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posted April 16, 2005 11:43 PM         

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Azalaksh~

Oh my, thank you. Your words really touched me.

Thanks to everyone who reached out to me.
Sincerely.
It's hard to navigate the dark spots alone, especially when - though sturdy, all you can see about your vehicle leaks, and is less than sea worthy. It's nice to stay in port for a time.

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posted April 17, 2005 08:47 AM         

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WOW!
PixelPixie,
Know that you are not alone in your search for balence. With your, thread leading post, I was reading about my own experience too.
Thank You. For having the strength and appreciation for your Spirit's truth, to post about the anxieties, guilt and, all the 'tip-toed' around insanity, that comes with the responsibilty and, confusion that comes with this burdensome, honor... 'MOTHERHOOD'...
I believe, very strongly, that the best you have to give to these Spirit's, who love unconditional, is yourSelf! To those of us, who's mind's have been altered to disguise that kind of acceptance and, peace, it can only bring forth the ingrained inadequacies of years spent lost. To experience the surge of this perfect feeling, so familiar but, so deeply buried, left me in a complete state of chaotic, emotional and, spiritual torture. As the time quickly passes,..... my Beautiful Son, has now seen through 9 years of me, his birthday the 13th,.... I now see, how very much, he is my own Self, so much alike we are....... I can only hope that the revelation has come because that perfect feeling, is becoming less of a familiar and, more ...... just me
Sorry, I have gone on, but, thanks again, PixelPixie.

~ geminstone

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posted April 17, 2005 09:52 AM         

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WOW Geminstone - your words were very powerful, took my breathe away, written so from the depths of yourself..............thankyou for being so honest xxx

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posted April 17, 2005 09:55 AM         

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Az, just read your passage too - beautifully moving, made me cry, made me feel very humble, thankyou xx

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posted April 17, 2005 02:09 PM         

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Well..
I felt disconnected and alone, so I threw my aloneness out there, only to be met with others who are the same. Hence; Not Alone.
Thank YOU.
That's nice to know.

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posted April 17, 2005 02:37 PM         

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No pix, you are not alone. None of us really are, even though we may think like that in times of darkness. I thank all the Powers That Be that there are forums like this one where we can share our hope and strength. Do you know who financially supports this website? I would like to give back for all I have received here.....

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posted May 11, 2005 03:44 PM         

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************cries************

Well... I just checked my cycle, and indeed, it is about that time.. a week before.. hmm....
But how do you explain that she is the one flipping out today, for *literally* NO reason, and I am the super-calm one.
Is she PMS-ing?

Is it okay to run away?

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posted May 11, 2005 07:06 PM         

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I feel 'ya PixelPixie I swear that, even when I was pregnant with my daughter, I was twice as b*t**y! I have these kinds of days, my question is, usually, " Can I change my name? "
Yes, you can take your own time out, .... see what would happen if you let her put you in it! I love to mess with my 2 that way and, it has a way of lifting the cloud, most of the time....
At any rate, you being the calm one( as long as you can remain so...) you should get some kudos, even if you can't, literally, run away.

Be Well, Pix ~

~ geminstone

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posted May 11, 2005 07:36 PM         

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Ahhh Pix,

"...walking through the desert on a horse with no name..."
(Yeah I wish!!! Hubby and son and bird getting on my nerves!)

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posted May 11, 2005 08:00 PM         

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I will name your horse...
"Philomena"
And mine will be um..._________
*Your turn.* *make it cool!
Use the force, you have the power,
O Philing-est Phil-one with no mind Phillers Philling you with Phill......

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posted May 11, 2005 10:48 PM         

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And yours? Mensonea! LMAO!
I'm slightly off center these days, I can't think of a whitty prose to go along with Ms. Mensonea!

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posted May 11, 2005 11:00 PM         

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Double bubble.

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posted May 12, 2005 03:56 AM         

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posted May 19, 2005 03:56 PM         

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meh

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