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Topic: Would like to stop dreaming about the WTC so often
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AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 15, 2002 04:54 PM
Here are a few from my journal... I know the whole incident upset me like nothing else has but really it's been over a year now and I keep having these dreams on a regular basis. Any suggestions on how I can slow them down a bit?
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Had another dream I was at the foot of the WTC but in this case everyone had been warned there would be an attack and the whole Wall Street area was evacuated and deserted except for me. It was really eerie and I just kept looking up at the buildings and didn't want to leave. It was like a Twilight episode with no other life around.. just stome stray office papers flying by me in the wind occasionally.
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I was at a high school reunion of some kind. I was wearing a coat and I stuck my hands in my pockets and in one I found a ring. I pulled it out. It was gold and had the World Trade Center on it in diamonds. I put it on and thought "I'm so glad I got this out before they were destroyed." Some woman was there that used to be a really annoying cheerleader. She was making fun of me for something and thought that I would care. I backed her into a corner and said "watch this!" I ran my hands over my face and went from 30 years old to 18. Then I did the same for my body. She was completely traumatized and ran away. I was pleased. My mother showed up and I was showing her how I kept losing three of my teeth. Two in back and one of my fang teeth. I kept pulling them out and giving them to her and they'd grow right back. I decided to go watch SpongeBob Squarepants. Then there was something with three friends (me being one of them). One of them had a magick crystal she used to control the other two into doing what she wanted and we had to usurp her because the power had gone to her head. We were successful and I had the stone. I went in search of a men with large man-breasts so I could use the stone to do good deads and turn their chests more masculine and make them happy...
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I was in New Jersey and looking at the NYC skyline before September 11th. It was at night and everything was lit up and I was crying because everyone around me didn't know what was going to happen. I was talking to someone and telling them I hoped they would rebuild the towers even though it would be scary to work in them after what happened.
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I was in NYC at it was at night. I was in the World Trade Center on the bottom floor in the lobby of the tower that the tourists were allowed to go to the roof too.... near the elevators. They were allowing romantic 'skyline' dates to rich couples and I worked there. I worked for the Windows On the World restaurant but I was doing catering down there on the first floor for the couples before they got on the elevators. The price of the dates would go to preventing terrorism and increasing security. I was also in charge of taking pictures of people that worked there and the couples before they went upstairs. I had a Polaroid camera. I remember looking up at the high high ceilings of that lobby and listening to the elevtors' bells ring and looking over the rail at the escelators going down into the malls and store and subways below the building. I became overwhelmed and I was just sobbing and sobbing and crying and I couldn't stop. I took pictures of some of the people I worked with and as it developed in my hand I noticed there were two huge orbs on it but I was expecting them to show up so I juse handed the picture to one of my co-workers and I just kept crying and crying and crying.
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AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 15, 2002 04:57 PM
I dreamed I was in one of the planes that crashed into it... I dreamed I was watching videos of people jumping out of the building. I dreamed I was a little girl playing at the base of the towers before the first plane hit. I dreamed I was in Brooklyn... across the water... and it was the night before it happened and I knew it was going to happen but couldn't do anything about it and I was just looking at the towers and crying and crying. I dreamed I was telling someone about what I was doing the day it happened and how I didn't wake up until they had already collapsed and that I felt very guilty for that. I dreamed I was in love with this man that worked there and he was about to go to work but I was trying to stop him. I dreamed I was watching new footage of the planes going into the buildings and in it you could see the people in the windows of the planes....
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SnowWhite
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posted October 16, 2002 02:08 AM
not precisely a conjoined twin, just a best friend  besides it's hard to be "connected" to someone that is on a different floor of your building and all... but if I look out my window I can see her is there a problem with that or like her hair have you never known anyone to be like this? to watch the back of those they love? ------------------
She shines with mystic beauty bright,
casting silver through the night.
Queen of the Heavens,
Goddess of Light,
she is a sweet delight. IP: Logged |
AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 16, 2002 02:12 AM
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AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 16, 2002 04:10 AM
for Kian:
 For the rest of the board:
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Ra
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posted October 16, 2002 01:40 PM
I will think about it, Amber.Does anyone mind if I delete some of these posts/replies? It will be like they never happened - kind of.   IP: Logged |
AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 16, 2002 02:23 PM
I'd appreciate deletion. Thank you!IP: Logged |
SnowWhite
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posted October 16, 2002 03:03 PM
works for me as well.
I can't do the little icony thing but ya know I love ya Amber
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Randall
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posted October 17, 2002 05:00 AM
It's your Forum, Ra--you make the executive decision. I back all my Moderators 100 percent.  ------------------
"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
goatgirl
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Registered: Jul 2002
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posted October 17, 2002 02:48 PM
Snow White,What is the translation for the latin you posted? varium et mutabile semper femina I can't get it all...variable and changeable always woman? or something like that? 
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The human mind is not capable of grasping the Universe. We are like a little child entering a huge library. ...It does not understand the languages in which they are written. But the child notes a definite plan in the arrangement of the books....a mysterious order which it does not comphrehend, but only dimly suspects. Albert Einstein IP: Logged |
SnowWhite
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posted October 17, 2002 03:28 PM
very close!it's "women are ever changing and capricious" which I think we are LOL ------------------
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Ra
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posted October 18, 2002 10:47 AM
Is that better? Kian's post does not make any sense now, but ... IP: Logged |
AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 18, 2002 02:27 PM
lol that is better anyway. Thank you. Kian's posts often don't make sense anyway. *runs from Kian before she can catch me* ------------------
mighty mao moondog drifts across the grass ..healing lullabies for easter time on mars ..paint your hats and shoes with flowers and with stars ..singing in metropolitan operas ..you can halt your car for an afternoon in utopia ..we shall stop the wars on those afternoons in utopia IP: Logged |
SnowWhite
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posted October 18, 2002 03:24 PM
dddduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuude you can take that post out ya know :-p*thwaps Amber so hard her hair changes colour by itself* ------------------
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AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 18, 2002 03:26 PM
I actually wished that worked. I'd save a lot of money on hairdye! And my lips would be all pouty.  ------------------
hello today ..open your eyes ..the snow is falling just like leaves ..aquarian warriors rebuild the ship ..mr rainbow is gone ..hello my love ..here's to your heart ..unfold the lillies in the deep ..the season's over, the shores are sealed ..now ashen roses rain on the fields ..innocent dreamers, look what you've done ..now it's time for the phoenix to fly IP: Logged |
SnowWhite
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posted October 18, 2002 03:43 PM
pouty lips aren't all they're cracked up to be. You tend to get guys *talking* about kissing them but not actually *doing* it :-p------------------
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Bernadette1216
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posted October 18, 2002 04:51 PM
Kian, if i were a guy..i'd be kissing your lips for sure!------------------
When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always. - Mahatma Gandhi IP: Logged |
AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 18, 2002 06:40 PM
I don't know about all of you.. but I'm looking forward to the weekend! My energy is very strange today. not in a bad way but just strange!! I'm in a good mood... sort of bouncy... feeling good about something but I don't know what, exactly.We'll see!!  ------------------
hello today ..open your eyes ..the snow is falling just like leaves ..aquarian warriors rebuild the ship ..mr rainbow is gone ..hello my love ..here's to your heart ..unfold the lillies in the deep ..the season's over, the shores are sealed ..now ashen roses rain on the fields ..innocent dreamers, look what you've done ..now it's time for the phoenix to fly IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted October 18, 2002 06:41 PM
Oh, my!  IP: Logged |
Rainbow~
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posted October 21, 2002 02:56 PM
(deleted) Viola! It never existed. I must confess this does make one feel "powerful."And to the "mysterious Ra"  I bid you farewell oh High One On the Spritual Path.....and may you continue your important humanitarian work for the good people here who rely on your skills and gifts.. I do expect this post won't be around long... IP: Logged |
Jaqueline
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Registered: Oct 2002
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posted October 21, 2002 03:28 PM
Rainbow
I am not Ra's lawyer , I am not a friend of Ra, I don't know if "he" is man,a woman, a child or Jesus Christ reincarnated.
But one thing I know,he is a kind person and he is very good on what he intends to do,so for me that's what matters. I believe that he deleted your posts because they were somehow offensive and he was in his right as moderator. Amber is entitled of putting how many posts she wants and to speak about her dreams in the way she likes ,starting from the moment that she is not offending anyone. And as far as I can see the only person that has been putting offensive opinions in this site is not Amber, or SnowWhite or Bernadete. I know that I am just a new kid on the block, but in respect to Linda's memory ,in respect to others knowflakes and moderators I beg you to stop.
Please ! Jaqueline Ra,please feel free to delete my post whenever you want. Ok ?
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AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 21, 2002 04:02 PM
Rainbow... with all due respect.. please stop. l.) determine that any advice I might offer anyone here is not worthy of any consideration and threfore subject to being deleted??? You were not offering advice. You were hounding me like you are fond of doing. Please stop. <~~~~~
2.) to intrepret dreams, in the first place?
The people the run this site must see Ra's merit. He's brilliant at dream interpretation and many people on this board agree. Ra's never claimed to be a dream expert. He's very humble in his talent. Other people see his valuable insight and ask him for advice because he's good. If you'd like to speak to people about this further please start your own thread and please stop mussing up mine. Thank you. IP: Logged |
WoodlandGnome
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posted October 21, 2002 05:19 PM
AmberVS,This reminds me of, like a ghost stuck in some scenario that gets played over and over. Try praying before you go to sleep. Ask that if there is a message you should know, to reveal it. Otherwise, to please let this subject rest now. Maybe, if you do this for a while, the dreams will subside. I hope so. IP: Logged |
AmberVonSchriek
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posted October 21, 2002 05:30 PM
Woodland ~
Thank you I should do something along those lines. I know I dream of it often because I'm from NYC and I still feel guilty that I wasn't there. Not that I could have done anything but there is still this sense of guilt that I should have been with my brother. I still have an apartment there in NYC on 11th street. Our view out of that window for years and years was of the WTC. That's partly why it affects me so much. That and I had friends and family in the towers (they all escaped).IP: Logged |
WoodlandGnome
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posted October 21, 2002 06:48 PM
Amber,It is the guilt that is feeding the dreams. You need to release that and the dreams will stop. You have no reason to feel guilty and you shouldn't be punishing yourself.
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