posted August 23, 2003 09:45 PM         

Thanks for leaping to my defense, sweet faery lady. Perhaps I threw the drama up too suddenly and unpredictably for this crowd. I was just giving an improvised speech up there. That's all. It had little to do with feeling unhappy with where this thread was going, although that's CERTAINLY the tone I used. That was really what gave the speech its relevance and it's zing, you see: The fact that there was a friendly disagreement going on in the background. I apologize, a lot of this was probably my fault for being an opportunistic spokesperson for freedom, brother/sisterhood and of course universal understanding between all people.

Other than that you are all free to go back to scratching each other's eyes out or whatever it is that you were doing.

posted August 24, 2003 12:30 AM         

Anafaery, you have misunderstood my non-comments to the Nth degree! I did not mention you in my post because your previous post was not in question. StarLover's post was, as was mine. Your post was a direct comment to dafreman, ours were more off subject. Your post was not an issue.

So, you want honesty? I am always honest, and I will not stop being so with you. Many of your posts are lengthy, and because I have little time, I do not read them all in their entirety. This is my shortcoming, not yours. I wish I had time to read them all. Other than that, I have found you to have a rather pleasant presence here, and I appreciate the thoughts you give, especially in this forum where opinions and thoughts from others are few.

I rarely get a chance to visit Global Unity, so I have no idea what goes on in there, and I am sorry that whatever goes on has affected you so much.

I had no intention of leaving you out of anything, and did not, really. I apologize if it seemed that way.

posted August 24, 2003 06:25 PM         

daf, dont worry about it. you dont control what i feel empathy for. i did feel empathy for you, and i understood where you were coming from, and *i* am sorry for unloading like that in your thread.

btw how are you doing lately? i hope you are well.

starlover, sure, np. i didnt mean to be offensive in my post, honestly i just could understand how daf felt. no hard feelers

Ra, thank you for being upfront. i am glad that i did misinterpret your comments, as ive always enjoyed talking with you on the board. i do know that i sometimes post long posts, i dont blame you for not reading em all. glad that everythings ok, sorry for the little outburst, i just like to know which way the wind blows. its hard for me, all i ask is to know whats up, and certain people havent done that and it makes me very bothered.

take care everyone! and thanks for being your wonderful selves

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where i end and you begin there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin
and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin

posted August 24, 2003 06:27 PM         

*warm hug to anyone that desires one*

i have plenty of those

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where i end and you begin there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin
and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin

posted August 24, 2003 08:34 PM         

hmm how do they do it here... like this right?

{{{{{{{Ra}}}}}}}}

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where i end and you begin there's a gap in between there's a gap where we meet where i end and you begin
and i'm sorry for us the dinosaurs roam the earth the sky turns green where i end and you begin

posted August 25, 2003 12:33 AM         

Well Daf, can you tell us what else you may have been hoping to see in this thread? Do you still feel anxious about your dream (well both your dreams, I read the second one too), or have you gained new insight lately?

posted August 25, 2003 01:46 AM         

To clear the air about one thing, I have an overall chart signature that's fairly evenly stacked toward Cardinal side in all elements but Fire. It's a pretty even mix, but with a slight tip toward the Cancer side. With my Moon in Cancer, I am a collector of memories, a reflector upon the past and very cautious about trusting. I have no money hang ups, but loves me some good eats. Fortunately I've got Virgo and Libra in buckets so I don't tend to let my emotions get away from me, although I have been known to cry like a baby, I can shut it off like a switch and be so clinically cold and logical that it would probably make you shudder. Specially with the eyes of a Scorp Ascendant with which to drill straight through you. (Course nothing nearly as scary as when a full on Scorp does it. Then you KNOW yer probably in trouble.) All defense of course, my bite is practically non-existant unless the cause is just and the long term consequences acceptable or desirable.

So I'm not a loon or a hapless bag of emotions, but I do FEEL. I feel so deeply it makes me scream inside sometimes when I feel all of the misery we revel in daily in society. Television programming is basically based around the exploitation and staging of scenes of human misery. I feel all of the time no matter where I go or what I do. On occasion, if I close my eyes and clear my mind and keep it still long enough, I can feel more. I can actually feel the call of the Path(I think it's the Earth), telling me what I should be doing (as opposed to what I am currently doing..usually) and what I shouldn't...what is wrong and what isn't. It tells me also what is true and what isn't..when I listen. It has been uncannily accurate as long as I don't start THINKING when I'm trying to feel it. Anyhow, about 5 years ago I started having very different feelings. Very STRONG feelings, that I should leave the home I used to have. I will post more on that, but for now, here are some stories that I wrote. There is a post down there called Dreams of the False Prophet.

I'd like to hear if anyone has had similar dreams to the ones that my daughter has had?What startled me, was that these dreams of hers match the feelings I've been having quite closely. If anyone has anything to share or any comments on those stories, I'd really like to hear them over on that post.

Thanks guys,