posted November 10, 2020 01:52 AM            

my take on rev 5of Swords. The fight has worn. Expired. As you said he is Libra, he miht have exhausted his energy for that battle. I feel he's over it but pensive, which may be natural.

Admittedly, I'm a bit scattered, my time tonight is very divided, pls only lightly take what maybe my input is, you'll need your instinct+other thoughts. Strength card, you had two?
Maybe you're both supposed to move past the fears, memories of what you two still carry, that are remnants of fatal romantic battles.
Your hearts have recovered, in your minds there's much caution. Strength is to move with grace, don't stumble ~ the fall has already occured. The past record keeps, the heart does not keep score.

posted November 10, 2020 02:10 AM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
He is a Leo sun just to clarify and he may be Libra Asc but I’m not 100% as I don’t know his time of birth❤️
His birthdate is 20/08/92 mine is 10/10/92

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you could try an exercise, by reading on your own Q to your cards, consistently asking which card(s) re him. Then get other options via other readers. When his cards show up, they should be fairly consistent. Btw, your High
priestess ~ is likely you .. after you've healed from this pain. The HP knows pain, over and over. She heals and it brings her deeper wisdom. You're getting there.

Justice is Libra. Is that you, or ..
I need to re-read.

posted November 10, 2020 07:54 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
This will be much easier to type as when you were responding I was looking at my phone but now that I am at a PC its easier.
So with all the cards pictured I used the Wild Unknown deck to ask my questions and the Rider-Waite was to help interpret for people who find it easier to use that and for me as well as it contains more pictures compared to the Wild Unknown.
I will give it a go-to ask my cards which card(s) are him. (if you like I can post here of what I get and see if you would like to be the first to go as I get this feeling you're here to help me with this I can't explain it but I just feel I can trust you with it as when I talk about all of this I feel like I am crazy :-/)
Maybe I think this breakup was a lesson for both of us first love you experience this breakup and you learn from it and it helps teaches your heart how to handle it if it ever occurs again in life.
"Justice is his need is to forgive you"
I think maybe with how he hides his feelings could make him not want to forgive and he needs to learn to open more up and which can make it easier to forgive instead of hiding the feelings which in turn could make forgiving a bit impossible.
So hopefully through the years after our break up in 2010 and the, we had a fallout in 2013 that someway he is learning to open up his feelings and stop hiding them.
Another thing could be with the apology message maybe my message could have been an emotional eye-opener for him.
Truthfully I am at a point now that even if we do not reconcile that closure can be given.
First loves I guess you can say hit the hardest and we will always cherish the memories but we learn from the mistakes that were made and we try to make happier relationships.
Jordan will always have a special place in my heart but I need to treat it like a butterfly and set free which I feel I never did.
I think there was saying "If you love something set it free, If it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't it was never yours"

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Wow .. on your phone it had to be a challenge. I work from a tab, that's difficult enough. lol I have used my ph for main forum area though.,

Sorry, last night I fell asleep. Our timezones are off a bit due to location.

There is a possibility after all these years he hides feelings from himself as well. If you're a sore subject in any way he's not over you. If he wants to leave discussing things (if you reunite) out of the equation, he's afraid of facing those learning issues that brought you noth growth. Although it tore you awayfrom eachother ~ together stronger it has potential for ~ with so much communication, strong brigdges can be built.

If there's any possibility you don't reunite, he may have connections now that it adds complications with that. You'd be a 3 of cups if so. Not necessarily a person either. Or he hasn't grown as you have. There's a curious part that nags me, was your letter of apologies sent during the Mercy rx?

Yes. First loves are like a toddler's first fall. They may hit the ground so hard that the scar never heals. The mark will ever be there. Some of us move on better than others. Air signs have a bad wrap for being less emotional but that is so wrong. We just replay moments of pain in our minds. The film projectors within us lopp a long time. Therapy is very helpful. Discovering our old wounds and working to heal them only brings a better more fulfilling sense of self. Which to share that 'self' with another will be health, once all the wounds are healed.

re my first love, I used to say that too .. but as you know ~ nada .. not mine. He belongs with another.

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"If you love something set it free, If it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't it was never yours"

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Yup, you're Air tribe.

posted November 10, 2020 08:13 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
I tried your exercise while listening to Third Eye chakra Meditation Music you listed in my chakra reading. I asked my card to show me what cards represent Jordan? I used my Wild Unknown deck.
When shuffling the first card to appear was Son of Wands (Knight of Wands) what is interesting is in some readings I have had that card has appeared for him. I closed my eyes still listening to the music placing my hand over the card and asked aloud does this card represent him? The picture I was getting in my head was the word Yes. So afterwards I shuffle again asking aloud are there any other cards that represent him and showing themselves in order as they all three came out: Magician, 3 of pentacles, and the Hierophant.
Wands=Fire He is a Leo and young and from what info I gather could be a player type
Magician- to me means trickery magician likes doing tricks so possibly cunning, he is very smart.
3 of pentacles-The info I gathered is that is a type of person who likes to work with their hands and I remember him saying that he wanted to be a carpenter
The Hierophant- I didn't need any help with this one as I feel this represents his faith which he is a catholic
But I am now without a certain that knight of wands is the number one card I will make note of these cards for the first go but I am strongly believing he is the knight of wands.

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posted November 10, 2020 11:53 PM            

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Originally posted by LibraGirl92:
No the one I did was my first exercise but use that with the second one should I still keep asking what card(s) represent him and or ask what card(s) represent our relationship? This is still all a bit new to me

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posted November 11, 2020 12:36 AM            

Not sure if you want his as well just remember I had to guess his birthtime as with reading about him she said he was libra ASC

posted November 11, 2020 12:49 AM            

to try out in your insert box in the drawing options.
tr mars trine 3rd?

tr karma  3811
tr  Memoria 1247