posted December 31, 2002 05:05 PM           

SO last night was a bad night. Bad dreams. It was one of those nights where I tossed and turned so much sometimes I didn't know
when I was dreaming or not. Most of my dreams were very life like... and consisted of me waking up where I was in the room and everything looking like it really is.

Which makes for really scary dreams.

So I tossed and turned and finally went to the floor to sleep. I do that sometimes when I have trouble. I don't know why. So I dream that I wake up and I'm laying there on the floor and all of a sudden this loud rap comes to the closet door. Someone kicks it open and these three men come into the room all dressed in black uniforms. I'm terrified.

Then I wake up with a start and I'm laying on the floor and I could almost swear that a knock to the front door is what woke me up. I'm instantly awake. Adrenaline running through me. I can feel all the blood leave my face because I'm so scared and I just lay there for a long long time.

Finally I get up and lay on the couch in the living room staring at the front door. But I didn't go back to sleep until the sun came up this morning. Those guys were bloody scary.

posted January 03, 2003 08:54 PM         

I have not forgotten about you! Like I could if I wanted! (which of course I do not)

I know I have passed over some of your dreams here lately. I promise to get to them as soon as I get caught up on some of these others. I simply wish to give them the attention and thought they deserve.

I think my past connection with you makes me want to get them just right, and maybe I should just get over that!

Back to you soon!

posted January 06, 2003 12:39 AM           

I've been absent from the board quite a bit lately, too! I think it's the Winter Solstice influence... quiet, reflective, turning inward.

Interestingly enough.. I've been taking pictures of that corner of the room where the closet door is. I don't know why, really, because I've been doing more past life regression lately instead of 'ghost hunting'...

Anyway.. lots of orbs show up in the pictures in that area of the room.

This is actually the door into the living room. The closet is right there to the right. But you can't see it in this picture.

There are three orbs in this picture. The closet door is on the left and a bathroom door there on the right

One orb on the closet door

posted January 08, 2003 02:11 PM         

Well, that is certainly an eerie "dream", if a dream it was. Sounds more like an experience.

Symbolically, it would seem that there are "skeletons in your closet" that are anxious to get out! The black suggests unconscious energies, mystery, and of course - secrecy. Three could suggest the formation of a psychological process, perhaps based upon this unconscious material which is trying to make itself noticed. Of course, these are internal symbologies, which would not necessarily apply if the energies are more of an external manifestation, as those orb pictures seem to suggest!

I will have to continue thinking about this!

What are your feelings about these "men", the darkness of their appearance, the orbs, and whatever else, Amber?

posted January 09, 2003 11:41 PM         

I don't know if your dream is a manifestation of psychologically uncomfortal or scary material you don't want to face, it might be, but doesn't seem that way to me.

Houses often room more than furniture!

To me it seems you're either picking up energies trapped in your house/apartment, much like stale air or dust in the corners are "trapped"... and giving life and form to these energies you sense, in your dreams. What do they represent and where/who do they come from? It can be you leave that energy there yourself, maybe you think a lot of dark thoughts/feelings that you don't air out properly? Or are they left behind from whoever lived there before you? Or from someone who visits you either in your thoughts or physically?

Or; you are actually being confronted by energies, spirits, whether your place is "their" place (meaning it's a bad-house-problem), or they live around/with YOU (meaning they want something from you, or?).

I would try to do some "house cleaning" both internally and externally. Observe your self and what kind of energy you color your walls with, so to speak. Then clear out physical clutter, air out stale air, put things in order, get a dried bunch of Indian herbs (or dry a bunch of sage), light it and walk through your home, especially in the "disturbed" areas. I have tried it myself and KNOWS it helps!! This advice I got from a woman after I told her about my "busy" home, and afterwards the house felt much calmer, less crowded and "cleaner", and I slept better. The woman used to light a bunch of sage after every visit by her mother-in-law... All the best!

posted January 10, 2003 10:06 AM         

I think you will see that these are energies that are around her, and certain friends of hers, not only in her house.

Since her first appearance here, I have remarked repeatedly that I sense a darkness around her, as well as light. Both very strong energies. Some of them feel internal, some of them external. You seem to sense some of the same things. Assuming the feelings you have about this "dream" are not entirely self-projections, what else do you sense/feel?

Amber and I would both appreciate any input.

posted January 10, 2003 11:38 AM           

See, I am beginning to think they are around me rather than in my apartment, too.

When we first moved into the apt 3 years ago there WAS a small 2 or 3 year old ghost here. He was here because his family moved out of the apartment across from us. He had died of cancer a month or two before they moved out. I think he was looking for a family environment. But he moved on fairly quickly. He only stayed in our apartment for a couple months. I know he's not here anymore and I never got ANYTHING negative from him at all.

I've cleansed this apartment so many times. I have sage sticks up the wazzoo! I have banishing incense and protection and cleansing incense that I use. I've been around the whole house and gone into the closets, etc. I've tried different protection chants from books, too.

I don't know who these three men are or what they represent. All I know is that I was terrified of them and really scared when I woke up.

*it scared me as much as that other dream, Ra, with Regan and Hunter disappearing and the protection pentagrams that I posted here a few weeks ago... it was much the same feeling*

posted January 10, 2003 11:40 AM           

Welcome Evergreen!!

posted January 11, 2003 02:51 PM         

At first I didn't notice the orbs when I looked at the photos. Ignoring them because I boxed them as photographic flaws of some sort.

It was not the orbs that startled me, but the room itself. I still don't know why, and I suspect it is some self-projecting in my feelings about it.

I looked at a couple of other photos you had posted re. orbs as well.

The orbs and you; I get the overall feeling you have a "magnetic" og "sticky" (like moths to light), open and experimental personality and soul. Could be you attract both light and dark energies more than others. Some of these helping and protecting you, and some of more doubtful character. In general, I don't feel the orbs are of a "threatening" character, they are there because you invited them and because they like being around you.

The dark men in the dream: I still don't get a feeling they are scaring you because you do not want to face something.

Did they scare you because they wanted something from you, wanted to destroy you?

Did they scare you because they were protecting something from you?

Reading your other dreams it seems you have been delving into past lives. In one of the dreams you are told not to cross the border, in another you are drugged and warned to stay away, more or less. Could it be that your subconsciousness, higher consciousness, your wiser you, or even your "helpers" protect you from delving into a dark past you are not yet quite ready to handle? -That your dreams mix scary stuff from a dark past life with a warning that this trip is not going to be pleasant?

posted January 11, 2003 08:39 PM           

I wonder why the room itself startled you? I don't know you that well yet so I don't know how your own experiences would self progect on that (yet!). I sleep in that room with my son. It seems that every night I can go in there and take pictures of that corner and there are orbs! I'm not entirely surprised because activity in the room is up again. And I think you're right about me attracting 'them'. Some are harmless and don't bother me at all.. and like you said, some of them are questionable.

Did they scare you because they wanted something from you, wanted to destroy you? Did they scare you because they were protecting something from you?

This is difficult to answer. I don't think because they were protecting anything from me. I had the feeling they intended physical harm to me and that's what scared me so much. But I also had the feeling that I expected them to come but wasn't sure when. So that although it startled and scared me when they showed up.. it wasn't totally unexpected.

Reading your other dreams it seems you have been delving into past lives. In one of the dreams you are told not to cross the border, in another you are drugged and warned to stay away, more or less. Could it be that your subconsciousness, higher consciousness, your wiser you, or even your "helpers" protect you from delving into a dark past you are not yet quite ready to handle? -That your dreams mix scary stuff from a dark past life with a warning that this trip is not going to be pleasant?

posted January 13, 2003 01:01 AM           

Is there some secret that you've become obsessed with unveiling,
AMBER? This could be something strange going on in your
neighborhood, or it might be an intellectual puzzle. Whatever it
is, you're determined to discover the truth, and may find yourself
doing things you wouldn't normally do. Don't be too pushy asking
questions. Your friends won't appreciate that. Try to confine your
research to books, newspapers, and the Web. This way you can get a
few clues without alienating anyone.

posted January 15, 2003 04:22 PM           

Look at the ones I took this morning.. There was a lot of activity in the room last night..

http://www.glamourjunkies.com/orbs/orb011503d.jpg
http://www.glamourjunkies.com/orbs/orb011503c.jpg
http://www.glamourjunkies.com/orbs/orb011503b.jpg