posted October 21, 2002 08:14 PM         

I want to apologize for having invaded your thread with my post.
This is not my usual behavior,but I had a especially difficult day and when I was trying to have some enlightment ,learning from the interpretations of Ra I saw the other post...
Once again , I'm sorry.

posted October 21, 2002 08:26 PM           

I'm sorry.. my post wasn't directed to you AT ALL. I appreciate your post more than you know. It seems sometimes that people ignore Rainbow's persistent poking at me and I'm really trying to be nice about it.

Please don't aplogize in any way, shape, or form.

posted October 21, 2002 10:54 PM         

I think when anyone has a recurrent dream that bothers them that much, it wouldn't hurt to talk it out with a professional.....altho I do think Woodland Gnome had good advice...

Jackie.....if I may address your comments...I would like to say that you're not the only one who knows nothing of Ra....gender or anything else...that is why I referred to him as nebelous. I realize you are new and don't have any idea about certain things that have happened in the past, that brings out the total exasperation I feel. I see things going on that would be bordering on comdey, which would be okay, if it were not "dissing" Linda. She deserves better...

But I admire your spunk for sticking up for what you think is right...

Luv,
Rainbow~

posted October 21, 2002 10:57 PM           

~blessings~

posted October 22, 2002 11:36 AM         

I would like to finish my participation in this episode saying that you said the magic word: Past
In my opinion,you should leave the unpleasant facts that happened here in the appropriate place for them, the Past.
I think that we must try to proceed in front without sorrows or bitterness.

And for me, it doesn't matter if I can or not determine the gender of a person.
People that more disappointed me in my life and that more made me suffer , were inside of my house and I thought that I knew them so well...

So,we are all good girls here and we should act as such. Ok ?

Take care
Jakie

We don't see things as they are...we see things as we are.
-Anais Nin

posted October 22, 2002 12:31 PM         

thank you to everyone here that has done that...i truly feel sorry for those few, if there are that many, could be just ONE, that are holding this candle of disrespect and quite frankly, it is becoming a bit like what WE as in Myself, Kian/Snow White and Amber have been accused of in the first place, borderline stalker.

I saw those posts that Rainbow put up, and there wasn't an ounce of advice in them, and obviously OTHERS felt that way as well, otherwise, they would still be here.

With that being said, I have nothing to offer to dream interpretation as I am NO good at it really...I just offer a hug to all here who have taken the time to get to know me and my friends, and have taken the time to answer my many, many questions and respond to my thoughts...

and yes, Lioness is one of our online friends as well, and she was invited here by Amber.

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted October 22, 2002 12:47 PM         

Secondly, I would like to thank everyone for their VERY kind comments. Jaqueline, Aquamoon, Amber ... thank you all ... I mean that most deeply.

Rainbow - I cannot disagree, you are quite correct, and for that reason, I am not going to delete these posts. It is not a habit of mine to delete anything, and I am in fact quite opposed to it under normal circumstances. I think the other Moderators can verify this through my past private comments to them - I have disagreed with them before over this very issue.

However, what you offered was not advice, it was negative critisism that was spiteful and completely uncalled for. I could feel it. I deleted it. I probably did not need to, as things in this forum tend to work out themselves - as evidenced by this very string, but I did not at all like the vibrations that were being put forth by your thinly veiled comments - they were destructive - so I destroyed them. I hope you can understand this and leave the past in the past.

But I will say that you are absolutely correct about my "credentials." I HAVE NONE. I have never claimed to, and in fact have made very clear my status as a NON-professional on MANY occasions.

I will do so again. I am not an expert - not by a long shot. I am still very much in the learning process. I have no credentials. I have no degree. All I have are my thoughts, my opinions, and a growing intuition - which I trust more than any piece of paper.

So, this is my disclaimer.

I can feel the conflict which resides within you, which is why I cannot be angered by your comments. I hope you can resolve the pain that you are living, and I will certainly keep light thoughts about you.

Peace to everyone

posted October 23, 2002 03:39 AM         

Speaking of the past, everyone.........that is now..... what I am here....history.........oh I can hear the cheers and applause now...not so loud...not so loud....

(if you can even call it that, because thru the magic of computers, one push of a delete button can ZAP history out of existence, and make it looks as tho certain parts of it, never existed at all, as Ra so kindly suggested he would do, to one up my posts further up the thread, and then actually carried out the deed, with the full approval of the Regency who rules this Kingdom/)

So.....mighty mysterious Ra

..may you continue your journey, by helping so many here who rely on your wise councel.
"You shall know them by their works..."

I've decided to get out of everybody's hair to the utter delight of you all, I'm sure.......and after this is deleted, it will be as tho I never existed at all...

Have fun, eveyone....

CELEBRATE!!!

posted October 23, 2002 03:49 AM         

.....Sunny Day....... thank you for being concerned about me...and now that "the evil one" is leaving, I'm sure there will be no more fighting.......please try not to get too caught up in this web, my dear..

posted October 23, 2002 07:16 AM         

Do you think you could actually answer these questions? My email address is in my profile, feel free to use it. I will no longer address you or this subject, until you apologize for treating me so badly here. I have been invited to come to another board, by someone here, that unfortunately though you post at. I wouldn't dare post there because I can't stand the meanness that you spew forth at me, and you don't even know me. My marriage has been falling apart, my children suffer due to it, my parents are dying from cancer and my life is far from having rainbows in it...yet I come here for peace and love and understanding and you constantly make it a point to make me feel less than worthy to be here. I feel certain this is not how this board was meant to be. And I feel deep down that this is not how you really are...and I'm sad that I cannot see that...

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted October 23, 2002 08:20 AM         

thank you Aquamoon...thank you so much..

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted October 23, 2002 10:39 AM         

No doubt you will read this, your psychology mandates that you obtain feedback from your comments. You cannot help it.

And we cannot but help to wonder about all of the whys that Bernadette has posed. There is little doubt that you are hurting inside, and for me, this is answer enough.

Peace to you, Rainbow - I truly mean it. I hope you can find it.

Bernadette, please understand that it is your vulnerability that caused Rainbow to be so relentless towards you. You were reflecting her own vulnerabilities, and all of the things she directed towards you were actually rooted in the way she feels about herself. It is textbook psychology.

I have seen your picture, you are an attractive woman, do not believe anything otherwise. I would hazard the guess that she is probably hyper-critical about anyone who she perceives to be more attractive, or more intelligent, or more anything ... than herself. See this and have sympathy for her ... if you can. She hurts even more than you do - if you can believe that.

You are a beautiful person, Bernadette - your thoughts and words show it, the company you keep shows it, and I can certainly feel it - even through all of that emotional darkness that surrounds you. Your light will eventually burn all of that stuff up!

All of that said, I am now going to officially close my first topic.

Yes, the Mighty Mysterious Ra is going to weild his awesome powers of Moderatorship, granted to him by the Regency of the Kingdom! (sorry, I just could not help it!)

Any thoughts concerning the original intent of this string are certainly welcome in a new one. As this topic will remain, links can always be made to it for reference. Fair enough?