posted September 19, 2021 12:38 PM            

This is my birth natal chart,transits and progressions combined.

Read and tell me,positive and negative things you see for my career future and Mental Health future.

There are issues and struggles i will analyse later.Thanx

posted October 03, 2021 02:37 PM            

You live in Greece, yes?
Locate an astrologer there, or, an astrology hobby group, and form some friendships in your area. STUDY your chart, and consider what others here have shared.

Forming a relationship with a 'personal astrologer' who has had a psychology background, would be perfect for you.

Google search for your area in Greece.
Astrologer Bracha Goldsmith (search for her youtube videos), is a really nice lady. (If I heard her correctly) she recently has relocated back TO Greece once more.
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Maybe you could contact her and 'ask' for some recommendations-- for a counseling-astrologer, and for a social group (like an astrology social study group)?

Kannon McCafee poured his time and attention on your mental health challenge, and job-search issues. He gave you some astrological timing targets.

Don't forget to read his valuable advice to you-- and Do The Study-Work he suggested, so you can be on-top of this situation. It's going to take PATIENCE.

In a way, working on your mental health IS your job right now--
I wish you luck on the side job searches.
(I hope have parents, siblings, or extendeds that help.)

Google your MH diagnosis and you'll find some youtube (YT) websites that cater to it with excellent advice in vids.
(I had looked those up for you last year. One YT woman invited people who watched her vids to go to special website group where she had a (closed intimate) support group going for folks who suffered that.)

Asteroids
I've seen asteroid 389 *Industria act as a timer for starting jobs.
(It happened to also be active for the person's Retiring from same job, 30 years later! yup, she remembered. LOL.)

Asteroid *Ceres .. covers timing of work-stoppage, unemployment, disability.

Asteroid *Juno has been used for timing
(but I've not had experience with using Juno in that capacity yet).

Topic: Mental health issues after 21 december till now.
Author Sorrow posted August 22, 2021 06:35 PM
- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum11/HTML/026556.html

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Edit ADD
The music group you listen to and are an avid fan of has 'lyrics' which might be 'toxic' --
You literally identify-self with it.
The lyrics you play become your internal self-talk loop. That can interfere with your getting better?
Consider adding some more-uplifting and self-affirming music and lyrics to your musical diet. After a while, Sorrow can change its vibe. Music will be your Medicine. Better 'words' will loop, repeat in your mind like a mantra, influencing your head, and moods.. , and your body's health too.

ADD #2 ..
Getting into Spirituality has helped people recover from MH issues; if not recover, then, lends assistance.

There are meditation groups, different philosophical-religious groups that you could look into, to help fortify your Spiritual self. ... Body-self, Mind-emotional self, and in the core of these, your have your Spiritual self! .. Many of those groups focus on Peace, Inner Tranquility, using affirmations, mantras. They get together locally and that acts as a Support for you socially-yes.

Each time I've seen your LL username 'Sorrow', my inner-self INSTANTLY cues-up THIS song (from my christian background).

lyrics: He's turned my SORROW/mourning into Dancing Again.

I urge you to research some of the various kinds of Spirituality Groups in your area.
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See if any of those can work to Heal and Feed 'your Soul' too.
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From my past experience--
Some churches 'have' mental health groups that meet together weekly, or ~whenever.
.. There are Social Volunteering opportunities, where you join the group and together go Do Good in the Community!!
{That could 'feel' very fulfilling, to help Others? When you 'give' there's a special good feeling that can come to you inside.}
(Would be good for networking with others, where perhaps there are folks who know of open JOB positions in your area, too?!! yay. Sometimes jobs are about 'who' you know.)

(music) Mourning/sorrow Into Dancing
(Ron Kenoly, Integrity Music, 1992)
[4:04] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4_-_it3mYk

lyrics in the youtube notes

posted October 04, 2021 04:31 PM            

My problem became bigger when i left this bad job and had panic attack for the next day as i was 2 months unemployed into a chaos lockdown covid situation.

Then,i was emotionally connected with some people and was sad i left from there.Did many months of meds and psychotherapy to stand in the ground and continue with less anxiety.

The charts show me the struggles and the possibilities when these can be overcomed,or remain for long time still.

Im started kick boxing lessons,i plan to study to finish a degree i retired in the middle,so to improve my cv.I mean,im trying to find solutions but its hard,need at least 2 years to get my life and self back.

My music i often listen,called melodic death metal,is a sub genre that uses melancholic lyrics and depressive sometimes,when im down i listen these bands

posted October 05, 2021 04:59 PM            

Insomnium

Nothing can offer content
Nothing can ease the pain
Nothing can wear off the sorrow
One is born to bear within

While your world is worth of trying
My world is mere cold
No chance in disillusion
Only the end of the road

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For the ones excluded
Dark is the path
In the absence of light
Compelled to cherish beauty in longing
Cling on love amidst of the suffering

No chance in disillusion
No, no, never, no, not in this world
Not in this world, not for a man
Weighed down with sorrow
Only the end of the road.

These kind of lyrics,deep,depressive beautiful,sad and sweet same time,are my way to lose into swadows of my own sadness.

posted October 08, 2021 10:27 AM            

Time has Wisdom flowing with it.
The things that you have been led towards (in the past year) are involved in 'what is going to AID you', strengthen you and give you a shot in the dark (smile)-- a Beautiful Chance to tie up loose ends, and strengthen the things that had gone off track for you.

It was fortunate destiny that you went to those counseling people to help heal your life. (So wonderful, actually.) They helped teach you ways to deal with your emotions, reframe your thoughts. They did what they could, and the rest is up to you.

Most of all they plugged you INTO 'what you needed most'-- And that was a path to being BETTER employed (transits in H6, H9; and t Chiron in your 8th {people helping you with your financial future, by giving you 'grants' to go back to school?). They led you towards going back to finish your degree! and yay, you took up on the offer. .. Important, is that your degree and skill-training will open doors for you that before this, were closed.

Increase Skills. Increase Education. Increase Opportunity.

I say that after having looked closer at your chart, and how it has progressed since you made your first posts at LL. .. Your choices, your life-- IS going in the Right Direction FOR you.

You have some 'strengthening' Pluto transits, and some air trines (with asteroid Ceres) that are made to anchor your Way.

You still have storms to go through -- with the Keyword emphasized.

You're 35. After the wonderful chance to finish your schooling, and button-down that degree and some skills, you'll be at the very-start of your midlife transits, beginning with transits meant to peel-away what is no longer going to be needed in your future life. (These 'choice points' will be natural and easy for you 'when' you do that. Keep eyes Forward.)

When you enter your 40s-decade, to some astrologers, THAT is the start of a 2nd Chance. (Uranus opp Uranus in the center of it.) Some people who have had things be soooo hard in the front-part of their life, subtly and softly are steered towards a whole new phase of living. If you don't know 'what to look for' (in terms of 'feeling' like it's new), it would take you years to realize it, IF you did. Lucky that astrology can reveal that 'changing' for you. Let old baggage be behind and forgotten... Look Forward, always Forward.

By your Chiron Return, you'll look upon THIS time as what steered you towards Possibility.

You know.... There is wisdom, through sorrow. Trust that the music is steering you towards getting at the ROOT of what it is you need to feel and see. You're not just sensing 'this' life, but you're dealing with what is Existential... common to all in the vast background of the Human Experience.

I post this without delineating all the tiny little planets, shifts, details. That's only interesting when you're being a Student of astrology, and learning it.

FEEL your Feelings, Sorrow.
There's Treasure in it.

Melancholy can actually be a way to release excess pain-- that pain which is 'too much'. Indulging in your Music, can bring the pain-levels behind sorrow, down to a more manageable level.

Even with that? .. Know 'when' to pause and take a break from the Heavy, and work yourself towards relief in doing more sunny-lighter airy lifting kinds of states of mind and emotions. Come back to balance.
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Music .. is a Medicine.

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Just like you're having Pluto add Power to your Sun?
My Moon in Virgo is near your Sun.
We BOTH are in Neptune opposite our Virgo Placement.

{I'll be keeping up with news on your progress,
until either you or I are no longer posting at this website.}

I have an eighth house stellium in sign of Cancer.
Your requests, your Name is compelling.
I've KNOWN sorrow in my life.
I can barely stand people being in pain,
and I WANT to do something about it,
and feel how much of a loss I am at accomplishing that.

So, back to your Chart.
You are ON a Healing Trajectory for your Education and Job Skill training.
` Saturn today is on your 6th House cusp, and will help you (if you apply self) with Discipline to FINISH those studies.
` Saturn can 'feel' like hard work--
like things got harder?
But, the EFFORT you put INTO it,
INTO your Studies,
could yield results hoped for (or similar),
(over the next few years).

Best Wishes

quote:

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These kind of lyrics, deep, depressive beautiful, sad and sweet same time, are my way to lose into shadows of my own sadness.

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Mute Is My Sorrow

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(music) Music For A While
(Henry Purcell 17th C composer)
{Perf soprano Mireille Asselin, lutenist Lucas Harris in Walter Hall, Toronto}
[4:17] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLqrx2sUxeY

posted October 08, 2021 07:06 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:
And... you left those lyrics with a *smirk*.

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This kind of music,is for lonely desperate moments when you feel that there is no hope for you.

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:

It was fortunate destiny that you went to those counseling people to help heal your life. (So wonderful, actually.) They helped teach you ways to deal with your emotions, reframe your thoughts. They did what they could, and the rest is up to you.

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It's too early to judge yet,meds,psychotherapy,changes of personality,depression,are long treatments and have slow step by step progress,so i have to keep paying 200 euros every month for my treatment/therapy.In first 2-3 months,my family support me faniancially for the cost,now in current job i have a better salary and i can pay alone the cost,this is important.

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Most of all they plugged you INTO 'what you needed most'-- And that was a path to being BETTER employed (transits in H6, H9; and t Chiron in your 8th {people helping you with your financial future, by giving you 'grants' to go back to school?). They led you towards going back to finish your degree! and yay, you took up on the offer. .. Important, is that your degree and skill-training will open doors for you that before this, were closed.

Increase Skills. Increase Education. Increase Opportunity.

I say that after having looked closer at your chart, and how it has progressed since you made your first posts at LL. .. Your choices, your life-- IS going in the Right Direction FOR you.

You have some 'strengthening' Pluto transits, and some air trines (with asteroid Ceres) that are made to anchor your Way.

You still have storms to go [b]through -- with the Keyword emphasized.

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i'm happy that you see that i'm getting to a right direction/road,after last year was so difficult for me,with people understimate me,mocking me,gossip me behind my back in workplace,that i couldn't anymore afford or be indifferent to that kind of behavior up on me.My sister is english teacher,she will help me with degree's in getting a more advance skill to improve cv.Two degree's,first called PC Technician,second Medical Informatics Technology,i have just to organize the stuff and the studies,it's a time due to covid situation that should not waste or let pass.I hope planets be with me in the studies for success in future.My Chiron caused lot of childhood problems in my personality.

What kind of storms and obstacles should i wait and when supposed to overcome them?

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:

When you enter your 40s-decade, to some astrologers, THAT is the start of a 2nd Chance. (Uranus opp Uranus in the center of it.) Some people who have had things be soooo hard in the front-part of their life, subtly and softly are steered towards a whole new phase of living. If you don't know 'what to look for' (in terms of 'feeling' like it's new), it would take you years to realize it, IF you did. Lucky that astrology can reveal that 'changing' for you. Let old baggage be behind and forgotten... Look Forward, always Forward.

By your Chiron Return, you'll look upon THIS time as what steered you towards Possibility.

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They said that to me in another reading,that some people have a good life in their first part,and some people in their midlife years.So,may my fortune will be a better life after 40 yo,cause between 18-35 were so difficult in most areas of my life,in career stuck,in friends/girlfriends stuck,studies stuck,there was no development,just years passing by without be active.My mind was stuck in old workplace for 5 months and more,i lost in touch with people they cared for me and the sympathized me.

quote:

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Originally posted by mirage29:

So, back to your Chart.
You are ON a Healing Trajectory for your Education and Job Skill training. Saturn today is on your 6th House cusp, and will help you (if you apply self) with Discipline to FINISH those studies.
Saturn can 'feel' like hard work-- like things got harder?, but the EFFORT you put INTO it, INTO your Studies, will yield the rewards you want (in the next few years).

Best Wishes

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It needs to put efforts and time for Job skilling,just organize from the start and believe i can succeed,then an improved cv can give me a better,suitable,joyfull job.Security Guard is not for me anymore,i want to quit from this job,i want something more creative,even if i can't decide what this subject could be still.Do you see in chart to quit this job soon,next year maybe?

posted October 21, 2021 02:02 PM            

You remain in my Thoughts!

The transiting North Node is in orb of your Gemini MC. // South node to cross your IC H4, into your Third House.
NN conjunct MC is very good regarding employment/career.
Remember-- the Nodal degree numbers travel 'backwards': 29 to 0, then changes signs-- starting in a new sign at 29-degrees again. Takes over a year or two to clear a sign.

South Node entering your Third House might represent the Sister who has stepped in to HELP. H4 transit backward, across IC, and into H3 vibe would have been the rest of the family adding what *they* could TO the benefit of your financial situation.
You are indeed Lucky to have them in your Life!!!

When you have friends or Family that stick BY you, you are Rich, indeed.

So, the transiting North Node ON and in-orb of your MC until February 2022 (cross-fingers) may be working on your behalf, supporting. Adding to your Education and Work Skills that make you more Employable in the Future, is a smart thing to do. Also having jobs that INCREASE your Knowledge of the Field will add to retaining you, should you 'choose' that field of work.

It is GOOD to cultivate a more-positive mindset. This relaxes your mind, your body, your health! .. Be in "reality" of what you can or can't do (in your situation). Stay away from over-exaggerating any skills you would mention in your CV--- At some point you'd be asked to 'do' what you SAY... If you have lied, that would "feel" awful with tremendous Stress. Wouldn't look good for 'you' when it would come time for Recommendations should you leave the position.
Stay Reasonable. Be Honest.
If you are Willing and Teachable, it may go farther than saying a lie. Giving false expectations. Better to understate, and then Surprise them, than to raise expectations and fail to meet what they needed from you.

Yeah, about the first 40 years---
Has a lot to do with Saturn.

You don't get a Good next-40 "because" of suffering in your first-40. Your next-40 eventually can become better because the aspects loosen. Doesn't have anything to do with being deserving or not, based on the amount of suffering.

Around the mid-40s, if there's anything you hadn't quite "mastered" in the front part of your life, you will have an opportunity to meet the challenge again in some way. This is geared to correct things that had needed to change, so you have better flow in your days future.

(I remember reading Barbara Hand Clow's book on Chiron; she includes info on mid-life transits.
She has written several books on that period of time. One of her books used to be called 'Liquid Light of Sex: Kundalini'. It was totally devoted TO analysis of midlife transits, and advice for handling it. Included Saturn too. -- Has a new title now, but if you google it, they will redirect to the changed title. If you understand English well enough, and like to learn about Astrology, you might get the book, and eventually get more grounded about what happens, and things to expect during that time.)

I remember my own 40's transit time.

One year I was sitting at a table with a group of females, in a support group. The astonishing fact was that we were ALL-- every one of us-- in our 45th year of life!!
Yep, born the same year?
We were having the SAME transit-Challenges.
At least, it was nice having company, right??? LOL
But I never forgot our common struggle, and the coincidence of being the same age!

(And I haven't researched what the 'difference' would have been for our female group of Survivors. Might have been interesting to figure out what we had in common astrologically?)

So. Thinking about you!!

Remember too---- to 'hold' the ideal of what you wish to accomplish; the changes. However, WHEN-- not IF -- you have a glitch in your progress, it does not mean you failed.

Progress is made step-by-step. Can be hard to perceive-- however, be assured that it DOES build!! Whether you 'feel' it or not, keep going.

Staying Forward in your thoughts, attitudes--
being KIND to ones self, and to others,
DOES bring Better things.

Sometimes too-- the specifics of 'what you plan' can unfold in a different way than expected. STAY with the Flow.

The Universe acts in Mysterious Ways.

I still may be having times of in-and-out of posting as MUCH as I had. I have more errands (away from a computer) in my life right now.

I'm thinking of you.
Good thoughts on my Mind.

Let me (us) know what's happening with you,
during this transit of North Node over your MC!

posted November 01, 2021 11:09 AM            

Weight gain from those kinds of meds IS a side effect that can be so unfortunate---
except maybe, for the folks who were way to skinny to begin with?? LOL.

Self-discipline is a 'muscle'-- and tricky.
You might be able to find ways to work around it.
Like Walt Disney story of Mary Poppins with the Children she was Nanny to.
"Just a Spoonful of Sugar helps the Medicine go Down"
(SONG.. go to Youtube and search it.)
That Song kicks butt!!
Teaches the little ways around tasks; ways to obtain inner motivation.

Keep making progress!
Eventually down the road, after all the therapy comes to a close, you might not need to be on those anymore. They are designed to 'open you up' TO doing therapy. They are an aid, and temporary (in the LONG scheme of things).

Good news is that IF you wanted to,
You CAN lose all that weight later on.

Right now, you are on the road to getting your innerself's psyche (and goals) straightened out. That's priority.
{{{It's psyche's hard work to do right now.
Stick to it, dive deep. Do ALL the homework you are assigned.}}}

In the mean time, establish self 'best you can' with gaining income in the material world. The nodes have been crossing your Gemini MC and Sag IC. Moving into your 9th, and your 3rd. (Among other things) that's the the axis of "Learning"--

H3, day to day life. Your regular mind. Your schedules. Your regular routines. -- Your Dear Sister who CARES about you and is assisting you through this in-between period in your life.
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Your Family has come together as your support-- your By-standing Fans in life, providing for you while you re-establish self to run this race, and have Success.

Do you realize what a BLESSING you have, that they Love you enough to get together and do what they can to promote your general welfare? That they WANT you to Succeed in life??? {wow....} You can pay-them-back BY working hard to use this Chance they are giving you.
.. Not everyone HAS that kind of Support.
(You are indeed soooo blessed!)

H9 is the Higher Mind. The transiting North Node has you in the position of being able to view life from an above-perspective. From that place, you can see the proverbial 'forest', and not just individual trees.
You can inwardly Rise Up and have an experience that is above all that's happening; you can get 'overall' insight. You can have a kind of awakening to your Purpose.
. .
H9 is the place where spirituality can enter-in and become a tool in helping you gain insight. Like being on an airplane, you rise above the small problems. It can give you a higher fresh perspective about Life and what Life is about.
. . When you discover Purpose (not just job/career you should pursue) then all else fits in line. Let the Heavenly Chiropractor help set your bones {the way your life is constructed} in the best working-order for YOU to live your life.

When you have a sense of what you're here on Earth to do, then other small-things fall in line.

Knowing what your Higher Purpose is in life can become an Energy Generator. You'll find self attracting people into your life to anchor this.

. .
Lately I've come across videos of people describing their Near-Death experiences. It changed their View of LIFE and adjusted their protocols-- priorities.

They went through Life Reviews in that transition state. They said how we are ALL connected to each other!! We can feel/sense 'what' is in another person's Heart as we relate with them. We get to know the 'pain' we've caused; and we get to know the 'joy' we've brought Others too.

They said that Life is about "Relationships," and the levels of Love we Hold inside, in the Exchanges we have.

*smile* ...
In the Ninth House,
we can Hold the vibration of Love inside us
for the Global Whole of Humanity...
One Living Body of Interlinked Humans.
Supporting her with Higher Thoughts Wishes for All strife to Cease, and for Everyone to HAVE what they need.

In the Third House,
we think of our local Neighbor, our Local society and our life Communities.
We grow as we individually Hold Space (of higher-liking and Peace) towards all we meet, towards those we pass-by on the sidewalks of life. An anonymous smile can be Healing.

These 'are' our 'Siblings'/'Cousins' -- the people around us in Daily Life who are AS our Brothers and Sisters, living together in our Shared Air and Earth Space; providing opportunities.

It's SO EASY to 'feel' isolated.
But the Human Psyche IS joined as an Overall Biological Etheric-Skinned body.

We are Not Alone ..
We are 'cells' within that Body-- in an upper Ninth House Global sense.

{{Sending you a Hug!! Congratulating you on the very hard work you are doing right now. KEEP GOING...}}

posted November 15, 2021 06:24 PM            

I started Schema Therapy with my new psychotherapist,it's a method which promising to help me fight the symptoms of my avoidant personality disorder,need time,long term therapy,so i need to have continiuesly job to paying cause is expensive,i continue meds with i had from previous doctor,at least for some months more,it's venlafaxine,i think this antidepressant helped me somehow.

I'm trying to keep in touch with some guys in workplace,so to have some 2-3 supposed friends in a positive way.

Covid situation pushed me to the limits in workplace,it was so hard for me to continue there,i felt very weak back then,pressure was high,i cracked and felt so dissapointed that wasn't able to continue till summer.

My sister is a english teacher,she will help me to get language degree and improve my cv,she care a lot.

My parents are not helping at all,they dont know how,they just say to me examples how others succeeded and why i cannot succeed like others did.I hate that couldn't leave my parents house in late 20's yo,closed in house hold me back in so many themes,personal life and career future.

I also started some seminars about social skills improvement,communication skills inprovement,about flirting,how you talk or what to text in a girl you may like,i payed that alone,it's a program that last 1 whole year,with theory and practice in real conditions.I hope next year to be a better person.

posted December 10, 2021 01:50 PM            

My SR for 2022,if anyone have interest to take a look and tell me positive or negative things that should await.

posted December 10, 2021 05:51 PM            

It may seem like a lot and even seem disjuncted learning? You're taking bundles of classes now--- but what you're learning with Merge together. In the next years, everything that you are doing for yourself right now, WILL bear you Good Fruit later on in your life. ... You'll see. ... And WITH those skills, you may find that you are able to help other people, too. You'll feel confidence.

Hugs for your Sister!!! and you.

With your parents?.. gosh. Those were hurtful words.
They probably need a break-- from things happening in their life that don't even involve you at this time.
Be Gracious...... Take the Higher Road.

Look up the astrologer Bracha Goldsmith.
She's on youtube.
She has moved BACK to the Country of Greece.

Maybe after she's had some time to settle in to her new place, look to see if she will give lectures in your area -- (like at bookstores?).

Will you be celebrating Christmas?
Do you have a Tradition around that Day?

There's a song that used to help me a LOT.
We ALL make mistakes. I've lived a very long time so I have made MORE than the usual. Sometimes memories come from time to time-- things from way far past, where I 'realize' mistakes I had made (without knowing it).

It's GOOD to Learn from the mistakes.
That's part of being a Human...
There's NOTHING that can be done about some things-- They 'happened'. If I had known better back THEN, I would not have messed up so badly.

Learn the art of analyzing the things that went wrong---
and ---

Be full of 'self' mercy, self-forgiveness.

posted December 16, 2021 12:17 PM            

I have an expensive therapy to pay for at least one year,something i dont know i can afford if my contract terminated into first months of 2022,my basic salary is 630-700€.