posted September 27, 2011 02:33 PM            

My husband and I were in hiding in a hidden room, after our 2 older children were shot by guards as they climbed over some sort of fence attempting to find food. I don't remember who hid us or how, do recall the SS searching the house for hidden rooms and not finding us.

Our youngest child had been injured with a broken leg, at some point of confrontation with the police before all of this. I remember his recovery being slow, and having to convince my husband to attempt and pass under a different (non Jewish) identity to try and get him some medical help.

I was distressed with a feeling od deja vu, like we need to get him help as this already happened and we didn't do so which brought him to pass away. We got him help, passing as a Johan and Hans and brought him back in hiding with us. My last thought before awakening, was who sad all of this horror was on many people especially children and how other children did not survive as our youngest did.

The dream was very vivid and I'm really emotional about it, because I've never experienced anything like that before. I do highly empathize with victims of the holocaust, but have no Eastern or Jewish ancestry as I did in the dream.

I was emotionally sad before going to sleep, thinking about old wounds of the heart/soul and praying to heal them. I don't know if this would have anything to do with it, or also that I miscarried last week and my husband and I have been at odds with each other ever since?

posted September 30, 2011 12:59 AM            

Two things:
Firstly, the current astro is suggesting very profound dreams in the works, and people will be having epiphanies courtesy of Pluto. If you don't follow astrology, please ignore that part.

Second thing is that one of our other members who has studied much on past life recall says that if you see your face in your 'dream' then you were not that person. Just as we look 'out of' our eyes every day, we do not see ourselves from a facial point of view,
it would be similar in a recall/remembrance.
So, if you were there, perhaps you were another party IN the dream, not the woman.

posted October 07, 2011 04:33 AM            

Were you referring to my research and experience with past lives?
You are correct in that just like in our lives now, one does not see their own face unless looking in a mirror or other reflective surface;
or a portrait or photo of themselves.
Gender switching from lifetime to lifetime is also very common.

PhoenixFire
My condolences on your miscarriage.
Having lost 26+ pregnancies I totally understand.
These threads might be of comfort to you;
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum27/HTML/000171.html
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum27/HTML/000170.html

Yes, I agree with GypseeWind;
I feel too that you were the husband in that lifetime and your spouse now was your wife.

Any idea why your miscarriage has caused you and your husband to be at odds with each other? And how far along was the pregnancy before you miscarried?

posted October 10, 2011 12:29 PM            

I was about six weeks when the miscarriage occurred. It was really sad, thank you for your empathy. The friction arose because the pregnancy wasn't planned, and I had mixed feelings about it while my husband was overjoyed.

We currently have 1 child together who will turn 2 years in December, and our 2 older children from my previous marriage are 12 & 14 years. It was really tough to start mothering a young child all over again, when my toddler was born after a 10 year gap between him and my 12 year old.

I'm also 32 now, and it was much different/difficult going through pregnancy and postpartum compared to when I was 20. It is nice to imagine having a playmate sibling for my toddler, but it is also a relief to consider our family being complete.

posted October 10, 2011 01:53 PM            

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Hi Lex,

I was about six weeks when the miscarriage occurred. It was really sad, thank you for your empathy. The friction arose because the pregnancy wasn't planned, and I had mixed feelings about it while my husband was overjoyed.

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:

We currently have 1 child together who will turn 2 years in December, and our 2 older children from my previous marriage are 12 & 14 years. It was really tough to start mothering a young child all over again, when my toddler was born after a 10 year gap between him and my 12 year old.

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:

I'm also 32 now, and it was much different/difficult going through pregnancy and postpartum compared to when I was 20. It is nice to imagine having a playmate sibling for my toddler, but it is also a relief to consider our family being complete.

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Originally posted by PhoenixFire:

My husband loves children very much, and is a wonderful father. He took the loss much harder than I did, and became upset about my mixed feelings and considerations of our family being complete. We have begun making peace with this, and are now taking things a day at a time-living in the now and seeing what the future may bring.

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