posted January 29, 2003 05:49 AM         

I really want to share something amazing with you all! Though it is kind of private I won't tell you any details. Actually my friend experienced it but...well let me tell you.

Recently a male friend and I, we know each other for about 8 years now, met up about 3 weeks ago at my place to talk about astrology for special reasons. Soon we noticed about how close we actually were and how our energies combined and it was heavenly! Actually we did notice a shared energy a few weeks prior to that. We have always liked each other never any problems but suddenly something clicked after all these years. We never really expected it to happen though but it did.
Well, many things happened after that and my whole life is quite complicated at the moment (has been for some time now), yet it has never been better as well. So I won't go into details about that although it would explain the story much better.
Now yesterday night I suddenly awoke at about 2.30. It amazed me because I usually never do plus I felt só incredibly fit and awake it suprised me, thought it must be time to go to work but it was only 2.30. Soon thereafter the phone rang. And because I was so fit I jumped out of bed and ran to the phone which never rings at this time of night. The moment I touched the phone it stopped ringing. I couldn't see who it was, the mobilephone didn't tell me any number so that was a bit annoying. I was so awake that I turned on the computer, which I also never do in the middle of the night. A bit later I went to bed and fell asleep again.
Now I mailed this to the male friend in the morning, how weird it was that I woke up so sudden and that the phone rang immediatly after my waking up. Like I knew.

posted January 30, 2003 01:40 PM         

Just remember, there is nothing that can truly harm you in this state; ultimately, you are indestructable.

posted January 31, 2003 03:52 PM         

Amanda - sometimes yes, sometimes no.

posted January 31, 2003 11:28 PM         

this morning, we were chatting about dreams from last night, and she said "I had the craziest dream about you last night, I dreamed we were in this room sitting in desks!"

posted February 01, 2003 06:05 AM         

Amanda, yep that happens....seems you two met somewhere in one of our dimensions and created this classroom together. Cool! They don't say for nothing:" dreams are a state between living and death!"
I have experienced this before as well. About what I told my girl friend in my dream. I was floating somewhere in my own house and she was asleep in the other room. I remember I was scared because 'they' were going to take me away and I needed her to wake up to tell her this because I didn't want to leave the earth just yet. I didn't trust 'them' so much and wanted to make sure she'd tell the people I love them before I'd go. I didn't talk, I communicated through telepathy and she awoke (finally after a while).
She told me the next day she dreamt that I was saying similar things like 'I don't trust them' to her as I had said in my own 'dream'. Again, this didn't feel like a dream, more of a trance of some sort.
I think this is interesting, I really would like to know more about this. Is it so that you doo you have this automaticaly (without needing to have training) with someone you are more connected (soulmate) with than with others or doesn't this matter? Like do you need the same energy field or something. But with training you could do it with anyone or anything (sounds nasty ) Mmmm. I hate it (not really cause I don't 'hate' ) when I have a million questions again.

Leaves me in the mist, now I do love mist!

posted February 01, 2003 07:20 AM         

Amanda, you had a shared dream with your friend, how lovely! You must both be wanting to share a memory or current experience together...maybe you both need to solve something important to you. How do you feel about that?

posted February 02, 2003 05:52 AM         

So if I read your reply right you're sort of confirming my wonder about connections and these experiences. Yep certainly close on a soullevel. I have never experienced closeness like this (thought I did) that it is eerie. He comes so close that I go like:" wow, stop right there!" But on the other hand.... it's so beautiful and so blissy. Oh and btw I don't live with him. He lives somewhere else so I did travel 'all the way' . Or maybe you thought my girlfriend living with me but it was only in my dream. I live alone.

I have read about people meeting their twinflames, soulmates and about how some get scared and run away. I have always wondered why but now I know the feeling. It is very blissful when we are together all night long, like there is not time, like the state we are in is like heaven and we don't have to 'do' anything for it. Very weird because I have known this guy for so long and suddenly we just ended up together one evening and one night, just holding hands and feeling blissful. Took us by suprise.
We have also experienced the time lapse thing in a song simultaneously. Or having had a deep and heavy discussion and suddenly we both feel 'light' at the same time, like the depressing feeling suddenly went out of our bodies at the same time. This is the shared energy and that is TOO weird to me. Gosh, hard to explain as to why exactly I would be scared of it and if you can really call it scared. And of course I am now thinking this astral experience might be something that never happened and there is a perfectly rational explaination for it. And there is other things but I will leave it at this for now.

About 'them' well have you ever read the internet site 'Operation Terra'? Well it was because of that site that I dreamt of 'they' but it was at a time I didn't really think about that site so much yet I dreamt about 'them'. I don't know...

posted February 02, 2003 08:08 AM         

you are too cute! I know I can rattle on and on too getting carried away with my thoughts hoping my listeners have the patience to bear with me....you have a very bubbly energy Mercy

Sorry have not read Operation Terra but the "them" feeling was the energy I felt around me and back in those times I was more afraid to leave my body...I felt there were many around me because of all that noise and always resisted "leaving" with "them" but always did
Now my OBEs are more "natural" ... its like one minute I'm in my body and next I'm out...when you have time take a look at my thread on "Eerie OBE" ... that one was my most recent.
Anyway sorry I'm going on and on about me here....don't rationalize your astral experience with your friend. (I'm a big one to talk but its our human nature I think...unless you have an Air Moon so you will understand me)
When it comes to our soul connections there need not be any reason...it just is and it is wonderful!
Distance plays NO factor whatsoever in these connections and maybe you guys never felt this melding connection before because you were not ready yet, for whatever reason.
Don't be afraid of your connection...just go with the flow between you guys and enjoy. Everything seems to be flowing very naturally between you both and maybe now is the time that God/Universe has chosen to show you just how connected you two are! The astral experience did happen showing you that your soul does want to be with him. Its your conscious mind that is trying to rationalize this hence the fear...trust your Higher Self and his!
Well my morning coffee has kicked in I believe since I am talking sooooo much

posted February 02, 2003 01:40 PM         

I don't have real time to write now but you... going on about you? No way! I do that! Rattle on and on as long as you please, I love it. And yes I have seen your OBE thread and thought it was interesting. With 'seen' I mean seen and not yet really read (glimpsed), had no time and no concentration at all to read. But I definitely will!

I have an air Moon, !
Yes, all you say I do 'know', about why and how we met and about not rationalizing the lot (long story). Isn't it all very beautiful to put it very lightly!
I miss him very much (weird) and he misses me too and all I want is being in his presence (???). He is gone for one week but I sure will welcome him with a great diner at his place on saturday evening as a suprise! WOW, life sure does suprise you!
I do have to go now.

I just want to thank you for being so sweet! So funny, you saying I have bubbly energy. I heard that before .

posted February 02, 2003 08:03 PM         

Have you decided whether it will be an astral dinner or a physical one ... kidding, blame it on my Air Moon or on my sleep deprivation

posted February 03, 2003 07:50 AM         

Will you stop it already!!!! !

I have not yet decided but I think hé will like a physical one much better. How does he know, he never even tasted an astral one! Mmmmm, <scratching head>.

posted February 06, 2003 05:00 AM         

I will keep you 'somewhat' posted about the Gem and I. At the moment the cards are dealt in a way that he is in my thoughts constantly. So... and !
Huh, I just sent him this again in an sms, how vulnerable this position!

And those é and ó's are only easy to do at work even though it is a normal keyboard (they say). Why??? Mmmm, don't ask! Although there is a way to do it on every keyboard with the control button.

posted February 10, 2003 04:04 AM         

The weekend was pure bliss! Hours and hours of pure bliss just being close together! Time usually goes faster, but not when we are together! It just lasted and lasted! It was so intense that at one time he hád to stop kissing my neck! I thought I was exploding or loosing my mind (in a good way though). We are still in AWE! It is undescribable! Such extasy!
Thought I'd let you know. I found my prins, just when I was giving up he would exsist! BOOM he is there and we have known each other for so long!

?????

We are só happy, happy is not good enough to describe. Tears of joy!
There is one person who told me:" Mercy...when one feels really, really happy it feels you will go insane or explode!" That's how it is!

posted February 11, 2003 04:22 PM         

You make me soooooooooo happy knowing you are experiencing this wonderful connection with Mr Gemini....enjoy, enjoy, enjoy! Live every moment with him to the fullest and just let go missy!
I love the Airy energy!

Here is a big happy for ya!

P.S. How was the astral dinner or did you just skip it altogether

posted February 16, 2003 01:18 PM         

It is all too intense and wonderful to describe! It leaves us....WOW! Hours long he is in my arms like there wasn't ever anything else.
The diner was a bit mushy (the potatoes, silly buggers). I am not the best one to concentrate on one thing only (I am the cook who wants to do a 1000 things at the same time)! But it was food and we are so fortunate to be able to put it down our Godly stomachs.
Looking into his beautiful eyes the food went down in grace!
Gosh, he is made for me, isn't it wonderful!

posted February 22, 2003 08:13 AM         

Sending you a big happy bear hug and