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From: Not Here.....Not There
Registered: Apr 2003

posted April 16, 2003 04:35 PM         

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Hi I'm new here....I am really happy for you. That is awesome. There is nothing like it. I posted something in Soul Unions about being with someone who you feel complete and total joyful bliss with. But, somehow something went wrong and I ended it. Anwayz, saving that for the other thread. I just wanted you to know I'm happy for anyone that gets to experience what you are experiencing.
Take Care,
~ShadowLost~

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"If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter what else you have."
~Sir James M. Barrie

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From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000

posted April 16, 2003 10:32 PM         

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Welcome!

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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posted April 17, 2003 12:19 PM         

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Welcome to the Astral Realm ShadowLost!

Can you tell us about your screen-name? Is it about the loss you mentioned?

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From: Not Here.....Not There
Registered: Apr 2003

posted April 17, 2003 09:59 PM         

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Hello again....I originally saw the name from a fantasy series I read. It was similar to a state of death. Being lost in the shadows and not being able to ever come out of it. It came to me as a name about a year and a half ago. When I started feeling like I was losing myself and my life. I'm a sun scorpio and I've always known what I truly have wanted inside especially when I'm by myself. But, for some reason at about age 21 or so I didn't listen to my intuition and my instincts as much anymore. Currently I feel lost, restless, and sad mostly. Ever since I moved here to Oregon I've been unhappy. I've been here 3 1/2 years so far. I'd always wanted to move to Oregon but, the time and the reasoning I did was all off. I feel like my real life is happening on another timeline or something. That I'll wake up and this won't really be my reality. I've also had chances to go back home and for some reason I haven't taken them. I want to but, I feel like the only reason I'm still here is my boyfriend. I want to feel happiness and joy again. I want to LIVE again. Not feel like a caged bird sadly looking through wire bars wanting desperately to escape the darkness and the shadows and to just fly free again. Self-imposed I might add. With the influence of my boyfriend. I often feel out of sync with the place, the people, my workplace, everything here.

This is really good to get this out....I really need to and I need as much insight as I can get. Thank You!!!!!
~ShadowLost~

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"If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter what else you have."
~Sir James M. Barrie

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From: Not Here.....Not There
Registered: Apr 2003

posted April 17, 2003 10:00 PM         

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Hello again....I originally saw the name from a fantasy series I read. It was similar to a state of death. Being lost in the shadows and not being able to ever come out of it. It came to me as a name about a year and a half ago. When I started feeling like I was losing myself and my life. I'm a sun scorpio and I've always known what I truly have wanted inside especially when I'm by myself. But, for some reason at about age 21 or so I didn't listen to my intuition and my instincts as much anymore. Currently I feel lost, restless, and sad mostly. Ever since I moved here to Oregon I've been unhappy. I've been here 3 1/2 years so far. I'd always wanted to move to Oregon but, the time and the reasoning I did was all off. I feel like my real life is happening on another timeline or something. That I'll wake up and this won't really be my reality. I've also had chances to go back home and for some reason I haven't taken them. I want to but, I feel like the only reason I'm still here is my boyfriend. I want to feel happiness and joy again. I want to LIVE again. Not feel like a caged bird sadly looking through wire bars wanting desperately to escape the darkness and the shadows and to just fly free again. Self-imposed I might add. With the influence of my boyfriend. I often feel out of sync with the place, the people, my workplace, everything here.

This is really good to get this out....I really need to and I need as much insight as I can get. Thank You!!!!!
~ShadowLost~

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"If you have love, you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter what else you have."
~Sir James M. Barrie

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From: Of Elvenkind
Registered: Jul 2002

posted May 08, 2003 08:27 AM         

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Aaaw dear Shadowlost, I just read your post. Thank you for your sweet reply and I hope you soon feel more centered again. Next time I hope I will reply sooner, sorry for that.

Wishing you all the love in the world!

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