posted May 02, 2011 01:34 PM            

I dreamt of a man I am currently attracted to. He's popped into my dreams before but not like this. In the dream, I ran into him once and he recognized me. Afterwards, I ran into him a second time (same dream) at a park of some sort. He was sitting on a bench with his head down, I couldn't see his face, and his hands were clutching his head as if he was frustrated or something. I went up to him and asked him "What are you doing here?" and then he looked up at me and was silent a moment, saying nothing, just looking me straight in the eyes. Finally, he said "I don't know." He tilted his head and then he seemed to transform completely from his frustrated self. He no longer looked anguished. He then looked at me, with an all-knowingness I cannot completely describe, and
told me that he knew how I felt, he knew hat I had "a crush" on him. I was shocked in the dream, and I didn't know what to say. He then told me he was fond of me himself and I found myself speechless. It's as if my entire body was paralyzed. I couldn't move at all. I was stunned. His pierced gaze hypnotized me, as if he was reading into my soul. All I remember after that is him whispering something into my ear....I can't recall what it is though! I blacked out in my dream and disappeared from the park with him and then I imagined having sex with him in my room....it was dark and he was on top of me, pressing me down. All I could think of was feeling "love" at that moment. That is what I wanted. You know those dreams when you're semi-conscious? It felt like that. I could see my room as if I were awake. And my body felt so heavy on the bed...I felt my body vibrate electricity and then I woke up. It was 2:30 am. I still have no idea what the hell I was dreaming. It scares me a bit.

posted April 06, 2012 02:08 AM            

Hope that helps!!