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MOONAT
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posted October 20, 2004 04:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MOONAT     Edit/Delete Message
hey ra and others! how have you all been?
i was hoping you could give me some insight on this dream i had last night...

i'm in my house but it is a town house and its in one of those community type suburbs with fences around the whole suburb, u kno? anyway we're having a dinner party, because at six o'clock terrorists have told us their going to blow up all our houses, so we have four hours. there is a terrorist in the house setting up the bombs and i have a very BIG urge to kick him in the head. i also feel very sad and useless.
later on when there isnt much time we start getting all the valuable possessions we can find because we're not allowed to take anything big...and i start finding things i havent seen in ages! although now i can't remember what they were.

next thing i know my dad mum and i are sitting at the top of a hundred story building watching our suburb and house down below waiting for it to happen. i feel so sad for my parents that htey have to watch their house go down when mum has to have an operation next week (this is actually happening next week, so i knew i was dreaming sort of but not, i usually know i'm dreaming but i just let it unfold how it wants..). the time that all the blowing up is supposed to happen passes and i start thinking that their not going to do it (i still have an urge to kick the guy in the head) then all of a sudden i zoom in and our house is crumbliong like sand and the earth shakes. i get really mad and start screaming and yelling and then i slip off the building and start falling. as i'm falling i feel so horribly sad for my parents for having their daughter fall off a building on the same day as their house is being put down and mum has to get cancer removed. so i tell myself that i wont i wont put them through it! so i close my eyes and i simply land on the ground. i'm not hurt at all!
then i run across the street into a bakery or newsagency or something and yell at the woman to let me call my parents because they think i'm dead! and she keeps giving me the wrong number or i keep pressing the wrong number, i start getting very agitated and annoyed and then sad. then i wake up.

any insight would be MUCHLY appreciated

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Suzume
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posted October 21, 2004 06:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Suzume     Edit/Delete Message
Your feeling very guilty for what your mum is going through arn't you? this is a fanancial thing?

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Ra
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posted October 21, 2004 02:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hi MOONAT How are you?

Is Suzume right about feeling guilty in some way? That had not occurred to me, but it certainly could be indicated. And I had not thought about finances, either ... also a possibility.

Much of this dream seems to reflect stress and anxiety concerning your mother's medical situation and concern for your parents' state of affairs ...

Are you feeling a lot of stress/anxiety because of this?

Do you feel "sad and useless"?

Have you recently been thinking about/remembering past events that are "valuable" to you?

Are you having some sort of difficulty communicating with your parents? Frustrated?

I must say that your dream self is a very selfless entity! Here you are, plummeting to your death, and all you are concerned about is how this would add to your parents' difficulty.

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Ra
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posted October 26, 2004 02:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
MOONAT?

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MOONAT
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posted October 27, 2004 06:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MOONAT     Edit/Delete Message
hey there. sorry i didnt write back schools been keeping me. mum had her op today, and it went really well but we wont know for sure till the test results come in next week so fingers crossed
i donno i was kinda scared of the dream becasue i thought it was about mum being sick, but the thing is in real life, i basically knew the day we found out that she had it, but since then i've become sort of....weirdly optimistic, like in my mind i absolutely have no worries...i can see all those questions seeming like they apply but i really havent had any of those worries...so i'm thinking perhaps my dream self was expresing them for me... i donno :S

thankyou so much for your insight

luv naca

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pixelpixie
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posted October 27, 2004 10:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message

~~~~*****~~~:crosses fingers:~~~*****~~~~

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Ra
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posted October 28, 2004 01:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
"...i can see all those questions seeming like they apply but i really havent had any of those worries...so i'm thinking perhaps my dream self was expresing them for me..."

Well said. It is your subconscious expressing these feelings because there is no expression of them in waking life ... a compensatory dream of sorts, perhaps. You may not be consciously worried (and this is good!) but your un/subconscious is holding onto a little bit of it ... quite natural. I mean, I am sure some of the "what ifs" have crossed your mind, right?

Much Light to you and your family, Naca.

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MOONAT
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posted October 30, 2004 01:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MOONAT     Edit/Delete Message
thankyou pixel! :)
and ya...the what ifs have definately crossed my mind...but i'm just not worried...i hope i dont have reason to be. mum said the doctor will call next wed/thurs/fri...lol i'm sure THOSE days are gonna be a hell of a lot of fun. :)
ok gtg, thankyou both very much again

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MOONAT
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posted November 04, 2004 12:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for MOONAT     Edit/Delete Message
i just wanted to post that the doctor called today and mum is good! she doesnt even need radiation! there was something a little funny in what they took out that they want to keep track of...but nothing else! wow.

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Ra
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posted November 04, 2004 04:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message

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