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posted February 20, 2006 08:26 AM         

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I dreamed that I was pregnant and I felt this huge hard contraction and then my tummy was all stretchy and I actually pulled the baby up by the skin and it was about 3 lbs and it was a boy and for some reason I thought he wasn't breathing anymore....and that I had to have him right away so he could live and I thought I would name him Johnathan MIchael or Michael Johnathan and I could make out every feature...It seemed so very real that for some reason I thought it was important to me. but wasn't sure why....that was Saturday night..

last night I dreamed again...I dreamed that my mother kidnapped my daughter Emily and that she was in Seattle and Rob and I went to get her.....she reached back to slap me and I said to her, you want to go to jail?...then rob was gone and some lady was there helping me get Emily and her stuff...and apparently it was in the media and I had the support of thousands of people and she had her clothes since she was like 4yrs old.(Emily is almost 17)..and we got all of her stuff together and left going to the airport. danielle and Zac were in the car with me(my other kids) and I said where is Emily and looked under my right arm..and there she was...everyone was safe...then I woke up...wierd.

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posted February 21, 2006 12:46 PM         

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Hello sxykrzykewl

The second dream reflects the situation you are going through with your mother and daughter. The situation begins with you feeling that your mother has stolen your power, you do not feel in control. Then you begin to gather your energies, you get support, and help to put your daughter's life back together. In the end, "everyone was safe", as they are.

This dream is a release. Don't you think?

I hope your daughter is doing well.

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posted February 21, 2006 12:48 PM         

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Oh, and the baby dream ... are you trying to quickly do something before it is too late?

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posted February 21, 2006 11:21 PM         

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sxycrzykewl221 glad to see u.how r u and ur daughter keeping?

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posted February 22, 2006 08:41 AM         

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Ra- you know I did feel release after that night...mentally I had been going thru a rough time and it was like I let some things go. I do think it was a good sign that everyone was safe.

Aqua- thanks for asking. Emily is getting better every day, although she still has a long way to go. She is still in a wheelchair a good bit of the time, although using a walker she can get back and forth to the bathroom. Her head injury is pretty scary yet, she still can't remember a lot of things, gets over emotional and is not capable yet of her schoolwork. she goes to speech therapy 3 times a week and physical therapy 3 times too, hopefully she can walk in about a month or so. she has really been thru a lot. It has been really hard on me too, seems like a lot going on with audits at work, now that I'm back...i find out they are selling my company to a larger company. ANd some decisions in my personal life as well. It has been a tough month. I found out her twin brother is on drugs,....cocaine, oxycontin...and his dad and I are at our wits end right now. I don't know how to help my son...and he isn't right right now. I wrestled with the idea of a school for troubled youth and couldn't get peace over it, afraid he might commit suicide, I look in his eyes and see pain and I can't get thru. I do visualization stuff..and pray alot...hopefully this is just something he is going thru because he couldn't take what happened to his sister. I can't make everything all better like I could when they were little. Being a parent is tough.....SO... Needless to say, I have really had my hands full...trying to keep positive and grateful for so many things, and I am, but sometimes it is tough. thanks for caring..

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posted February 22, 2006 11:19 PM         

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i am still praying for u sxycrzykewl221 ! i

i know everything will be fine very soon...

Love and light ur way ......

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posted February 23, 2006 03:21 AM         

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Me too.

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posted March 18, 2006 02:22 AM         

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how r u keeping sxycrzykewl221 ?

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