posted November 28, 2004 12:09 AM         

june 18 my client scheduled appointment with me.. first story i wrote here.. his still not recovering from his partner s lost last year 2003 ..i think june ...since then i beacame closed to him and my partner. he bacame closed to us and invite us to have sit down dinner w/ his freinds.. especially since my experience with him and his partner who's on the other side became very meaning ful to me..and to him.. i always cut his hair in monthly basis appointment.. and that month his going to france and will visit his freinds , to i told him that i need to see him june 28,2004 , to do some colors..so everyting will be set for his hair and he will enoy his vacation ..stiill i can see in his eyes that his stilin griefing situation since hes partner passed away ..one year of griefing it's very diff. to understand how painful it was and hurt..at first i told myself that he needs to move on or this gonna be a unhealthy.. but i don't have the right to tell him what he needs to do again.. i'm not in his shoe..i would rather suport him and be there in times he needs a helping hand..i'ts hard to say a word specially in that moment that i cant' express and feel the greif he has..since that appointment i just made him laugh and told him to go to the spa and enjoy the french hospitality..what do i know about that i never in europe anyway but him his always travel there all the time.. and he had this wine collection of all the country in europe in alphabetical order.:0);;

late july..i call my partner to have a dinner w/him in japanese restaurant..and iwas 1 hour early i decided to go this bar and have come coktails ..while i'm waiting .and enjoying my cocktail..i heard this voice telling me he he's not alive anymore and this the docotors client..and freind of mine..i'm just ignoring it..i'm not gonna listen to you your in france and having a good time ..he was starting to talked to me in my thoughts.. and reply to him ..have some cape cod then we will enjoy the nite..but still telling him your just using ur mental telephaty and teasing me.. we have a good relationship that before he had his appointment i know before the phone ring that's him leaving his appointment..so when i had dinner w/my partner ..i mentioned him about that ..i sense that .our freind is crossed over all ready ..he was just listening to me..n still thinking i'm nuts:0)..bec. he knows our freind is in france.. so ijust live a benefit of the doubt..praying his well and when his back he will be happy and full of life again..

august - september.
most of that time i always sense him ...and ignore what his telling me ..i told him enjoy france and europe..

october..
i dreamt about him..his in white clothes young vibrant ..full of life..i know for sure.. i'm visiting him thru astral travel... and we are in patio that has a breath taking view..he just tellim me he needs help..but how ? i asked himm.. then i woke up and tell my partner o i dream about him andy ..he needs help.. so he suggested me to call him..i did i left a message to his voice mail.. that you need tomake an appointment w/ me your hair is too long already like almost in his butt... but deep inside me i don't want to tell him about my dream..but he knows me already about what we experince with his partner...so i told myself see he's answering machine was on i just need to wait for him to call me..but sad to say no call for him..

November---
i'm starting to get disturb .. his presence is w/me most of the time..and thinking happy thoughts.. but behind my mind the facts and my experience w/ his late partner.. ..i just want him to be happy healthy and full of life..never want to think any bad about himm...i decide i will call him again it's been..4 month's ..he's really enjoying himself in europe ..but since then my heart is breaking apart .check my phone book in my phone.. his Home# was gone.. deleted ..so lokked for his cell #.. it was disconnected idial the home # it was disconnected..i decided to write a letter and go to his house and tell him can't wait to see you..please make an appointment w/ me but his been telling me his on the other side..he told me since july i don't want to believe.. him..he just told me ..dennis "YOU KNOW WHAT YOU KNOW "....even though i have the gift i still don't want to think that i'm always right..GOD IS ONLY THE ONE WHO HAS THE RIGHT FOR EVRYTHING...i wnet to his place door bell nobody is answering.. he lives in a victorian house and he lives half and somebody owes the lower part..it's two unit but no one answer so i decide to ring the bell of his neighboor and nobody 's home to.. but i turn around my head i saw this brown butterfly ..in my culure is abelieve that someboddy who passed away.. is visiting me..i had a ghost bump in my skin..and left my mail to his mailbox.. until now i don't have any answer.. but in my thoughts telling me you know the answer already.. but don't just rcognizing it... i told myself only god has the right ...i weven though i know it before i don't want to judge.. live it open.. still waitng for call.....

nov.24,2004...
i had this dream a premonition of what happen.. i went to the hospital and asking for him..in my dream i saw this asian guy.. who works ther and and asked him ? where can i find dr.andy? he reply quikly oh he's no longer here.. he passed away ..what! i strat crying.. in my dreams ..i knew it.. and all of the sudden ...i saw what happened to him how he died..this part is my private.. so that morning 7:00a.m i was sweating and have stomach ache and the night before i have a stomach ache already.. it means it's my instict that will tell me the answer i been waiting for 5 months...so that day i told my partner to what isaw in my dreams i know from my heart he is.. take a shower decide to write letter to him and wishing him happy thanksgiving..i went ti his house agin for the last time to solve or cfor closure..his whispering to my ears..enjoy life..do the best you can... i was in this treet i saw this lady she's looking at me she's strechting for a run...her eyes is reminding me of ..my freind..he loves to run too..specially his stressful job in the hospital..and teaching in the university of medicene..i had this glimpse already ..i sensese it wa shim...so i went to his house... doorbell..and hear the phone ring in his unit..i told myself it was disconnected..so i doorbell.. ..and decided to doorbell to his neighboor..just ask them if he moved..and all of the sudden a guy open the door..asian guy w/c remind me of the person i ask in the hospital in my dreams..ask him if andy still leaving her? and he reply..he passed awaylast june 2004..i was telling myself that can't be isaw him 28 of june..for follow up..and i told the guy yah i just dreamt about him this morning ..thats the reason he was confuse about my reply......thats why i'm her to check....thank you.. he reply welcome ...in his eyes i saw he was ? anyway..since then.. i'm very thankful to him and very happy he became part of my life.. with his trust..,love and believe in me..to walked w/ me to understand this journey in life...i was walking away from his house..with..so much love ..i feel everything in my life became lighter i looked in the sky.. to see how wbeautiful gods.. creation...he help me to recognize myself.. to recognize and listen to what he called gift...not from me but from...GOD"...

before i wrote down the part 1.. i premonition already that i'm going to write this experienced here but ignoring it....bec... god's love all of us ....

posted November 28, 2004 12:42 PM         

Ok, this is kinda freaky.....I don't think I even have visited this forum since the last time we communicated, in September. This morning I got on the Health & Healing forum to see when I asked Gia to come over here to(Astral Realms forum) to talk to you, I couldn't exactly remember what her advice to you was and I was curious for some reason....I found my post to her was Sept. 9th so came back over here to (Astral Realms) and found your first post and her response....then I noticed you just posted....have you posted anything at Lindaland since mid-September, have you??bizarre?!
coinsidence?
Noreen