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sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
Registered: Oct 2005
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posted January 17, 2006 02:18 PM
 
last night I had a terrible dream that my mother had the devil in her and was trying to kill me, I could barely speak, but I kept saying, in the name of jesus, in the name of jesus...it was too wierd...any insight?IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted January 18, 2006 03:58 AM
Well, what's been going on with mom here lately?  IP: Logged |
Peri
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From: Kyiv, Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted January 18, 2006 04:56 AM
Are you planning to get married or have a baby or somehow change your life?IP: Logged |
sxycrzykewl221
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posted January 18, 2006 08:40 AM
nothing new with mom, actually just started talking to her again. Moved in with significant other, considering marriage..it kinda freaked me out most of the day yesterday.IP: Logged |
Peri
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posted January 18, 2006 09:34 AM
aha, thought so! Seems that you are consciously or subconsciously afraid of what they call 'The terrible mother' (... the monster that is a devouring female, the terrible mother. Psychologically this is an unconscious image of our mothers to whom we are attached and from which we must free ourselves in order to develop as separate individuated beings...) You can read more here, it's a big article though:
http://victorian.fortunecity.com/palette/187/session11.html 
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sxycrzykewl221
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posted January 18, 2006 10:09 AM
thats kinda funny..i am 40..... divorced twice.
not just spreading my wings...but thanks for the feedback... IP: Logged |
Peri
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From: Kyiv, Ukraine
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posted January 18, 2006 10:25 AM
Age doesn't matter. You may be even 60 and have grandchildren and yet be emotionally dependable on your mom and live in accordance with her emotional patterns not your own: e.g. percieve men the way she does/did. of course it is just a hypothesis...
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sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
Registered: Oct 2005
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posted January 18, 2006 11:08 AM
More inclined to believe she actually is satan..and I should be praying..estranged for years...I am in a very close, loving relationship..she is vampire...see string in free for all i believe...just a wierd dream i guess...IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted January 18, 2006 01:14 PM
Makes sense to me! IP: Logged |
Peri
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From: Kyiv, Ukraine
Registered: Dec 2003
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posted January 19, 2006 04:31 AM
You are right here, she is a pranic vampire. HD started a thread on all kinds of
vampires on Soul Unions, I think you should go there and read more on this subject.
I do think your 2 previous marriages did not work because your mom would not set you free (on subconscious or even conscious level)
Isn’t it remarkable that she appeared again right when you are considering marriage and in a very close, loving relationship?
If you don’t get any help she will destroy this one too. Praying is good but not enough in this particular situation, I think.
P.S. hey Ra  IP: Logged |
sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
Registered: Oct 2005
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posted February 07, 2006 04:25 PM
ra and anyone else....
this thread and that dream has proceeded the worst nightmare of my life. My mother, maybe 2 weeks ago..after a dispute with my 16 1/2 year old daughter, told her that she was going to end up in a wheelchair, just like her father, (I told you of his accident some time ago, my ex) she then called me and told me something really bad was going to happen to Emily Rose. 2 days later, my daughter and her boyfriend were in a terrible auto accident, she was life flighted to a level 1 trauma hospital hanging onto her life by a thread. Her head was split to the skull from the middle of her forehead to behind her ear on the left side. Her pelvis was broken in 7 different places, she was on a ventilator for the first 2 days, unable to breathe on her own. I have been at the hospital 18-20 hours a day for the last 9 days. Her boyfriend had internal bleeding and a concussion and is now doing fine. I put her on every prayer chain I could think of and thousands of people were praying for my daughter. She has a bad head injury and the doctors told her she had brain damage and would be in a wheelchair for 3 to 6 months and have some lifelong disabilities. If anyone was wondering where I have been. I have been thru hell. Everytime she woke up after she could finally speak, she said over and over, my gramma put me here, she put a curse on me. So many people have been praying for her, the God reached down and touched her, she was able to use a walker yesterday..and walked! I am so proud of her. God took something really bad and turned it into something good. Her sister whom she had been fighting with for over a year, never left her side. She still has a long way to go, but the worst is over and hopefully she will make a full recovery. I have hatred in my heart for my mother and what she said, and I can't live with hate in my heart forever, but for today, it's ok to have these feelings. Emily said she knows God touched her and is healing her and this is my first day trying to get back to a somewhat normal life. Seeing your child in excruciating pain day after day and not being able to help,,is the worst thing you can ever imagine. I wanted to share this with my friends here, and although this is not the proper thread, it actually is, because much evil came from her and it preceeded this whole nightmare. everyones thoughts and prayers are appreciated. I hope someone reads this.IP: Logged |
Yang
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From: Somewhere over the Clouds
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posted February 07, 2006 04:35 PM
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teaselbaby
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From: Northeast Ohio
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posted February 07, 2006 05:28 PM
How awful! 
Your daughter (and you) will be in my prayers.  IP: Logged |
lotusheartone
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From: piopolis, quebec canada
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 07, 2006 06:43 PM
Sxycrzykewl221,I have tears running down my face, you poor thing, you be strong, like I know you are,
yes, your mom, has a problem with a bad entity,
remember Love Evil, throw has much as you can at her, that's what I am going to do after this..
Also prayers to you, and your daughter and boyfriend, all of you.. It's has if the World is going Mad, my sister had had similar behaviour towards my mom and her own son, I'm sending you tons of Love, and White Light Protection around all of you, God's light shall protect, all I ask is that you BElieve..
You are all in God's Hands Picture all that Love healing them. ... Amen-Awomen IP: Logged |
Johnny
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From: Colorado, USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted February 08, 2006 12:14 AM
Sxycrzykewl, I'll be praying for your daughter (and you) too. I can't even imagine how you must be feeling right now.It sounds like God *has* touched your daughter, though, and I have no doubt that that's not the last miracle that will be coming your way. Much love to you. You're in my thoughts. IP: Logged |
Rainbow~
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From: a cozy dwelling on a Michigan Indian Reservation by ~The Shining Big Sea Water~ _surrounded by good spirits...Cap Sun~ Pisces Moon~ Scorpio Rising~
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posted February 08, 2006 01:19 AM
Sorry to hear this...*sigh* Love, white light, and prayers for your daughter....  IP: Logged |
Peri
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From: Kyiv, Ukraine
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posted February 08, 2006 01:48 AM
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sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
Registered: Oct 2005
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posted February 08, 2006 08:24 AM
thank you all for your prayers and loving thoughts. you are my friends indeed.IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
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From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 08, 2006 09:28 AM
wow.
I wish love and healing light for all.IP: Logged |
Johnny
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From: Colorado, USA
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posted February 08, 2006 08:22 PM
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Aphrodite
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posted February 08, 2006 10:06 PM
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Ra
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posted February 09, 2006 04:42 AM
And my prayers to you all as well. Are you saying that your mother maliciously and purposefully wished something bad on your daughter? IP: Logged |
freebird
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posted February 09, 2006 07:58 AM
I am glad your daughter is recovering soon. I would be praying too. 
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Devilfish
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posted February 09, 2006 11:32 AM
may you be blessed with peace, comfort,& healing ,of body ,mind and soul.you are both in my prayers IP: Logged |
aqua
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From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted February 10, 2006 01:43 AM
hope she recovers real fast.... IP: Logged |
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