posted March 04, 2023 12:50 PM            

For this specific type of question, astrology-wise I think you should check your solar return and the progressed natal chart. A few of the good astrologers I know like Alice Porter and also Eloquent Sky whom you can find on the forum work with age harmonics too when it comes to questions like this.

Based on your request for a tarot reading I have chosen a celtic cross spread from the Lovecraft deck.

This is a big spread and usually when I do it I only check the final result or the 10th card, sitting at the very top of the spread.

In your case this is the outcome:
Two of Man (Randolph Carter): The perfect harmony of union, in romance, friendship, or business. A deep and palpable connection radiating joy and contentment. A great concordance or pledge of fidelity. The joining of male and female interpreted in the broadest sense. The sanctification of the natural through that which exists on a higher plane. May indicate the meeting of a kindred soul, marriage, engagement, merger, or partnership.

So great news are in the way for you! For sure you are going to enter the committed relationship you desire!

posted March 04, 2023 12:52 PM            

The card not shown but at the center of the cross, represents the atmosphere surrounding the central issue. Three of Tomes (Unaussprechlichen Kulten): Personal fortitude and strength of character. Accumulated power set in motion towards a distant goal. The initiation of an enduring partnership based on absolute trust. Honor maintained in a time of desperate struggle. Taking full responsibility for a decision, and bearing the solitude of leadership.

The card visible at the center of the cross represents the obstacle that stands in your way - it may even be something that sounds good but is not actually to your benefit. Nine of Artifacts (Pickman's Model), when reversed: Mental anguish or ill health endured and overcome. Refusal to be dragged down by the dishonor of others. Attempting to avert a shameful or regrettable act. Faithfulness, patience and unselfishness. May indicate the narrow avoidance of a death or other catastrophic loss.

The card at the top of the cross represents your goal, or the best you can achieve without a dramatic change of priorities. Ace of Sites (Yuggoth): The seed of prosperity and material gain - perhaps as yet unseen. A new foundation from which to turn your dreams into reality. The need to focus on the practical and understand the dynamics of the natural world. May represent a gift, document, inheritance, or an unexpected opportunity for physical achievement.

The card at the bottom of the cross represents the foundation on which the situation is based. Shoggoth: Raw power. Health and physical fortitude. A surge of tremendous force. Recovery from sickness. Victory after apprehension and fear. The ability to face and overcome opposition brings the inner qualities of strength and forbearance. Delays and setbacks will be overcome.

The card at the left of the cross represents a passing influence or something to be released. Queen of Man (Harley Warren): The essence of water, such as a deep and placid lake: Spirituality, maturity, and grace. A natural counselor and healer, One whose relaxed presence seems to embody deep love and spirituality. A tranquil poet who reflects the nature of the observer. The embrace of all things dreamlike and receptive, such as perfect and unconditional love.

The card at the right of the cross represents an approaching influence or something to be embraced. Nine of Tomes (The Pnakotic Manuscripts), when reversed: Delayed preparations for an impending trial. Efforts compromised by traitors or saboteurs. The scattering of forces before the conclusive battle is fought. Ill health and faltering of the will.

The card at the base of the staff represents your role or attitude. The Crawling Chaos, when reversed: Incompleteness and shoddy design. A great work betrayed. Insecurity, fear of change, and the failure to reach goals. Regret and disappointment.

The card second from the bottom of the staff represents your environment and the people you are interacting with. Knight of Man (Crawford Tillinghast), when reversed: The dark essence of water behaving as fire, such as a flash flood: Deceptive charm in the service of intense insecurity and rapidly shifting moods. Selfishness, indolence, and a complete lack of maturity. Misguided idealism divorced from practicality. Destructive romantic passions and infidelity.

The card second from the top of the staff represents your hopes, fears, or an unexpected element that will come into play. Ten of Sites (Exham Priory): Completion of material prosperity and riches. Freedom from financial anxiety, the security of home, and the enjoyment of family. The passing of inheritance along to children, or the gaining of inheritance from parents.

posted March 04, 2023 01:19 PM            

Could you do a reading for me on what is in store for the interaction between C and I in the coming months? He's the person I like. He's an Aquarius who recently went through a Saturn transit over his sun, and currently Saturn is hitting his Mars. All these have been too tiring for him. He's been facing a lot of self-doubt.

posted March 04, 2023 01:29 PM            

It could have been worse than this, but I stood my ground.

Thank you very much!

posted March 04, 2023 01:57 PM            

ASC is Libra and Venus is in Aries in the 7th house with jupiter conjunct. Might be a lucky placement with jupiter there. And I think you are Jupiter too because I don't think it's someone else in the picture. You have great reception for him with being in his domicile, and he has triplicity for Jupiter being in Gemini. I think with that Jupiter there, you are very understanding of him.
Moon is in Leo right now. It's going to make a trine with you (Venus) and a sextile to him (Mars). Moon could be another intermediator between you two. There is a translation of light that it's going to happen in short time. Moon 13.25 degrees, Venus 15.14 degrees, Mars 20.38 degrees. Could be a meeting, or a hang-out that could bring you all three together and it's going to be light, positive interaction. At that time, Moon will be in the 11th house, so there could be a mutual friend or aquaintance.

Take it easy and wait until Saturn gets out of Aquarius, because I feel like something will change. Especially because you have your 7th house in Aquarius and because he is an Aquarius.

Is there someone else that's interested in you?

posted March 04, 2023 03:43 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
Three of Tomes - that's what I've been dealing with in the past year and just in the last few days I was saying to myself "Cristina, you did great in times of struggle"... Like everyone was after me, wtf. )) And I just kept my dignity and left, didn't say a word to people who thought the worst of me, which I didn't do before.

It could have been worse than this, but I stood my ground.

Thank you very much!

It's exactly what I've been through for the past 2 years since Saturn entered Aquarius and I'm done with it. I don't like it anymore. I can't wait for him to release the 7th house so I don't have to keep an eye on everyone. I didn't even went out in the past month so I don't have to deal with another one and I'm just waiting for it to be over.

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Seems like you've come a long way.

posted March 04, 2023 03:46 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
Ok, so, seems like you really like this guy.

ASC is Libra and Venus is in Aries in the 7th house with jupiter conjunct. Might be a lucky placement with jupiter there. And I think you are Jupiter too because I don't think it's someone else in the picture. You have great reception for him with being in his domicile, and he has triplicity for Jupiter being in Gemini. I think with that Jupiter there, you are very understanding of him.
Moon is in Leo right now. It's going to make a trine with you (Venus) and a sextile to him (Mars). Moon could be another intermediator between you two. There is a translation of light that it's going to happen in short time. Moon 13.25 degrees, Venus 15.14 degrees, Mars 20.38 degrees. Could be a meeting, or a hang-out that could bring you all three together and it's going to be light, positive interaction. At that time, Moon will be in the 11th house, so there could be a mutual friend or aquaintance.

Take it easy and wait until Saturn gets out of Aquarius, because I feel like something will change. Especially because you have your 7th house in Aquarius and because he is an Aquarius.

Is there someone else that's interested in you?

Being in Gemini could be indecisiveness too. That's why I'm asking if is someone else that's interested in you.

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Aw this definitely resonated. I do like him a lot. I just want to hold him and comfort him haha. But I also clearly feel that I should wait some more and be patient for now. We do have a mutual friend indeed, and sometime the three of us hang out together when we are all free.

posted March 04, 2023 03:52 PM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
Aw this definitely resonated. I do like him a lot. I just want to hold him and comfort him haha. But I also clearly feel that I should wait some more and be patient for now. We do have a mutual friend indeed, and sometime the three of us hang out together when we are all free.

Yes there are a few other men interested in me. I can't seem to make up my mind about the rest of them, but C is man I find myself most compatible with. Please pray for us!

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I dated an Aquarius Rising in the past year too. Probably because of the Saturn in the 7th house transit.

Do you think he knows about that guy?

He has a big reception for one of those guys and probably that's why he is in Gemini. That guy is in your 5th house, so he might be interested in you. He is also in Pisces, meaning he exalts you Venus. He probably thinks the world of you. Like a fairy tale, not real, overly enthusiastic about you.

posted March 04, 2023 03:57 PM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
Seems like you've come a long way.

What you mentioned about deciding to leave without feeling the need to explain yourself any further, seems very fitting of Saturn in Aquarius to me. I also vaguely remember Aries23 commenting on one of my transits a few months back, and he mentioned that the said aspect would cause me to "see all but say none", I wonder what that aspect was and if you also went through it.

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Maybe it was the square to your SUN, because we have the Sun/Moon conjunction. But as far as I know and been observing on these aspects, in my opinion, planets don't have the same aspects and they only see (aspect) certain places on the chart. I went through a Moon/Saturn opposition back in 2014 and it ruined my life. I needed like 5 years to recover from that, with therapy, strong sense of reality, and lots of solitude knowing that it will get better. So a square to my Moon should have been devastating and meanwhile Saturn was retrograde back and forth, he was over my Moon and nothing happened. I wasn't even sad. ) so I keep the aspects from Vedic methods because I've seen them playing out for real.

I just learned that it's not ok to prove to someone your worth and you better prove it when you are not proving it. Its like counterintuitive that if you try to prove to someone that you are in a certain way, they will not believe it.

Anyway, it would have been detrimental for me to try to prove the otherwise to some incredible BS that were happening.

posted March 04, 2023 08:17 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
I dated an Aquarius Rising in the past year too. Probably because of the Saturn in the 7th house transit.

Do you think he knows about that guy?

He has a big reception for one of those guys and probably that's why he is in Gemini. That guy is in your 5th house, so he might be interested in you. He is also in Pisces, meaning he exalts you Venus. He probably thinks the world of you. Like a fairy tale, not real, overly enthusiastic about you.

This guy might not say anything right now because he is separating from a conjunction with Saturn in Aquarius, so there's the detachment factor but he might have been around you for a while and now he develops feelings for you. I wouldn't trust it though because he is exalting you, he will fall out of the illusion at some point. Plus that he will make an anticia with you. You definetly don't know about him, but you will know soon enough. There are like 12 degrees from forming and this might happen fast because you are in movable sign and he is in mutable sign. But I think your guy knows about him. ) I don't see why he would have reception for someone that is in your 5th house. Even if there was someone else for him, it would have been 11th house, so a friend of him, but that Mercury exalts you. So I guess is someone that's interested in you and he knows about him.

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Hats off to you, you're really great in horary!

I think C knows about the other guy J. He doesn't know him personally, but he is aware of his existence.

And you hit the nail on its head with regards to how you see the interactions between the other guy and me. He literally calls me a princess and views me so highly. I have shown him my ugly character sides a few times, so as to help him stop putting me on a pedestal, but to no avail. I am visiting him at the end of March. I think this might help me clear my head and stop thinking about C so much. At the same time I ask myself what are you doing giving J hope when you have no feelings for him...

It has been really a case of bad timing for C and me. A few months ago when he was eager and ready, my life was a mess and I could not think of dating, because I was being hit by the square from transit Saturn to my sun pretty harshly. After the turbulent Saturn clouds slowly left and I started feeling more in control of my life, C began getting hit by Saturn conjucnt his Sun and now his Mars. It's a depressing situation. I really need a miracle, a light at the end of the tunnel, to bring me and C together.

You mentioned you see gemini in C the guy I like, I guess that would put him in my 9th house in the horary? It's interesting because he is a Sag moon. His moon is in my natal 5th.

posted March 05, 2023 04:56 AM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
Hats off to you, you're really great in horary!

I think C knows about the other guy J. He doesn't know him personally, but he is aware of his existence.

And you hit the nail on its head with regards to how you see the interactions between the other guy and me. He literally calls me a princess and views me so highly. I have shown him my ugly character sides a few times, so as to help him stop putting me on a pedestal, but to no avail. I am visiting him at the end of March. I think this might help me clear my head and stop thinking about C so much. At the same time I ask myself what are you doing giving J hope when you have no feelings for him...

It has been really a case of bad timing for C and me. A few months ago when he was eager and ready, my life was a mess and I could not think of dating, because I was being hit by the square from transit Saturn to my sun pretty harshly. After the turbulent Saturn clouds slowly left and I started feeling more in control of my life, C began getting hit by Saturn conjucnt his Sun and now his Mars. It's a depressing situation. I really need a miracle, a light at the end of the tunnel, to bring me and C together.

You mentioned you see gemini in C the guy I like, I guess that would put him in my 9th house in the horary? It's interesting because he is a Sag moon. His moon is in my natal 5th.

Thank you so much, I really appreciated your insightful reading, I feel like I will be bothering you more in the future 😁

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Yes, he's in your 9th and he's in his 3rd so I guess he is just talking with you right now, but being in the sign of Gemini, he's conflicted, doesn't know what to do.

I think you have to let some time pass and you having so much reception for him and Venus not being so taken care of in Aries, also in his 1st house, think about yourself a bit. This will make it equal between you two.

He is too conflicted right now and I guess if he finds out that you met that guy, he will just drop it.

Anyway, nothing good comes out of meeting someone that you know he likes you, but you have no intention of being with him.

posted March 05, 2023 03:23 PM            

I have also started pursuing my hobbies more, yoga and meditation, eating healthier, etc. I am also wearing less makeup and have stopped obsessing about my personal style.

All of this is so funny because C has natal venus in Aries. I feel like copying his way of self-loving will be an inspiration to me lol (his venus is trine my jupiter).

Another reason I can think of C showing up as the third from J, is that J actually completely knows him? haha I have talked to J A LOT about C. Even showed J his pictures.

Also messaged J an hour ago and told him I couldn't meet him soon due to the hectic calendar. He was understanding and suggested an April meeting instead. I still would not go, but it would be harsh to reject him twice, especially since he has been very kind and supportive during the times I badly needed a friend.

Well this is life and I am grateful for everything already.

You're most welcome for the reading, hope we can talk again soon.

posted March 05, 2023 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:

You're most welcome for the reading, hope we can talk again soon.

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posted March 29, 2023 06:52 PM            

We don't talk anymore. I'm pretty sure he was here just to deliver a message for the transit of Saturn through the 7th and for him was through the 1st.. Unfortunately, seems like we were a lesson for each other.

posted March 30, 2023 06:17 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
hey, how are things going? are you still talking with the Aquarius?

We don't talk anymore. I'm pretty sure he was here just to deliver a message for the transit of Saturn through the 7th and for him was through the 1st.. Unfortunately, seems like we were a lesson for each other.

I kind of miss him, but I know it won't go anywhere.

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heyyy
I'm well thanks how have you been?

Sorry to hear that. Do you think about him often?

Regarding me and my Aquarius..things took such weird turns lol. Right now we're good friends and closer than before, but I started feeling like he was too immature for me in the long term. Still I can't deny my physical attraction to him, but I don't wish to play with his heart unless I am absolutely sure I want him for a long-term thing.

I also feel like settling down more than ever.

The aquarius made the mistake of intoducing me to one of his friends at a office gathering, and I developed a crush on the friend after the second time we spoke. It really helped me fall out of love with the aquarius, because it was such a torture for me thinking constantly about him.

Now his friend, works in the office upstairs and when he finds time comes to our office to hang out and chat. Any time this happens the aquarius starts acting jealous and hurt and gives his friend death stares lol.

posted March 31, 2023 04:29 PM            

What's more, today I woke up with a surge of memories of my ex bf. he wasn't the perfect bf but there were many many great things about that relationship. I cried so much thinking about him.

I think I just need another boyfriend. It's very easy for my Cancer mars, venus and south node to get nostalgic over past loves.

posted March 31, 2023 05:32 PM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
you need a rebound. maybe hop on a dating app for a while?

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)))))))

OMG... I think I need to start dating again and forget about this.

posted March 31, 2023 05:37 PM            

I even had the epiphany as to why I have Saturn in the 7th. I do a stupid thing everytime I meet someone that is good for me. Someone distracts me, I go after, the guy that was good for me leaves me alone, which is totally right to do, and I am left with the stupid thing I went after, which is a total illusion, there's nothing there EVERY SINGLE TIME.

It happened once with the guy with whom I had the longest relationship and due to Saturn transit to the 7th, it happened twice in less than a year. I did the same every time. And everytime I did it, it was kind of a little revenge. The first time, he cheated on me and I didn't move on from this and I kept pushing him away for 4 years, and some stupid guy came up and thought about him as being my end all be all, and was literally nothing there. And in the last year, for the first guy, there was a girl that was hitting on him and I was super jealous but he had nothing to do with her and he sometimes looked at me as if he was thinking that I'm really cute and beautiful, with very soft eyes, and as a little revenge I started talking with someone else :| and he just left me alone. And the second time, the same, because I felt like he didn't want to be with me. At least, he doesn't know that someone else distracted me again and for no reason. Like there's nothing there everytime. It's just my confusion.

posted April 01, 2023 04:04 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
yeah, things changed instantly as Saturn moved into Pisces...

I even had the epiphany as to why I have Saturn in the 7th. I do a stupid thing everytime I meet someone that is good for me. Someone distracts me, I go after, the guy that was good for me leaves me alone, which is totally right to do, and I am left with the stupid thing I went after, which is a total illusion, there's nothing there EVERY SINGLE TIME.

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posted April 22, 2023 12:13 PM            

Thank you for bumping this.

A little update:
I am moving on from all the drama I have been experiencing to a more mature guy, and I am hoping that he will be good for me.