posted March 08, 2021 02:25 PM            

Oh wow. The interview looked good. Iir the reading by me and others? might have seen yes? I'll need find that reading? did you ask me on the bank? I'm sorry regarding the bank.   Did they already pass the new hire date? *facepalm* I recall suggesting "by Monday". I feel terrible.  Was there a final date they could contact you?
Congratulations on the job at your grocery store. I hope they are a good employer.

Is Harley the one you are most interested in now?
I think you are divided, indecisive with your desires in areas you seek. Possibly sending/recieving mixed results? You might need a long meditation session concentrating on the job/guy you are most aligned for. Once you're solid - you may find a smooth assistance from your guides. Is the bank completely a no? Are you interested in my reading or pretty upset with me? :/

 
I saw here on your thread (re Mike) ~

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   Your card 10 of Pentacles .. bottom deck
  (recent past)  10 of Wands.
*10 is my connection there.
Ok .. I feel he's changed his pov on you. He did before think of you as a burden, a fear to let his guard past. He has been slowly swapping that energy out for the solid TEN in pentacles. Which is current. He's growing trust in you! As well I didn't tell you the cards I used, I blindly pulled from my bag, the sex magic deck.
Suffice to say he might be imagining you in a more honorable way. In the card here she's nude; however adorned with riches, in fruits he's given her, yet honoring her beauty with no partaking - from a length away. (like being distant, online as you two are). He's decided you're someone he won't worry about anylonger.  He wants to know you better!

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 Flirting with other people is normal,  unless you both decide to engage on a 1:1. His fire makes him a flirt naturally.  The reading did reflect him as honorable towards you though. Maybe he takes his time in deciding to think in terms of that nature with you.

 I am happy you're ok and home. You weren't in that quake. Did you check on your friends in NZ?

posted March 08, 2021 09:42 PM            

Good to hear re your friends. I kinda felt your energy on Harley. That's interesting. My bf from my 20s had a little brother. Their mother married a guy with two daughters. His brother married the eldest daughter. In truth they were step sibs and spouses. Love doesn't dictate who we love - right? As long as it's two adults and they are not bound elsewhere. So it's awesome if you do decide there's something there with you both ~ ppl whom love you will be fine with it too. ♡

Your Q Qs in his feelings towards me and if he would like to pursue a relationship with me?

6 Of Cups | Strength

His is a reflection of a comforting, sentimental emotion he has towards you. He's thinking back to better times when he may had once felt this feeling you bring to him.
As though "with you", newness of emotions is possible. He may be holding back his allowance to let the feelings known - even letting go to explore he has them. His strength (fire) is protecting this notion. Saturn may be restricting him. In his ear "She won't be interested in this, it's too complicated. She has other options, she won't see me this way" He's possibly afraid others might step in the way and doesn't want you to face any issues. *Family or past loves (J).

If you examined his transits of Saturn + the Leo house. Do you see the Sun or Saturn traditional decans lit anywhere in his chart? 8 (Strength card) is significant and Capricorn is the representative sign. "how the world sees you" .. he may worry over (perception from outsiders) that OR to go this direction could reflect in his 10th. or even his Capricorn house, whichever that is. Eight is infinity. Were he to be really having a spark of interest - this is a good omen imo.

Pls let me know your thoughts, feelings with this one. I'll check to see if I answered all you asked.

- Moon -

posted March 10, 2021 12:59 AM            

  Re  Honestly  with J, it did die and he's in no hurry to resurrect it just to heal it. (you'll remain a Queen card in his back pocket) he might subconsciously [i]not want a final ending. Divine could be blocking this as you both will have an open road if it's not tied up in a proper ending (closure) - it will remain a temptation (test) that you each could face one day ehile in other relationship (s). These are how are karmic tests are layed out. To me, you are lingering other paths. I feel you are ready to cut him from your option list - it's him (J) I'm curious of.  St. Patty's day is coming near.

posted March 10, 2021 10:18 AM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
 Jess ~

  I got that - that you're no way related. I was feeling that it would be his half siblings that might be the issue and possibly your mother. Idk if she's protective due to his past or if she's a motherBear type and just very protective in general. She could be the type mother that it will take an alter boy to relax her nerves? I could be wrong. She cares about you most certainly!
  That night watching movies sounds like a very light hearted time you shared. I believe you once said you knew him (or just met him) before your move over seas.

  [b] The  Star didn't get drawn. It appeared here, in tthe forum ~ your thread. My reading post # on him as the topic! Divine (+Guides) showed me to show you. ♡

  Harley has respect for you. That "restriction" miht be good to set a pace that is stabilizing for you both.
Going slow and savoring the ride.

  Re  Honestly  with J, it did die and he's in no hurry to resurrect it just to heal it. (you'll remain a Queen card in his back pocket) he might subconsciously [i]not want a final ending. Divine could be blocking this as you both will have an open road if it's not tied up in a proper ending (closure) - it will remain a temptation (test) that you each could face one day ehile in other relationship (s). These are how are karmic tests are layed out. To me, you are lingering other paths. I feel you are ready to cut him from your option list - it's him (J) I'm curious of.  St. Patty's day is coming near.

Have a wonderful Wednesday .
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posted March 11, 2021 11:09 PM            

That is super regarding J and you letting him fade.
Harley is one to maybe be cautious with. Just due to his history,  it dep on his now mindset and his age. Men mature slower - more offten. lol@8th intimate partner.  He could be a Saturn/karmic soul to you too. 8th house is marital+ contracts to but don't jump in too fast. As you said slow, it is def the way. Don't let him see you as eager.
He feels like someone who might want the Scorpio, side of you.

 Are the meditations helping? Very good cards. I think The Hermit could be guarding your/his thoughts - emotions too Emotions and Earth, those 2 cards are feminine.  Nurturing and the elements are healing.
Your cards behind closed doors you offer one another emotional abundance, respect boundaries of one another and look for earthly satisfaction with one another. - that could be long term or a physical pairing for healing eachother. How long since you both had a relationship with another? Your NZ bf ?how long since you broke up? Asking due to is Harley clear of rebounds?

posted March 14, 2021 10:48 AM            

You do seem pretty aware of Harley and his weakness areas.
He might need the right element within him to grow jnto himself yet you coming into his life it might be pretty helpful.
Have you been reading your books you got from the fair?
I wonder if he'd be open for self growth to read them or are they aimed at the feminine?
Definitely a sharp standpoint.  "But ultimately I am letting this play out slow and see what comes to light. ".
If anything you could become very good friends. Intimate or otherwise  as well you could be a catalyst in bringing him and his father back
together stronger.

Have some fun and don't think of those outside you two. You're adults and keep your swords outta your energy.

  The 17th is nearly here. Did you make any intentions for your new moon? It was in Pisces too!  I forgot your placement with your Sco *a trine maybe*  (transit new moon @23).

 That's too bad the bank couldn't have given you an earlier notice of that job. Did they touch on possibly keeping you in line for anything upcoming?  You have a great attitude though. I wish you happiness in your growth at the g.store. 
 

  Let me know if you bump into J on/around St Patty's day. Don't forget to wear your green.

posted March 16, 2021 12:26 AM            

 Yeah, the book may be a bad idea. lol
 So there's  a mystery to who you met that was not  Harley (in your younger days).

How do you feel after all that time, now Jordan actually has the envelope? 

"How are Jordan's feelings towards Jesse's  letter and photo?"
 Will he contact her this week?"

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Answers:
"Feelings"
4 Of Cups + 7 Of pentacles(reversed)
he's going to be stubborn. Contemplating which way to feel (how to). He isn't behaving as a natural guy with feelings . He's stalling his recognized feelings as though he didn't believe he'd recieve this letter sitting before him. He's crossed his limbs - deep in thought. "How should I proceed?" It hits him as an alien energy.
He's scattered and not in touch with emotions. At this time he feels unable to connect with you on any solid level. He's out of balance and unwilling to place much effort.

Will you "See him"?
Answer 3 Of Swords.
No. He's probably bitter deep down. This is residual energy he shouldn't still carry yet it appeared after the 13th card, I put it back. It was heavy and still No. He's not carrying a hopeful energy within him. He could show he is fine yet under the surface be careful - he's not healed or given enough effort in seeing you as a matured woman who would like to come together to
repair old damages.

I'm sorry. It could be wrong too. Pls let me know how/if you see him and how it all goes. I am sorry earlier I fell asleep, fully intended to read both yours and Springs cards but was so tired. I crashed.
💕

posted March 17, 2021 11:58 AM            

  Jess,  you went beyond  the realm of requirements to mend the past actions.  You offered from here it's up to him. If he is un-accepting, it's due to his unevolved inner self. He can't match you in your growth either - he may realize that, from your letter.
The letter essentially was for you! Closure.  He can decide - his free will is possible,  nothing in the reading was fated. So let's see if you're  the catalyst,  to help him grow. I think you are a healer  - this is a possibility.  I agree "time". He may need it. However today is a green clover day. Green is growth. New and fresh .. we'll see.

posted March 18, 2021 08:55 AM            

 8 is also infinity.  You could be locked into a repeat lifetime/ lifetime  cycle but maybe once in a few you two get it right. Any news on him from last night or still nada?

 In Chaldean I think 34 is left alone. I forgot.
or in Pythagorean  17x2 > 34. (7) Spirit number. You bkth are too!

That would be a be a nice income bump for you. *Fingers crossed* . That rent is cheap! Wow. Here it's  about  $1200× with no extras for a sml studio.

You did something that the Divine sees favorable.  You're seeing rewards. Keep up being the kind soul you are. Your life will keep blossoming.  💖

posted March 18, 2021 02:06 PM            

I pulled out both answer + Clarification card out simultaneously. Spicy answer too!

Queen of Wands with clarifying Knight of Wands
not only Y+Y answers, I feel he sees you as the grown woman he had not thought might blossom inside as you have. Possibly outside as this is young and lustful energy. As well he may feel he can't match your growth, as he is not the King.

- adding the Knight is looking towards the Queen!