its one of the best cards to get for feelings!! Btw if you dont mind me asking are u strong in pluto (possibly some cap or cancer too?) ? I know this suspicion hehe!
Thanks so much for the readings, it was a huge relief! If I find you online the next time I ll post here later (your second q) I ll ask another one, if you are up to it! Your insights are really helpful, thank you so much! IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 12:43 PM
I'm a libra but pretty sure my moon is in cancer and sun in cap. My biggest things are: he's not introduced me to his kids although he keeps saying he's going to but I've been listening to that for a while and he's not told me he loves me even though I did tell him once that I was in love with him. Then there is him talking to M daily with knowing how much it bothers me. So I wonder what is really going on with them. UGH And so glad I was correct for you. I just got such a bad feeling for that group like they will suck your energy if you let them. IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 12:50 PM
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Originally posted by dustib:
I'm a libra but pretty sure my moon is in cancer. My biggest things are: he's not introduced me to his kids although he keeps saying he's going to but I've been listening to that for a while and he's not told me he loves me even though I did tell him once that I was in love with him. Then there is him talking to M daily with knowing how much it bothers me. So I wonder what is really going on with them. UGH And so glad I was correct for you. I just got such a bad feeling for that group like they will suck your energy if you let them.
I ll start backwards..you are sooo right, they have already sucked it in a way..its so stressing and irritating, but I wont let them anymore.
As for T.I get what you mean because I would have thought the same way too and it sucks. One way its to let things unfold naturally and not think too much about it and get fixated into that introducing to his kids, the other way is wait for a while (predetermined time that feels right and just for you, like set your boundaries) and then if -knock wood! - that doesnt happen, move on.
I ll be back asap!!
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posted August 03, 2018 01:58 PM
He knows I have a limit on it. If it doesn't happen within a certain amount of time then I will walk away. We've had several issues already with him talking to other women....he claims he won't do it again and isn't sure why he even did it to begin with but he did....and lied to me about it. That is the other reason I'm worried about this situation with M and I just don't trust her. Which he's telling me if I say that then I'm saying I don't trust him to do the right thing. With her, I sure don't. If he respected me, he would stop talking to her daily! IP: Logged |
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posted August 03, 2018 08:19 PM
Will he introduce
I pulled one time before I left and one now, I guess both spreads share the same pattern.
I am not sure if it will be next month, but it will happen eventually. However, I asked for next month, so maybe it will happen indeed.!
BUT firstly it wont happen initially. The first time I pulled
hermit - tower and fool (clarified with page of cups).
So this tells me that initially there will be isolation and also there has to be destruction of the old for that to happen. Hermit is also the wise teacher that leads the way to others. It could be that you feel isolated right now and excluded from him not introducing you to his kids. Tower is destructive and ominous, it could be fights/crisis between you, but its really a destruction of the old, leaving a clear space for new things to come. And it couldnt be more clearer than having the fool right next to it. Maybe this will happen the minute you will have just lost hope. So this new beginning will eventually come and its about an emotional offer and gesture (page of cups). I believe he will eventually introduce you to them with these last 2 cards. And he ll do it in order to show his feelings for you. But initially there will be some hardships and a clearing away of the old way of thinking for this to happen.
Booklet :
Hermit : prudence - the experience acquired through the light of intelligence and of prudence, the armour of the Sage. Wisdom, prudence, solitude, research, renunciation, discretion.
The tower : Ruin - the decapitated pyramid is the death of hope, the ruin of our constructions. Arrogance, presumption, prison, ruin, desperation, punishment, lack of balance.
Knave of chalices : the priest of Anubi - study, confession, meditation.The second time I pulled 4 of pents - 8 of cups - magucian.
So this shows someone being possesive (could be you in that case I am thinking, not meaning that in an offensive manner), wanting to take control and holding tightly to something (your idea). Then someone moves away and after that as in a miracle, what you wish will happen! Magicuan is one of the best carda for the future position and it shows someone having multiple assets/talents/resources able to achieve anything he sets his mind into.
The booklet :
4 of pents : Urei of the north - closing of accounts, division of goods.
8 kf cups : the papyrus shoot - Arrested ripening, illusions, fantasies, improbability.
The magician : Will -he js the magician, the perfect man, willpower stands ready to go into action. Initiative, guile, ability, capability, thw beginning of undertakings, the beginning of a path.
So these both spreads show that it will happen, after some setbacks/resistance/crisis possibly, but it will.
Bb with some last comments from before asap. IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 11:07 AM
He just accused me of cheating on him bc I fell asleep at 7 pm last night so we are done. He told me he trusts no one so that is a waste of my time IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 11:45 AM
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He just accused me of cheating on him bc I fell asleep at 7 pm last night so we are done. He told me he trusts no one so that is a waste of my time
Oh wow what?!
So thats what the tower was about maybe?!
I was wondering since yesterday what was about the cards that flew out but as I was on a trip that was delayed and arrived rather late, I didnt make sense of them. Page of swords was the most peculiar for me and I wanted to ask you if he communucated with you. Also feelings of loss and betrayal (5 of pents/10 of swords) of the previous q might have described this situation after all and not the money he wanted to repay you. I wonder if the fool and page of cups will apply too and there will bea new beginning.
But first of all how are u? This is outrageous I guess and I also am wondering about the synchronicity of me falling asleep 7 pm just the day before yesterday (not sth I normally do).
If you want me to pull some carda for you I ll be able in about an hour as I am oyt atm.
Dont fret about it cause firstly this move is a bit suspicious to me and secondly if you tolerate some of his behavioral habits and end up accused of that out of nowhere, i dont think there is much point in investing your time, energy and emotions..I am really sorry about this situation. If thats about it, its better to know sooner than later after all! Edit : I also wonder if the pressure for work and the money ended up with him erupt like this on you out of insecurity and past hurts..not meaning to justify his behavior but I really wonder whats the cause behind that.. IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 12:10 PM
I'm hurt....I have never done anything for him to accuse me of this so I wonder if he's cheating and that's why he accused me. I fell in love with this guy and clearly it was one sided. Thank you for your time and energy! It is truly appreciated. This arguing with him is old and now to be accused.... makes me really think there is something going on with him and M and that's why they talk daily. I don't know if I want to know why he accused me or anything. My head tells me it's time to be done and my heart disagrees and wants to fight for him. But my head and heart agree that if he's accusing then he's probably guilty of it. That's how it works IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 12:32 PM
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I'm hurt....I have never done anything for him to accuse me of this so I wonder if he's cheating and that's why he accused me. I fell in love with this guy and clearly it was one sided. Thank you for your time and energy! It is truly appreciated. This arguing with him is old and now to be accused.... makes me really think there is something going on with him and M and that's why they talk daily. I don't know if I want to know why he accused me or anything. My head tells me it's time to be done and my heart disagrees and wants to fight for him. But my head and heart agree that if he's accusing then he's probably guilty of it. That's how it works
I am really really sorry and I know what you mean because I would have probably thought the same..if thats the case I dont know if its worth it..why fight for him? But the heart is the heart..you know whats best for you but dont forget to respect yourself and your point of tolerance/boundaries! And yes sometimes its better not to know, at least from experience..protect your heart if thats what you feel like!
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posted August 04, 2018 12:40 PM
OK so I'm curious....why is he accusing me? Is it fear based or because he's cheatingIP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 01:05 PM
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OK so I'm curious....why is he accusing me? Is it fear based or because he's cheating
Ok just got back, I ll brb in a bit!! IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 01:43 PM
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OK so I'm curious....why is he accusing me? Is it fear based or because he's cheating
I pulled 3 of pents High priestess and 5 of swords clarified with the Lovers.
I am sorry to say that, but I am getting that your intuition is probably right..3 of pents is teamwork ironically and also can mean 3 people into play, with the high priestess next to it representing you (I had gotten this card as you another time too) and 5 of swords about competition and arguing. The clarifier speaks about choices that have to be made and also could mean torn between two people..
I pulled some runes also for that and got ansuz rx (clarified with tiwaz, so its rx indeed) othala and wunjo. This spread is a bit peculiar and ansuz rx in the beginning talks about miscommunication, misunderstandings and a bad omen. Othala talks about family and wunjo is joy and happiness (?). I guess this could mean that he is in a pleasant phase with a person of his family so that could represent his ex.
I am really sorry about that.
The booklet of the tarot cards says :
3 of pents : the glory of Horus - negotiated advantage, reascention, celebrity.
High priestess : science - the threshold of the temple of Isis where mysteries are only revealed in solitude. Study, wisdom, intuition, mysteries, secrets, research.
5 of swords : the defeat of Osiris : ill-fated bond, disgrace, avarice.
The lovers : the test - the struggle between the passions and conscience but indecision is more fatal than the wrong choice. Examination, attempt, pact, the need for a decision, the sowing of seeds.
Ok let me pull again because the more I am thinking about it, the cards could represent the current situation and his thoughts and not confirming that he indeed cheats. Like he believes a third person is into play (3 of pents and 5 of swords and the lovers) and that you are keeping secrets (high priestess).
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posted August 04, 2018 02:05 PM
Thank you. We talked....I'm still very much on the fence and am just tired emotionally. No wonder! Lol IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 02:13 PM
Ok whatever that is, something is coming up because I got 3 aces in 2 different spreads with 2 diff questions.
I asked again why
I pulled 5 of swords again (!) - strength (which had fallen out yesterday) and 6 of wands clarified with 5 of pents. (A lot of 5s appeared too which are about loss.)
So this tells us about feelings of defeat and loss, also winning through manipulation (combined with strength) but Strength also tells us that your bond is strong and that he has sth you want as much as you have something he wants. 6 of wands is about victory abd accomplishment/aknowledgement of the hard work. Clarified with 5 of pents which talks again about left out in the cold..
Confusing..did he do that out of feelings of being at a loss (complexes, fears etc) getting himself into a self sabotaging situation?
I asked if he is cheating. I got the stars which is a good omen, healing and there is still hope. With the ace of pentacles next to that, there is the seed for a new beginning, but it requires hard work and investment. Next to it 5 of cups, again a 5. I am having again signals of feelings of being not good enough for someone.
I asked if its fear based. I got ace of pents (again!!) And queen of chalices next to ace of swords. So there will be a communication and a new effort where you will be more loving and understanding..comparing to the previous spread I am having the feeling that its more fear based and he really feels at a loss somehow like he doesnt deserve you or sth..(?). It could be that. I am having difficult (a bit contradictory I mean) spreads for my limited experience, sorry if I couldnt be of more help.
Let me know if any of these make sense.
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posted August 04, 2018 02:16 PM
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Thank you. We talked....I'm still very much on the fence and am just tired emotionally. No wonder! Lol
Oh how did that go? Thats why I got so many aces then? Just completed thw other readings above. Do you mind me asking who initiated that? IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 08:56 PM
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posted August 04, 2018 08:59 PM
He has asked me many times why I'm with him since he's such a bum. He doesn't feel like he's good enough for me. This is something he's told me several times. IP: Logged |
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posted August 04, 2018 09:30 PM
Oh I see.. yes this is a recurring theme in the cards since the other day that I pulled for you for the first time..did you make up? If he feels so much like he doesnt deserve you, maybe he doesnt indeed! Dont underestimate that feeling, because (even if thats not true) it could cause problems (from his part)..also dont try to prove him wrong..I am saying that just as a suggestion from my experience! I have done that I mean! Hang in there with that tough situation, you will grow stronger through that and not as a cliché ! (strength could also be about you, you know ? )IP: Logged | |
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