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tuxedo meow
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posted October 27, 2013 10:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for tuxedo meow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
howdy!

1st 'dream' i 'wake up' in a 'dream'. A brunette heavy set woman is squatted in front of me. she suddenly leaps and tries to get into me. i yell NO! loud enough to wake the house and scare my cats.

Then, i go into another dream where I am trying to state my case about getting custody of two little girls. i am talking to two men and two women yuppie types who are laughing and deriding me. i later see the two women walking towards my home-they look at me and I see their mouths are scarred as if someone had cut the edges into their cheeks (like Insane Clown Posse makeup but real)
then i am walking with one of the little girls and we need to use the restroom. we are in a ghetto type area and the bathrooms are up on this other cement area. There is not a lot of choices so we head that way. What i see are millions of roaches swarming everywhere esp in the toilets...millions running on top of one another. weird people are around there and one guy is crawling in the roaches and eating some one at a time and looking me in the eye...
that is all i remember

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Regulus18
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posted October 27, 2013 01:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Regulus18     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sometimes the things that we see on television have a tendency to stick in our dreams. Are there children that you seek custody of?

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tuxedo meow
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posted October 27, 2013 11:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tuxedo meow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
there was one awhile back. my sister thinks my brief view of tv news affected me about the blond gypsy girl. I did not think so. all people except me were brunettes AND what about that trying-to-leap-in-me thing? the roach eater and roaches and the scarred faces?

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Ra
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posted October 29, 2013 04:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello tuxedo meow

The first dream could be considered a dream-within-a-dream, which often contains a message that is less disguised by symbolism. Do you feel like someone is trying to jump into some part of your life? Is there a woman who is trying to "take over" in some way, perhaps replacing you somehow?

In the second dream I notice a couple of patterns: the number two (two girls, two men, two women) and multiple references to the mouth/speech/communication (stating case, verbally assailed, scarred mouths, guy eating roaches). The twos could suggest that you are seeking balance in an area of your life or mind which has something to do with the "mouth" theme. It could be suggested that you have had to defend your position against others who have been against you, maybe spoken badly about you. Perhaps you want to purge yourself of, or release, the situation or residual negativity (need to use bathroom) but the disgust of it (cockroaches) is making it very difficult.

Anything like this going on?

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tuxedo meow
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posted October 29, 2013 11:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for tuxedo meow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
not sure about the first interpretation-I cannot think of anyone like that. I do know these were the first dreams and the first deep sleep I had for awhile, that I had and have a daunting task in front of me.

the second interpretation is very good. I had not noticed the twos. also, may have to do with me needing to 'release' and being blocked from doing so?
I am weary and have been driving thousands of miles lately with few comforts

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tuxedo meow
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posted October 29, 2013 06:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tuxedo meow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
ra you said i could contact you pm but i misplced the information...sorry...been traveling...

well today saw a relative and some others who are drug and alcohol users-first, I notice some of my missing items have been used to make a garden, that the items were by my now broken rear window, and that she says I told herv she could have these things and plants and that she is very suspicious of someone else breaking my window...
the whole area where they are is heavy into drugs and crime and i am repulsed altho two old women are telling me to forget about it and 'just hug her'- I am not managing well and do not want it assumed i am there to buy or use drugs...
somehow i think this reality check was somehow foretold in the dream?
again two old women, two middle aged women, and when i speak my truth the addict gets mad and accuses me of picking on her.

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Ra
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posted October 30, 2013 04:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Interesting. Makes sense of the "ghetto
type area" as well. Be careful out there. I hope things get better for you.

I can be e-mailed anytime.

rlburdett@bardstowncable.net

... or just click on "Ra" on the topic page of this forum.

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tuxedo meow
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posted October 30, 2013 06:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tuxedo meow     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
things will get better- these trips to this place are heaven and hell. A descent at times, a stressful one. I can choose my level of involvement but this seems to be a place for me to clear out attachments even if it is painful.

on the other hand I can drive short distances and see and interact with wild dolphins and sea turtles and all that beautiful stuff.

it is a matter of co dependency issues maybe-

many darksider attacks- they detest the light around me. This is an area of the country steeped in brouha-ism's. Mostly I fear not even if a dead cat conga line led by a coven of brouhas meaning me the worst dances on the roof!!! hahaha

also folks on mind altering substances standing in agreement to curse others get aid I am sure by the not-so-good entities that now control them. Those things are defeated and can not prosper!
I used to try to rescue some from their fate.

being here reminds me where my portals are weakest which is in the emotional attachment to various grown children who have turned into not so good grown ups-I "see" them as the children they were and not who they have become.

this is a loving thing to do, of course, but seldom validated. it is one thing to give and show love and another to be dragged into the lower atmosphere they have chosen to dwell in. I cannot rescue them or be devoured.

Always life in extremes here- always learning... I love you, tuxedo meow

ps. I have accomplished three out of the seven major things I am here for and have only been here 3 days. need to get a move on! hahaha

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Ra
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posted October 31, 2013 04:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow, you are on a mission! Keep up the good fight and do what you need to do. Sounds like you are making good progress.

Walk in Peace

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