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Topic: Kundalini Awakening
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dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 269
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 17, 2013 12:35 PM
  
Calling all intutives, what do you think. I had this dream a while ago along with other bizarre dreams. I actually had a simiar dream in which I'm asleep. Now in this dream in back at my mother house. When my mother enters the room she hollers, she tells me that there are snakes in my bed. Before she had told me this, I felt something moving up my back. What's crazy about this whole dream is that I'm sleeping on my stomach and the snakes are under the covers with me. Now I can't move, it's like I'm so tired that all the strength in my body is gone, so when my mother tells me that snakes are in my bed literally its like I'm stuck and I can't move. Normally, I'm afraid of snakes but in this particular dream my body is at ease, even when I feel the snake slithering up my back. Now because my mother is frightened she calls my younger brother into the room, he immediately wants to kill the snakes. It's at that moment, that I regain my energy and I'm able to move. Now when I move, I reach for the snake that's is now at my shoulder. I grab the snake and realize its a coral snake and there is 6 more coral snakes in my bed they were all making there way up my legs and back. I start yelling at my brother because once again he tried to kill one of the snakes. In attempt to save the snake, the snake is attempting to strike at my brother but since I jumped in the way the snake ends up biting me. When this happens my mom screams, in walks my aunt and this guy who I think is my TF. What's crazy upon entering the room, it was my aunt and cousin who I seen and they are arguing about how he needs to tell me the truth. Since being bitten, I feel different. Initially I felt weak and dizzy. My vision is getting blurry, my aunt tells me that my cousin has feelings for me. Upon opening my eyes it isn't my cousin it's the guy who I think is my TF. Now upon seeing him, and hearing this I run out of the room into a room full of different kinds of snakes. Normally, I would be ******* my pants but I'm not afraid. My TF is chasing after me causing me to run outside. Ion reaching outside there is this king cobra hanging down in front of the door way to the front door. Upon seeing this big snake I'm hesitant to enter through the door way because of this my TF has now caught up to me explaining his feelings to me. We exit out the front door together and the snakes attempts to bite him but is unable too because my brother comes and starles the snake. I'm horrified because my brother has this big blade and attempts to cut the head of the snake but I jump in the way. When this happens I wake up. Now I have had a lot of bizarre dreams involving the guy I think is my TF. IP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 269
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 17, 2013 12:38 PM
This guy who i think is my TF has come to me in several dreams communicating with me about what's going on in his life, through mutual friends I actually find out that what he tells me is really what's going on with him, he has told me how he feels about me in a dreams, there was this one dream that involved snakes and he came to me in that dream as well. One of the most bizarre dreams that I ever had with him I was told by the God that I needed to go through this cave that the man I love is there. I go into this cave it's pitch black and out of nowhere I see this light flickering as I get closer and closer to the light the light gets brighter and brighter to my surprise its him holding a candle and he's dressed in white. I was so shocked because I expecting to see my husband, not him. Then there was this dream where I got shot in my lower abdomen on the right side. I looked down and realized that I had been shot and was blooding. I collapsed. He arrives out of nowhere and is attempting to revive me. I feel myself getting weak and he's pleading to me saying I can't loose you again, he tells me that he loves me what is crazy I'm barley holding at this point I'm getting weak, his voice is getting fainter by the minute. He keep saying that he couldn't live if he lost me again. He puts his head and my chest and started praying. Out the blue I feel life rushing back into me. When I come too, I ask him what happens he tells me that I have been shot the crazy part, I tell him no I haven't. The blood is still on my shirt but there is no gunshot wound. The wound has healed. Also, when I think of him sometimes my chest starts to hurt or I get headaches for no apparent reason. I can't explain this and some may even think I'm crazy, but you can't make this type of stuff up.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted April 17, 2013 04:01 PM
What is a TF?I do not see this as a Kundalini Awakening. I am moving this thread to Astral Realms for dream interpretation. IP: Logged |
Love&Light
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From: India
Registered: Oct 2011
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posted April 17, 2013 10:14 PM
I think TF is Twin FlameIP: Logged |
Love&Light
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From: India
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posted April 17, 2013 11:24 PM
dyedye08 here are a few interpretations of seeing many snakes in dream. Can you pl tell which one relates to you? www.snakedreams.org Also your TF appears to be by your side helping you out. Is your brother cutting out your energy, abundance or anything else, like coming in the way of your sexual expression in anyway in real life? Could be that he is as he is wanting to kill the snakes. He may be doing it thinking that he is helping you or something. Is that so? On the other hand snakes also mean deceit and treachery so it could mean that he is actually helping you overcome them. See how it fits/relates to your real life situation. And your TF is wanting to be supportive. That could be your TF himself or anybody, your guardian angel or your higher self perhaps. You entered the cave (your inner self) remember? And saw him with white clothes with candle. Your own 'pure' form. So may be your higher self is telling you not to repeat the same mistakes or be naive like sometime previously (earlier births) when you had got yourself hurt. Your mother,aunt,cousin etc are reflecting that part which they are playing out in real life with this issue. Just ask yourself questions on these lines. Btw King Cobra is a good sign. Overall i get this feeling that the snakes relate to both your transformational energy and sexual energy. And both are related to this TF guy. Be a little careful of where you are going with him lest it affects your personal life adversely. Not trying to scare you just a forewarning. And don't worry we have to accept the darker side of life, the devil, and overcome it which helps us in making ourselves a cohesive personality which leads to transformation. I think you are going through that. Just my 2 cents. Do tell if it relates. Chow! IP: Logged |
Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 382
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted April 22, 2013 03:21 AM
Hi DyeDye (Beijing), I have seen the other threads and also put down your cards of course. The thing I would really like to recommend is to start empowering yourself. This man is not going to rescue you and solve things for you. Because that's what I suspect is the case (why you are obsessing over him). Looking at this dream I can only add to the advice: start working on yourself. All the energy spend on this man is better spend to start phoning organisations for women in abusive relationships (with your husband right?) The snakes here have nothing to do with kundalini. They are in your place if safety (your bed) And hidden under the covers (you are covering it up). While this is all taking place in your mum's home, I think you have to look at really old patterns within yourself. You want to keep the snakes alive meaning it is very hard for you to look at the core of the situation and issues.
There is much more to be found in this dream, but I would really like to stress to start focussing on yourself and take resonsibility for your life and your well being. That is going to make you happy and content in the end. I know that's a hard process, but if you leave things unaddressed and keep looking outside yourself, chances are you keep repeating the same patterns (and find yourself in similar situations). Of course this is just advice, but I do hope you will find some outside help. Wish you the very best.
Bye. Twirl. IP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 269
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 22, 2013 12:45 PM
Thank-You ladies. @ Twirl its no obession, it's guilt and regret. Before him and I got laid off, he asked me what I wanted. I told him I just wanted to be friends, for once in my life. I choose the logical approach, My marriage has been failing way before he ever showed up, but instead of choosing to be with him. I choose my marriage, my family. Everything I was feeling for him. I put into my marriage, trying to forget years of abuse. I think my family especially me being in my mother house stems from all the years I was molested. I got pregnant by my own cousin was I was 10 years, I had the baby. My mother had the baby put up for adoption. He can't save me, he has his own problems. The readings I get because I wonder what if. @ Twirl you have been so supportive in helping me find my way. I think this dream is telling me to go home and deal with the issues I have been running from for a very long time. I'm emotional damaged, I watch one child get snatched out of my life and I watch my husband beat me and caused me to miscarry yet I stayed. Then this guy comes into my life, and I choose to stay with my abusive husband. I guess that the Saturn conjuctc Neptune hold, my husband and I share. IP: Logged |
Twirl
Knowflake Posts: 382
From: Europe
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted April 22, 2013 01:52 PM
I'm very sorry to hear this has been such a rough path for you. I also do understand it is hard to start healing the damage from the past.
In regards to the dream symbolism: it is trying to point you into actions you can take in regards to 'healing' yourself. Get the (inner) snakes out, meaning: start getting rid of all damaging influences that came from the past/really look at what happened while you are feeling safe (I recommend a therapist who can help you through this. It has to be an outsider and someone who doesn't know your family). The 'king cobra' should be addressed, because he is now 'keeping the gate' (having a great effect on your life now). That's the sum of all that's happened and will make you make the same life choices for yourself, because 'your base' isn't safe. The subconscious is then on the stirring wheel of your life which is fine when it's 'healty', but can be very damaging to the self when it's not.
In regards to the cards; they all also pointed in that direction: you and your happiness and well being come first. That would also give you a good base for future relationships.
For the man; I'd advice to not focus on him right now. All the time spend on synastries might calm your mind for a bit, but it doesn't solve the core issues, because no steps are made for yourself to start changing your situation. Edit: you said you want to go home and solve it. I wouldn't address this with your family. You need someone from the outside.
As for a 'hold', it can feel that way, but in the end we always have a choice to let something have a hold over us or simply remove the chains and get out, moving into other directions even if we don't have a clue what's next. I think just a call to a help line would be a good start. They can help and guide you into what steps to take. Wish you courage! IP: Logged |
dyedye08
Knowflake Posts: 269
From: South Orange, NJ, USA
Registered: Dec 2012
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posted April 22, 2013 01:56 PM
@ Twirl Thanks. The time spent on the synastries is between 3 men actually, but the core of the problem is me and must be fixed in order for me to be happy.IP: Logged |
Lexxigramer
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From: The Etheric Realms...Still out looking for Schrodinger's cat...& LEXIGRAMMING.♥.. is my Passion!
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posted April 23, 2013 08:49 AM
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Originally posted by Love&Light:
I think TF is Twin Flame
thank you for helping out here!  And Twirl,
thank you too!  ------------------
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Love&Light
Knowflake Posts: 637
From: India
Registered: Oct 2011
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posted April 23, 2013 10:23 AM
Now that i know a little bit of your background your dream has become very clear. Connect to your inner source. That is what is going to help you as Twirl has so appropriately summed up. When you centre everything will fall in place. Till then just keep faith and think positive and try your best to stay above water. The situation is likely to tilt in your favour. Just keep the grit. All the best and hearty wishes for a bright future. One more thing, pl don't keep slipping in the same mental state and hence same life equations again and again. There is a saying in our place which goes somewhat like, 'Make mistakes. Do make them again and again but don't repeat the same one.' Are you getting me?IP: Logged |
Ra
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From: Kentucky
Registered: May 2009
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posted April 27, 2013 02:47 AM
Twirl, you handled this delicately and expertly. Many kudos and many thanks. dyedye, we wish much healing and light for you. Please listen to what Twirl has said and consider a therapist. This is difficult stuff. 
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